420: Where to go
"I won't love anyone, I won't get engaged to anyone, even if it's fake, I can't do it!" I said very excitedly.
After Wei Guhai heard this, there was a trace of struggle in his eyes, and in that struggle, I felt that he still loved me. However, the struggling look was quickly masked by the fire.
He swept his hair in annoyance, turned his head away, and said nothing.
Seeing that he was so annoyed, I restrained my anger and said in a slightly low tone: "After I go abroad tonight, I don't know when I will come back." β
"Whew......" he also wanted to calm down and exhale.
"Don't you have anything to say to me?" I asked, and when I saw that he was still silent, I asked again, "Will you marry He Lily during the time I am away?"
"No, I told you, I can only fake engagement, never really marry her, I ...... My love for you is not as deep as you feel, but also helpless!" he turned his head and looked at me anxiously, "but...... But you actually recognized your godfather as your godfather? Do you know what a powerful person the godfather is? Do you know that he has other purposes for letting you be a goddaughter? Many things are not as simple as you think!"
"I know it's not easy, but I've never been afraid of these ......"
"The ignorant are fearless!" he said angrily.
"Wei Guhai, what's wrong with you? What are you excited about? What are you afraid of!? Could it be that you are happy when I am engaged to Xu Zhifeng!? Do you think that after I get engaged to Xu Zhifeng, you will feel psychologically balanced? Do you think that it will be more enjoyable for the two of us to fall in love with each other after we have fiancΓ©s? Are you sick in the brain, you!" I still couldn't help but scold him.
I really can't control it!
I'm already very depressed by the Xu family!
Lu Fengling and Lu Fengxia's feelings towards me also made me extremely uncomfortable!
Now instead of knowing how to coax me, he still wants me to be engaged to Xu Zhifeng?
"Wei Guhai, I would rather be my godfather's goddaughter than to be engaged to Xu Zhifeng, at least I can buy myself more time! I don't like Xu Zhifeng, and I also hate being the daughter-in-law of the Xu family! The person in my heart is you, if you can't give me that kind of future, what are you going to tease me with? We are not children anymore! If you don't like me, I can only call you brother in the future! I can, I can also bury you deep in my heart! I can do it...... Do you know how I feel right now? I think you're a little bit right now... You don't love me at all! I feel like I'm about to become your tool. β
Tools...... Heh!" Wei Guhai squirted with a slight disgust.
"Isn't it? Didn't you let me get close to Xu Zhifeng just to get more information from me in the next step? Didn't you let me get close to Jinmen just so that I could be a spy for you so that your He Group could become stronger quickly? I'm not a fool!"
"You're a fool!!" Wei Guhai turned his head and stared at me with an unusually fierce look, "I said it...... You don't know what's going on in my heart, and you don't know how many brothers die in front of me because of my wrong actions! I know you, and in your world, love is the greatest! But I'm not...... Now, I have many, many important things to do! a lot of things that you may never understand!"
At that moment, I looked at his excited eyes and felt that I really didn't understand.
I don't know about his alleged wrong actions, and the heartache when his so-called brother died.
"Why do you always make me feel so far away...... I wish that accident hadn't happened. Before that, you loved me so much that you even proposed to elope with me, but now you are both familiar and strange to me! Did that car accident really break your brain? Or did you deliberately hide something from me?"
"What can I hide from you?" Wei Guhai spread his hands and said helplessly.
"Actually, you've remembered everything, haven't you?" I asked directly.
"No! If you ask me a hundred times, I will tell you, no, no, no!!" Wei Guhai said very angrily: "Mo Factor, go abroad to do your modeling career, I admit that I was too thoughtful before, and I also admit that it was a mistake to let you get engaged to Xu Zhifeng!"
"You realize?" I asked.
"Right...... I realized that you weren't the Murphy I thought you were at all, you weren't going to listen to me, and I wish you had a good stay abroad!" After that, he went straight to the car door to leave.
"Stop!" I blocked the door, looked at him as he sat in the cab, and asked, "Do you still love me?"
He held the steering wheel and said without raising his head: "Now this question, I can't give you an answer......
"Don't you know if you love or not?"
"No, it's a question of love. You are Godfather's goddaughter, who am I?...... Congratulations. After finishing speaking, he directly closed the car door and rushed out with one foot on the accelerator.
Watching his taillights disappear into the night, my heart disappeared with it.
