Su Qing and Su Yan stayed at my house for dinner that night.

When my father asked Su Qing what she did, I learned that Su Qing had opened a clothing store in the center of the city.

"It's hard to bring your sister on your own, isn't it?" asked my father.

"It's okay......" Su Qing said a little awkwardly.

"Come on, eat more, you two are too thin. Father picked up chopsticks and said.

"Your craftsmanship is really good!" Su Qing said with a smile.

Su Yan on the side kept eating very unceremoniously, and he couldn't eat anymore until he was in the back, so he sat on the side of the horse and rubbed his stomach and said, "Uncle, the fried chicken you made is so delicious!

The father smiled and said, "There are many more, I'll put some on for you when you leave!"

"Okay, okay!" Su Yan said happily.

……

After eating, send them to the intersection.

When Su Yan went to take a taxi, Su Qing asked again: "Then you haven't told me yet, are you really your father's own child?"

"My father and I did a paternity test, and it's true. I laughed.

"Then your biological mother's affairs are too complicated, isn't it?

"My biological mother went crazy and later ran away to Hongren County, where my father picked her up and brought her home, and then the two got married. And then she gave birth to me. Okay, here's the car......" I pulled her to the car, and carefully instructed, "You must keep it a secret for me!"

"Don't worry, I won't tell you about today. And, if there's anything you need my help with, you must say. Su Qing held my hand and said.

"You two are still talking!" Su Yan came over with fried chicken, and suddenly remembered something and said, "By the way, Dong Xiaoai hasn't been looking for you in the past few days, right?"

"No, what's wrong?" I asked curiously. Thinking that Su Yan taught her a lesson before, wouldn't it be to retaliate against us?

Su Yan frowned and said, "That's probably because I'm thinking too much." However, I always feel that Dong Xiaoai will definitely make a move! That guy is not an obedient master. ”

"Are you still in the car?" asked the taxi master impatiently.

"It's coming, it's coming!" they hurriedly got into the car.

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When I got home, my father had already cleaned up the table and made tea.

"It's cold outside, come in and drink some black tea to warm up. "My father beckoned me to come and sit down.

I was holding the hot teacup, still thinking about the past things Su Qing said, and I couldn't help but ask my father, "Dad, haven't you investigated my mother?"

"What's the matter, do you miss your mother for the New Year?" he asked with a smile.

"It's a little, but my memory of my mom is too vague. I said.

"Alas......" he picked up the tea bowl and sighed, "Your mother is very mysterious...... I know she has a lot of stories, however, she never tells them. ”

"Do you love my mother?" I asked suddenly.

When he heard this, he suddenly smiled, shook his head and said, "I don't know......"

"How could you not know?"

"I don't know her...... How do you love?" he looked at me sincerely and said, "Your mother has always been like a fan, although she is intermittently mentally ill, but when she is good, she goes out, and when she is bad, I lock her up." To put it mildly, I looked for your mother, as if I was looking for a machine to give birth to a child, there was no communication between us, so there was no deep emotion. ”

I can understand my father's words.

He himself was half paralyzed, and his mother was mentally ill, and the combination of the two of them was like the sum of two sufferings. It will only be more bitter, not happy.

"Dad, have you ever been in love?" I asked curiously.

"Heh......" The father suddenly smiled shyly, put down the tea bowl and said, "I have talked about it." When I was a soldier in the south, I went to Xishuangbanna to bring new soldiers. Near the barracks, there was a village, and we often went to that village to buy things. There is a girl named Ah Hua, she is very beautiful, maybe it was love at first sight......"

"And then? You're in love?"

"Well, but love is not allowed in the army, and if you get along with her, you have to marry her. I wanted to marry her, and she was willing to marry me. It was the happiest time of your dad's life. As he spoke, his eyes began to dim, "Later, something happened during training, and after I was paralyzed, I was discharged. She came to me and said she would take care of me for the rest of my life, but I refused......"

"You don't want to drag her down. I said.

"Yes, you can't drag people down...... A few years later, I met your mother. Now that I have you, I don't think about that anymore, and now, I hope you can get into a good university. ”

"I'll study hard. But, Dad, no one came to her when my mother was alive?" I asked.

Thinking of the purpose of the leopard master and their coming to Hongren, he felt that he must have turned Hongren upside down.

"Nope. But why are you asking me about it again? Do you know something?" my father was keenly aware of the problem.

I truthfully explained: "Actually, I have always checked my mother's life experience. I don't know if I don't check, but I feel that there is really a big problem in it. ”

My father looked at me very suspiciously and said, "It was a shame for me that your mother ran away back then, so I went to find it by myself and didn't investigate." How did you find out?"

Looking at my father's curious gaze, I certainly couldn't tell the truth.

However, it is impossible not to say it.

"I have a classmate named Wei Zizhou. I said.

"Wei Zizhou?"

"Yes, he's two levels above me, an orphan. When I was organizing activities at school, I met him. And then, didn't I have a picture of my mom in my wallet? When he saw it, he said he knew. ”

"That Wei Zizhou knows your mother?" the father asked puzzled.

"Right...... Then, I asked him how he knew, and he said that his father and the leopard master were the same KTV that had an accident two days ago. ”

"I know this leopard master, it's the boss of that KTV. They all know your mother?"

"Right...... They came to Hongren County to arrest my mother! However, I didn't expect my mother to be locked up here by you all this time. ”

"Yes......" the father immediately fell into deep thought.

And I'm kind of relieved. Although it was a lie, it could be regarded as telling my father about it.

"No wonder when your mother was sick, she kept saying don't arrest her, don't arrest her. Father recalled.

"Now those people are still looking for my mom and me!" I said.

"Still looking for it?"

"Yes, they think I'm from the capital, the child of the officer surnamed Chu!" I said.

"Oh...... I see! Your mother has been out several times since she got married to me, and she must have gone to see the man......" said my father. However, the face was calm, as if knowing that that would happen.

"Do you think my mother went to see the officer surnamed Chu after she became pregnant with me?" I asked.

"Well, when your mother was crazy, she muttered the surname Chu, and she looked at the photos of me as a soldier all day long. However, I don't know how much she was stimulated to go crazy. ”

At that moment, I wanted to tell my father about my mother's pregnancy when she was seven months pregnant, and she was arranged by the leopard master to take turns around. However, after thinking about it again, I still didn't tell him.

This is quite difficult for me to accept, let alone my father.

And, more importantly, if I say too much, my father will be suspicious.

"Your mother is really hurt by love......," said the father, holding up his crutches, stepping aside and picking up his cigarette.

"Dad, stop smoking. I said.

"Smoke one, just one. As he spoke, the father lit one and sat back in the distance, lost in his memory.

After a long time, after extinguishing the cigarette, he walked slowly into his room.

After a while, a package was taken out of it.

"What is this?" I asked, looking at the little blue cloth package in his hand.

"It's the only thing your mom has left. He sat down and slowly opened the package.