My father's tears pierced my heart deeply.

When I think about the experience of more than a year, I feel as if my life has been so long.

When I met my father this time last year, I was still a simple child.

But in just one year, I have experienced so many things, all kinds of men, drug addiction, drug trafficking, murder, corpses...... It's changed me so much, too much.

From the simple girl cultivated by Fu Xiangqin, she has become a KTV princess and a girl who has stepped into the road.

If I had been the same person, and when I saw my father kneeling on the ground, I would have jumped up and cried.

But now my heart is hardened.

I also know that tears are the most useless thing in the world.

"Dad......" I knelt down in front of him, gently supported him and said, "Get up...... Things are not what you think. ”

"What else? If you let Xiangqin's mother know what happened to you, how distressed she is, she has cultivated you for so many years, come to me, you have done everything! You, how can you get into trouble with Fei Changqing's number one person!?"

"It's complicated...... But...... "I want to explain, but I don't know how."

"Good...... When I first met Su Qing and Su Yan, I knew that those two girls were not simple, but I didn't expect you to do that!

"It's not your fault...... I chose it myself!"

"You're for my illness, I know! I've gone to Dr. Liu, and he's told me! You're still lying to people that you're taking money from your parsley mother! You're ...... I know I can't blame you! I know you're a big kid! I...... I'm going to die!" said my father, propping himself up and walking to the south room of the courtyard.

"Dad!!" I shouted to him, watching the night fall, looking at the dirty courtyard, I suddenly felt very tired, "Dad...... I'm tired, can I rest?"

The father was holding on to his crutches, and his body trembled...... But he stopped moving.

I'm tired, I'm really tired.

The past few days have been like nightmares, and I am covered in bruises, and I don't want to defend my father at all.

I turned around and went back to my bedroom, lying on the bed, trying to completely empty myself.

With a "squeak", the door opened.

Father cautiously leaned in, "Are you hungry?"

I nodded half-open, and closed my eyes without speaking.

After the door closed gently, I heard the electric tricycle in the courtyard being pushed out by my father, and after a while, everything was quiet.

In the silence, tears slipped down gently for some reason.

The ring around his neck suddenly fell out.

remembered that when He Baihe said that she was a "sister-in-law", she held the ring, closed her eyes and let the tears flow unbridled and useless.

&

Half an hour later, my father returned.

I bought pig's trotters and called me to eat.

On the small table outside, my father had already set the meal.

It was as if he suddenly understood, and knew my suffering. The guilt in his eyes is deep, but there is also love.

"Sit down. He sat down on the small bench, turned around and took the wine next to him, and poured himself a glass.

"I want to have a drink too. I sat down and looked at his bottle of old white dry and said.

"......" After he glanced at me, he stood up without speaking, limped to his room, and after a while came out with a bottle of old wine, and said while pouring wine for me: "This old white dry is too strong, you will feel uncomfortable if you drink it, drink this Luzhou old cellar......"

"You don't want to drink it, but you give it to me. ”

"You don't drink long...... I will not allow you to drink any long time. My father finally had a smile on his face.

After seeing him smile, he suddenly became less tired, and raised his glass to him and said, "My daughter has worried you." ”

The smile on his face suddenly paused, but when he saw me laughing, he smiled again and laughed at himself, "It's my father who is so useless......

"Dad...... I said I would make this home better slowly. ”

"Well, I know you can. As he spoke, he saw the phoenix bracelet in my hand, touched it lightly with his hand and said, "It looks so good on your hand, your hand looks very similar to your mother, and the white one looks like that lotus." ”

"Do you know how the old ghost in the west of the city died?" I said when I heard my father talk about my mother.

"Huh?" my father's eyes suddenly became serious when he heard me talk about it.

"It was the people from the capital who came to kill it, because my mother ......"

"Really?" asked my father, looking at me in surprise.

"Drink, listen to me tell you slowly. As I spoke, I took a sip of wine, and the mellow aroma spread in my mouth, from my throat to my lungs, and it was hot and sober.

