2013-3-1516:55

Today's weather is very good, the air is fresh, the sun is warm, at noon I rode to my sister's company to get a computer, the sun shines through the gaps in the leaves on the quiet road, I shuttle through the green shade one after another, a trace of breeze blows softly, combed through the hair, very comfortable and refreshing, just like summer has arrived. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info here is a company park, the streets in the afternoon are basically no vehicles, very quiet, I ride in the green shade like riding on the campus in the afternoon, the only difference is that there are no girls walking by with books here, I graduated for a year and a half.

Riding to Tianlin Road, where there is a China Merchants Bank, in front of it is a pool, the breeze blows through the clear water, sparkling, very quiet, that summer of 2011, I just graduated, got my first job, and I came here to get a salary card. At that time, I thought that I would not work for long, that my novel would be successful quickly, that I would get enough money to live on, go where I wanted to go, and do what I wanted to do, but I didn't expect that a year and a half later, I would still be working, but in a different company.

We are all part of this world, everyone wants the world to revolve around us, everyone holds the steering wheel of the world and turns hard in their own direction, but countless people have countless directions, and the power you exert will soon be canceled out by other forces, and you may not be able to work hard for a long time. It's too hard to change the world, many people can only be changed by the world in the end, and sometimes it is a great victory to be able to keep yourself the same, just like the line in "The Crucible", we fight all the way, not to change the world, but to not let the world change us.

After riding for a long time, I finally rode to my sister's company, this park is somewhat familiar, I thought for a while before I remembered that I had been here, last year I accompanied Wang only here for an interview, but then he returned to Hangzhou. We also made a phone call yesterday, their company is about to go out of business, they want to change jobs, I really hope he can find a better job, have a girlfriend, and go to his city for a wedding drink one day. There are 10 people in our dormitory, and I can drink 10 wedding wines, maybe mine is the last time, and I may not get married until I am 30 years old, and my marriage will not be secure until my career is successful.

I found my sister and got her computer, and my novel was in it, I couldn't see it or touch it, just like my future, but I still had to take it forward, towards the foggy future, without which I might not have the strength to go on, it is a kind of spiritual sustenance, invisible but can give me a steady stream of strength.

At 5:30 p.m., when I finish writing this diary, I will take my novel to the writing bootcamp at the beginning, attend classes on Saturdays and Sundays, and when I come back, it will be a new week of work, no breaks. Many times, what we are doing now does not see results, and perhaps it will not be visible until the future, and the efforts of the present are more like a preventive measure, to prevent the future from going bad, and of all the problems, the best solution is always prevention.