Yan Mi asked E Jingbai softly: "Do you want me anymore?"

Zhu Meng Tian and Ding Youlan: "Puff cough cough-"

E Jingbai: "......"

Zhu Meng Tian and Ding Youlan swallowed the food that was stuck in their throats with difficulty, and they were both confused with a capital letter-Nan Wu that Amitabha Buddha, I couldn't imagine that the most ascetic and upright comrade in their group would actually do the ruthless thing of abandoning and pulling out X ruthlessly, it is really a great spectacle in history!

The gossip eyes of the two of them were too naked, and E Jingbai was still stunned, but he was soon awakened by the four eyes full of "You are actually a beast", he glared back a little annoyed, and said coldly: "See what I do? Eat your own!"

Zhu Mengtian took a tissue and wiped his mouth, shook his head and said, "Jingbai, this is your fault, you are sorry for Professor Yan, we are your mother's family...... Ahem, no, our own family, we are also principled, and we will not favor your crazy behavior, so we will analyze what you are wrong with for you, is there anything wrong?"

Zhu Meng Tian said it so seriously, as if he was really heartbroken, Ding Youlan nodded silently and praised - that's right!

E Jingbai "......" for a while, in terms of fighting, he is not Zhu Mengtian's opponent, the enemy army is too strong, go for the best plan, E Jingbai glared at Zhu Mengtian again, and then gritted his back molars and dragged Yan Mi, who was still lonely, to go out!

Zhu Mengtian suddenly showed a face full of regret, "Yes, the onlookers can't do it." ”

Ding Youlan silently began to tap on the computer keyboard, Zhu Meng Tian turned his head and looked at him hatefully, "As a comrade-in-arms, Xiaolan, don't you care too much about your Jingbai brother's emotional problems?"

Ding Youlan blinked, "I care." ”

Zhu Meng Tian squinted at him, "Then you still have the heart to work?"

"Work is a must, but it's also necessary to pay attention to Brother Jingbai...... Ding Youlan turned his screen around, and one of the frames happened to be the picture displayed by the surveillance camera, and the ...... on the screen Eh, isn't it E Jingbai and Yan Mi who just went out, they dragged another person one after the other, it was too conspicuous.

Ding Youlan said innocently: "So, Brother Meng Tian, do you want to share?"

Zhu Mengtian sighed, "Little Lanlan, you have learned bad~~" is so sad and crazy!

Ding Youlan smiled slightly, hiding his merit and fame.

On the other end, E Jingbai pulled Yan Mi all the way to the rooftop of the V6 branch building.

At the end of October, there are still traces of heat in the air, the night breeze is blowing, blowing people are very comfortable, the V6 branch building is not very high, but it is not short in this old city, standing on the rooftop and looking down, you can see the lights of thousands of homes, at this time it is less than ten o'clock at night, many families have not slept, the lights are warm, and the lights are all in the direction of home.

E Jingbai pulled Yan Mi up, in fact, he just wanted to avoid the gossip eyes of Zhu Mengtian and Ding Youlan, or the puzzled eyes cast by others, the relationship between him and Yan Mi was too ambiguous, just in the few days that the V6 branch stayed, someone would make fun of them, or treat them as a real couple, after Yan Hao injured Yi Ling, Feng Rong's explanation to the outside world was that Yan Mi and Yan Hao's positions were different, and the big guy also accepted this statement in good faith, and did not reject Yan Mi who looked exactly the same as Yan Hao, E Jingbai did not want Yan Mi to be able to integrate into this environment and really stand on the same position as the Spiritual Security Bureau, not tempted by Luo Cheng, but...... But E Jingbai was hesitating again, he was wondering - is it necessary for Yan Mi to really get involved in this trip, maybe there will be no return?

E Jingbai and Yan Mi were silent all the way, and when they arrived on the rooftop, as soon as the night breeze blew, the cold emotion became more and more obvious, E Jingbai let go of the hand that had been holding Yan Mi, found a step and sat down, and was silent for a long time in the night, but he never knew what to say.