Some time ago, we were so entangled and in love, although we would be in pain from time to time because of He Lily's matter, but we still loved each other deeply.
I could feel the heat emanating from Wei Guhai's body and eyes at that time.
But today, now, to be precise, after that car accident, he's changed.
This change is intensifying......
I suddenly felt like I had lost interest in a lot of things.
At that moment, I realized how great the role of love was in me.
As he said, my world seems to revolve around him and around love.
From the very beginning of establishing the Heavenly Dao, wanting to surpass He Baihe, to slowly coming into contact with those people later, these reasons are all because of my love for Wei Guhai.
"Boss......" Li Shan called out to me in the distance.
The summer night was so hot and dry, but I couldn't help but feel a gurgling cold invading my heart.
How did Wei Guhai and I become what we are now?
"Boss, are you okay?" asked Li Shanguan.
"......" I didn't answer and pulled the door and got into the car.
Li Shan got in the car and drove quickly towards the airport, looking back at me many times, but when he saw my cold face, he wanted to say something and stopped.
"Do you know, I don't think Wei Guhai is worthy of you at all, and besides, he is very different from the former Lu Li. Li Shan said.
"Is it really that different?" I asked in a low voice.
"Yes, I have also seen Lu Li before, Lu Li was very chic at that time, and now Wei Guhai is more like a timid bastard, not atmospheric at all. Li Shan said.
Actually, I also have that feeling, when Lu Li took Brother Feng to Yunfei to find the leopard master to sell drugs, he acted like a dashing hero. Now he is always enduring something in his eyes, like a person who has made a big mistake.
Err......
Suddenly there was a place in my head that lit up slightly,
Think about it and make mistakes......
Will he say that because of his mistakes, many brothers have died?
That mistake must have been the Mekong River!
He said, I can't feel the pain of his brother dying in front of him!?
Die in front of yourself!?
That's what happened before he lost his memory!
This guy, this Wei Guhai!
He's remembered everything!
"Boss?" Li Shan asked again when he saw that I was silent.
"You drive......" I said. His heart was pounding, this guy had obviously recovered his memory! Otherwise, his performance in the past few days would not have been so weird!
He is more sophisticated than before, and he can feel it when he talks to Stanley Ho!
Again, Li Shan is right, he is more conservative and cautious than before! That's because he has made mistakes!
However, this kind of thing is very normal in the Tao!?Why does he blame himself so much?
I really don't understand......
But
At least I'm more and more sure now that he's regained his memory!
&
Kyoto International Airport.
Li Shan stood at the entrance of the station with a melancholy face, "After going over there, take care of yourself." β
"Don't worry...... Over there, our brokerage company has arranged it and has a special person to receive it. I said.
After Li Shan heard this, the brows that he had just put down furrowed again, "Boss, I don't understand why you want to take this road, our current strength in Tiandao can buy that brokerage company, why do you still ...... Alas. β
"I told you that people don't live just to earn money, I have my own ideals. I love the feeling of being on the runway, and besides, the model has a short career, so when I've had enough, I'll come back and work with you. I said, stretching out my hand: "During my absence, the company will be taken care of by you." β
Li Shan held it gently, looked at me reluctantly and said, "Actually, you know...... You know all about it, don't you?"
I saw love in his eyes, and I also saw inferiority, "Li Shan, thank you, thank you really much." β
A hasty and indifferent smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and then he gently opened my hand, "Come in...... Don't be late. β
"Well, if you go back and talk to your godfather, be careful not to reveal too many of my secrets. β
"Good. When Li Shan saw me mention these sensitive things, his eyes immediately returned to normal, "Don't worry, I will guard the Tiandao Group." β
I gave him a reassuring look, then turned and stepped into the pit stop.
Looking at the flying up and rising outside the window, I suddenly didn't know how to describe it......
They didn't know that the reason why I was in such a hurry to go abroad was because I was going to sneak back and step into the police academy in a month's time.
When I enter the police academy, will I get farther and farther away from them?
Model, policeman, and the boss of the heavens......
Where do I go from here......
&
The plane arrived in Los Angeles.
I immediately communicated with Mr. Xu and met with the agent.
I didn't have time to reverse the jet lag and immediately devoted myself to the show.
This catwalk was followed by a big-name model before the agency, but the model suddenly went to participate in a variety show, so I asked to replace it.
When I saw those super-big-name, super-first-line models, I didn't feel nervous and scared.
On the contrary, I felt a little impatient and ready to move......