Then I told me what had happened.

When I told the gang in Kyoto that they had killed the old ghost in the west of the city and taken my hair, my father was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth.

"They took your hair?" asked the father.

"Well, though, if they find out that I'm not my daughter surnamed Chu, they won't be able to trouble me. After all, mine is your daughter. ”

"Hmm...... However, they all think that your mother gave birth to the Chu family's seed back then. Father said.

"Yes, they've been looking for my mom and me all the time. ”

"It must be because of your mother. When your mother was pregnant, she was awake several times, and every time she woke up, she asked me to let go of her, and then every day was preoccupied. She couldn't forget the man, so she sneaked out several times. I think I'm going to find the guy surnamed Chu, right?" said my father, holding up his glass a little helplessly.

"Those people are no lighter than those drug dealers, and they don't blink an eye when they kill people......" I said.

"Don't you see what the gang of drug dealers Fei Changqing's family looks like?" asked his father.

I'm sure I can't let my father know the truth about this.

He Baihe came because of me, but the reason for Brother Feng's death was just detained on Fei Changqing's head.

So, I shook my head and said, "I didn't see clearly, those drug dealers came to find Fei Changqing for revenge, and they were involved in the drug trafficking case when Leopard Ye was arrested in prison." However, now the police have withdrawn the death of the old ghost with this matter. ”

"It's good that the police have separated us. When I went to the police station today, they also said, let's be on the cusp of this limelight and stop looking for trouble. Don't go find that Xue Xiaotong to make trouble......"

"......" I looked down and raised my glass, but there was no answer.

Xue Xiaotong's matter, I will not let go.

And, for me, it's just the beginning.

When I saw the cruelty of He Lily, when I saw the cruelty of the people in Kyoto, and when I saw the horror of the Tao, I didn't feel afraid.

Instead, I want to make myself strong quickly......

I don't want to be a passive person anymore,

Don't be a person who has encountered something and waited for someone else to save him.

"Fei?" "When my father saw that I didn't speak, he looked at me with worried eyes.

"Dad...... I'm full. I said, draining the glass and standing up.

"Did you hear what I just said? Father said.

As soon as I walked to the bedroom door, I slowly turned to look at my father and said, "Dad...... Our family is poor, and you are disabled, can you only complain to God if something happens? Although I am a woman, I will be better than a man in the future...... I don't want to live with self-pity, I don't want to be poor all my life, and I don't want to be a head shorter than others......"

As I spoke, I couldn't help but think of He Lily in my mind.

I used to hope that Lu Li would come to me, and I used to think about this feeling, but now I got this result......

Ho Group.

What a huge being, and how weak I am.

But, no matter what, I'm going to work hard,

Even if it's for love, for him.

&

The next day, my father came to me again to talk about the transfer.

I asked him to give me time to think about it and packed my things and went to the hospital.

Ah Long brought Zhang Yang back from Xue Xiaotong's house last night, and when I saw him in the corridor at this moment, he came up crying and hugged me.

"What should I do? Wei Zizhou's leg is gone, that's his life!What should I do!" Zhang Yang cried.

"......" I patted him on the back and didn't say a word.

Then, he walked to the door of the ward, looked at Wei Zizhou lying on the hospital bed through the small window on the door,

Thinking of all the kindness he used to have to me, and thinking of the doting eyes he occasionally showed me, my heart really hated Xue Xiaotong to death.

"Is your life out of danger?" I asked.

"Hmm......" Aaron said.

"Then we should think about revenge......" I said lightly.

"What?" Aaron asked in surprise, "You, how are you going to retaliate?"

I turned around and glanced at Zhang Yang, who was sitting on the bench with his head drooping, and then looked back at Ah Long and said, "Let's start with Dong Xiaoai......

"No, Murphy...... Now, this has just happened so much, let's do it? You, you think about it again! Now those policemen are staring at us!" Ah Long said worriedly.