On the contrary, Yan Mi, who has always been silent and can never be silent when others are silent, took the initiative to walk in front of him, leaned down, knelt on one knee and half knelt, and looked at E Jingbai's gaze, he blinked his eyes, and there was some fine light in his eyes, which had never had any emotion, and there was an E Jingbai in the light, so focused, so unique, as if it had never changed since ancient times, E Jingbai was almost a little overwhelmed by such a look, so he slightly turned his eyes away.

Yan Mi suddenly called: "Xiaobai." ”

“…… Well. E Jingbai finally answered, and couldn't turn a blind eye.

Yan Mi asked him stubbornly in that very frustrated tone: "Do you want me anymore?"

This question, the first time I heard it, it was sad, and the second time I heard it, I was helpless, E Jingbai was silent for a few seconds, and couldn't help but say: "Yan Mi, in your eyes, what kind of relationship are we?" or something else?

Yan Mi seemed to know what E Jingbai wanted to avoid, so she said directly: "What does Xiaobai think?"

E Jingbai lowered her eyes, unwilling to look at him, "I don't know, maybe it'...... Friends. ”

The last few words, E Jingbai said very lightly, indicating that he himself was actually not sure, Yan Mi looked at him fixedly, almost staring, "Xiaobai, you are lying to yourself." ”

E Jingbai's eyelashes shook suddenly, Yan Mi never said much, but they were often to the point, either it made people very helpless, or it pierced people's hearts and mouths with blood, E Jingbai almost wanted to smile bitterly, "Yan Mi, since you know, you shouldn't say it." ”

How many people don't deceive themselves, and if they can be honest with themselves, why deceive themselves?

Yan Mi shook his head, "I know, but I don't understand." ”

E Jingbai forcibly tugged at the corners of her mouth, "Yes, you don't understand, and you don't have to understand, so that's the end of our topic, huh?"

Yan Mi said with some puzzlement: "Why did it stop here? We haven't made it clear yet, and you want to talk to me too, don't you?"

“…… You're right," E Jingbai's mood was a little chaotic, he clenched his fist hard, and then released it, which smoothed out his chaotic thinking a little, he thought about what Feng Rong had told him that day, and slowly bowed his head, "You're right, we should talk." ”

Yan Mi looked at him, his eyes were calm, but he seemed to hide unknown emotions, pressed under his eyes, and couldn't reveal it, "What does Xiaobai want to say?"

E Jingbai paused, "I ......"

"Why don't I say it first. Yan Mi said suddenly.

"Huh?" E Jingbai suddenly had a bad premonition, and raised his hand to interrupt him.

But Yan Mi grabbed his hand, held it in his palm, and said softly: "Xiaobai, I like you." ”

The whole world seemed to be quiet for a moment, the wind floating everywhere stopped, the swaying lights paused in an instant, the stars in the night twinkled in the sky, and quickly broke the silence of this moment, so the wind began to continue to flow, the lights continued to sway, Yan Mi's words rolled down to the ground like beads, knocked on the heart, and made a not heavy but deafening sound.

He said, Xiaobai, I like you.

What is like?

Like is to want to be close to someone, hug, kiss, physically entangle, and say love language.

Like is to pity a person, love him, pity him, protect him, hold him in his arms, and resist countless malice from the outside world.

Like is to want to have this person, exclusivity, desire, all the time, in his eyes, in his heart, he can only do the most intimate things in the world with himself, and become his most intimate existence.

So, what is Yan Mi's like?

E Jingbai smiled, but it didn't look like a smile at all, "Yan Mi, do you really know what liking is?"

Yan Mi looked at him, he didn't say anything for a while, the night was dim, and his delicate outline was drawn hazy and perfect, his overly arrogant eyes were his only flaws, but his eyes were filled with E Jingbai, and he was not even arrogant, so he looked almost suffocating.

E Jingbai stared at his face that could amaze others, and there was no wave in his heart, or rather, he didn't allow his heart to be stirred up too much, "Do you remember, Yan Mi, you said that you are a defective product, everyone knows what feelings are, but you don't know, you didn't need it once, so what about now?" he smiled again, this time with a self-deprecating meaning, "Now you want to tell me, you already understand? Just because he's the closest person to him, can he easily say he likes it?

His question was plain and sharp, as if he wanted to stab and sting the person in front of him, forcing the other party to retreat and flee, but Yan Mi's face was not moved in the slightest, he still looked at E Jingbai stubbornly, and said softly: "Xiaobai, I like you." ”

Many people have said that whether it is Yan Mi's silence or his occasional words like gold, people are either caught off guard or annoyed in their hearts, no one is in his eyes, his language has never put people in his eyes, and E Jingbai has never experienced it. But at this moment, there was really an urge to stand up and throw things, he even wanted to pull Yan Mi by the collar and pull him up, roaring loudly and asking him if he heard what he was saying, whether he understood what he wanted to say, the intense emotions in E Jingbai's mind were about to explode and overflow, but before the fire completely exploded, E Jingbai saw the calmness and stubbornness in Yan Mi's eyes, and in an instant, all the boiling blood was still, and E Jingbai showed a look close to pain, this pain was a little heavy, and his shoulders were slightly stiffened。

"Yan Mi ......," he muttered the name, his tone weak, like a call, like a drowning man trying to ask for help.

What exactly do you want to do?

What the hell do you want me to do?

Yan Mi seemed to hear the meaning of E Jingbai's weak murmur, stretched out his hand, and directly hugged E Jingbai into his arms, very hard, so that E Jingbai was about to lose his breath, but this kind of strength is very real, not at all like Yan Mi's usual cold and indifferent almost emotionless temperament, all his feelings seem to be concentrated in this hug, and he told E Jingbai his emotions in this silent language, E Jingbai was not sure if he had understood the mistake, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that no matter whether what he said he liked was true or not, at least, Yan Mi's hug was real。

He wanted to be close to him.

He wanted to hold him.

He wants to have him.

"Tell me......" E Jingbai closed her eyes, as if she could avoid some unbearable consequences, "Why do you want to kill Yan Hao?"

Yan Mi told Yan Hao that he wanted to kill him because he killed their parents.

Yan Mi told the field team of the General Office that he wanted to kill Yan Hao because Luo Cheng took Yan Hao away and threw him away, and he didn't mind being abandoned, but he didn't want Luo Cheng to threaten him with his past.

So, what is the truth? When Yan Mi picked up the knife and pointed it at his twin brother, what was the truth behind it?

Yan Mi paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice was very flat, without the slightest emotion or sadness, and he said, "Because you want to kill him." ”

E Jingbai's body shook violently, Yan Mi hugged him harder, the arm around his waist was solid and powerful, E Jingbai suddenly found that Professor Yan, who was cold and arrogant and rejected thousands of miles away when he first met, the eldest child who guarded a room of anime toys without any visits, said helplessly after Fang Shuping's death, "Why are there so many reasons to be good to a person, he is good to me, I treat him as a friend, what friendship and love, I can't figure it out at all" ignorant man...... Unconsciously, under his gaze, it turned out that he had secretly grown up, and E Jingbai was unaware.

Back then, Fang Shuping tried his best to get Yan Mi's liking, and finally tragically used death to cut a wound on his heart, but after the scar fell off, it was not painful or itchy, and it never left too many traces in Yan Mi's heart.

Because I want to kill Yan Hao, so you kill him for me? E Jingbai smiled bitterly, and almost blurted out that she wanted to ask Yan Mi - then do you know that I want to kill him because I want to protect you?

One wrong step, one wrong step, the minister was right, he didn't have the ability to bear the consequences of killing Yan Hao regardless of it - especially what he couldn't bear the most was that Yan Mi completely stepped on the road that Luo Cheng tried to push him on for him.

E Jingbai opened his eyes and pulled Yan Mi's hand away with some force, Yan Mi looked at his movements, and there was a trace of sadness in his eyes, "Did I do something wrong, Xiaobai?"

E Jingbai shook her head, "No, you're not wrong, I'm the one who is wrong." ”

Yan Mi didn't seem to understand, but he still said, "It's okay, I forgive you." ”

E Jingbai really felt a little powerless this time, he grabbed Yan Mi's hand, the whole person looked a little haggard, and the night fell on him, as if it had turned into a black veil, "You must not know what I thought about to do, so you dare to forgive me so easily." ”

Yan Mi's eyelids slowly moved up and down, "What have you thought about?"

E Jingbai looked at him straightly, "I thought about it, if you really go with Luo Cheng, I will kill you." ”

Yan Mi's demeanor didn't change at all, "Are you afraid that I will do something bad?"

E Jingbai forced a smile, "Yes, I'm afraid," the smile disappeared and turned into bitterness, "I'm afraid to die." ”

Yan Mi still didn't seem to understand, and was silent for a moment before saying, "I can promise you, as long as it doesn't threaten you, I will listen to you." ”

E Jingbai looked at him, "Can I really control you?" He originally thought he could, but the fact that Yan Mi brought a knife to kill Yan Hao gave him and the field team of the General Office too much impact, and no one could treat him as a docile little sheep or a silent person with no sense of existence, and he began to show his edge-those that were favored by Luo Cheng at a glance and tirelessly tried to pull him on another path.

Yan Mi repeated again: "I like you, Xiaobai, I can do anything for you, but no one can hurt you." ”

Such words are so beautiful that E Jingbai was shaken for a moment, but in the end he still said: "Yan Mi, do you really understand what feelings are?"

Yan Mi shook her head very frankly, "I don't understand. ”

E Jingbai smiled bitterly, "Okay......"

"But ......" Yan Mi raised his hand, and the palm of his hand slowly lit up with a black flame, from small to large, from the size of a grain of rice to the size of a fist, from a faint light to a gradually brighter fire, and also illuminated E Jingbai's miserable and almost frightened face, he actually smiled unprecedentedly, like a child who begs for reward, "I said that I like human life, but I am willing to live your life with you." ”

E Jingbai's eyes reflected the cluster of black flames, and her pupils constricted into needles, "You ......"

Yan Mi said lightly: "If this is not a feeling, then I really don't understand." ”

E Jingbai grabbed his hand violently, and reached out to touch the cluster of flames, but he never dared to approach with his shaking hands, as if he could treat these flames as illusory illusions, "How can it be...... How could this be......" His voice suddenly rose and became sharper than ever: "Tell me, Yan Mi, why did you awaken your supernatural powers?!"

Yan Mi realized that E Jingbai's excitement was not aimed at his confession, but at the strange flame in his hand, he tilted his head and thought, "You really want to know, I'm afraid you will be angry." ”

E Jingbai tried hard to stabilize his emotions, but he couldn't settle down, Yan Mi's awakening of his abnormal abilities made him panic, he has been trying to let Yan Mi live a normal life, but why did Yan Mi suddenly awaken his abnormal powers? This means that he will not be able to get out of this earth-shattering whirlpool, and he will never be able to live the life that E Jingbai wants him to live!!

"Tell me," E Jingbai's tone was almost pleading at this moment, "Yan Mi, you tell me ......"

Yan Mi held his trembling hand with his backhand and looked at him, at that moment, as if he was in love, "Luo Cheng gave me the training plan of the Gods Training Camp. ”

E Jingbai froze suddenly.

Yan Mi smiled quietly, "I want to protect you, so I chose to awaken the supernatural ability." ”