Chapter 242: Terrible Conjecture
The faint yellow light shone in Li Shixun's mind, in the unknown dark space, there were a little stars hanging in the sky, if you zoomed in to see it, you found that this point of light the size of a grain of rice turned out to be a huge planet. Each planet has some picture and a memory.
As time passed, light gradually infected this unknown dark space. The curtain of the sky and the stars dotted with it gradually shone with an orange light, emitting a faint glow. Not all stars are like this, and in a relatively distant place, more than a dozen planets of the same size quietly collapsed at the moment when the light came. Silently, it disappeared into smoke and dust.
"Hmm......"
Li Shixun, who was asleep, made an inaudible sound when these stars disappeared. His brows furrowed unconsciously, as if he felt pain, and the muscles in his body were shaking unnaturally, but in the end, he still didn't wake up.
More than a dozen planets were not conspicuous in the canopy of stars like a galaxy, but because of the dissipation of these planets, the other planets emitted a more violent light, and the white light turned to orange, and the entire dark space seemed to be a little brighter. And in the darkness invisible to the naked eye, the remnants of the planet turned into smoke and dust, like a poisonous snake foraging in the mountains and forests, twisted its body, silently flowed into Huang Tongtong's bullets, and disappeared.
As the bullet completely absorbed the waste residue, Li Shixun's originally tense body gradually relaxed. The body under the clothes emitted a white light like the stars in the unknown space in his mind, and a little muddy and dull yellow sweat stains continued to overflow from the pores. Over time, sweat stains gradually wet the clothes. Even the hands on the book were stained with sweat. The paper is not stained.
His body was once again being refined under inexplicable energy. This excludes sweat stains. It is all kinds of impurities left in the body. It is detoxification, and it is also the legendary easy tendon cleansing, and his body and even soul are slowly evolving.
Fifteen minutes had passed since the energy overflowed from the head and flowed through the body. The light on Li Shixun's body gradually dissipated, and when it was invisible to the naked eye, the sweat stains on his body also stopped draining, and he also opened his eyes.
"How...... What's going on?"
Sensing that something was wrong, Li Shixun was at a loss. The eye is filled with a dimly lit bedroom. The lamp next to the bedside is still the same, but the body is sticky and uncomfortable.
"What is this?" he was stunned, feeling déjà vu. Barely composing himself, he remembered borrowing a few books about filming from the library of the Seoul University, then eating on the side of the road, returning home to take a shower, and leaning on the bed to read......
Thinking of the book, his gaze fell on the book in his hand full of shadows. The pages of the book under the palm of your hand. The sweat stains have penetrated it, and with a little force, the paper can be torn. Carefully removing his hand, he endured the uncomfortable feeling. Put the book back on the table and get up from the bed.
There was a foul smell all over my body, and I didn't have time to think about it. He ran briskly into the bathroom. Warm jets of water pound on firm, firm skin, blending with the scent of shower gel. Rinsing off all the sweat stains, Li Shixun felt refreshed.
Wearing a bathrobe. With a dry towel in one hand to wipe his hair clean, Li Shixun walked out. I tidied up the bedroom and got a new set of supplies before I lay back on the bed. Looking at the ceiling, the crystal bright light makes people dizzy and stunned.
He was already aware of what had happened to him, but the doubts in his heart were still not solved, but more and more as he continued to think.
Because I had an experience, I didn't panic much, but this time the situation was obviously very weird. The previous time of amnesia was on March 1 of the following year, exactly six months after the agent's memories were obtained.
Now, it's only three months. Exactly half, what does this mean? Is there still time for memory storage? Li Shixun couldn't help but reverie and panicked.
And this time the memory disappeared was very different from the previous time, he remembered that when he had just lost his memory, his head felt like it had been emptied, and he wished that he would smash his head open to be more comfortable. But this time, it was peaceful, at least he didn't feel any pain.
There were also sweat stains on the body, and the shadows that were wet all over the bed. If memory serves, I didn't sweat so much, and ......
He subconsciously raised his arm, his fists clenched, and a force naturally gathered, and the muscles under the white and tender skin were squirming. The body is a little stronger, he doesn't remember that amnesia still has this benefit, and he doesn't know what happened to make his body strengthened again.
The memory in his head is extremely strange, he doesn't know the reason, he doesn't know the process, so he just wants to explore the changes in his body, and he can't start. Lying on the bed for a while, the more he thought about it, the more clueless he became, he simply turned up the quilt and came to the study.
From the locked drawer, he took out the notebook he had brought with him from the Celestial Empire. After the familiar boot sound, he skillfully found the hidden folder. This is the information he deliberately recorded after obtaining Li Shixun's memory to prevent today's incident from happening.
He wanted to see what part of his memory he had lost.
The wide screen flashed, the document was opened, tiled on the desktop, and dense text broke into Li Shixun's eyes. Soon, Li Shixun began to immerse himself in the sea of words......
Li Shixun's memory began at the age of six, when he was in the first grade of primary school. At that time, Li Shixun was still called Chen Feng and lived in the countryside of Star City. There is only one rural primary school in ten miles and eight townships, and I have to walk a long time to go to school every day, get up early and be greedy for darkness, and spend five years rain or shine.
It wasn't until he entered junior high school that with the efforts of his family, he came to Star City and went to Xingcheng No. 1 Middle School to study. Three years in junior high school and three years in high school, time is like a fairy tale, carrying too much of Chen Feng's life and life. Characters and events, constantly intertwined, outline a gorgeous torrent of memory.
But now, he doesn't remember.
The text in the document only briefly mentions the more interesting, important or meaningful things in the study life, such as participating in the afforestation activities held by the school, such as winning a prize in a recitation competition, etc. But even these important things, he didn't remember.
"So, is it the same as before, the memories before adulthood have disappeared?" Li Shixun muttered in a low voice, his face was a little complicated, but he continued to look down.
Failing the college entrance examination is a very cruel thing for a rural child. Either he will continue to study, or he will go out to work, but what good is the high school diploma?
I worked in a factory in Lu Province for three months, saving some money to prepare to go north. Inadvertently, I was attracted by a piece of news, so I went to the branch of Qingdao S&m Company with Datou to participate in the recruitment of trainees.
That's where his life changed.
From here on, Li Shixun's memory has not disappeared, and it is very consistent with the things recorded in the document. This made his heart relax, and he knew that the next text could not be read, and he was ready to turn off the computer.
But at this moment, he glanced at it inadvertently, and his brain exploded.
"Who are Song and Song Ji-eun?" he looked at the name on the document blankly, and his fingers swiped quickly, pulling the document down and finding the text.
After reading the whole article, Li Shixun's eyes were full of gloom, and his face became gloomy.
Did something happen? I forgot Song Ji-eun and forgot this most memorable name. Li Shixun crossed his fingers, leaned back in the chair a little weakly, and kept thinking in his head.
There is no doubt that what is on the documentation is definitely true. In other words, he really forgot about Song Zhien, but how could this be, according to the words on the document, the last thing he could let go of was this girl surnamed Song, and even secretly went to someone's company.
Even though she didn't even enter the gate and didn't get out of the car, she could see the weight of this woman in her heart, didn't she......?
As if remembering something, he quickly swiped through the document and found a passage.
That night, I racked my brains to write down all the songs that Ji-eun would sing in the future, and in order not to make mistakes, I secretly asked the company's music teacher to guide me. ”
"Although I used Li Shixun's name, I am not Li Shixun at all, since I was asked to see her so long in advance, it means that God doesn't want me to be with her. ”
"She only belongs to Li Shixun in that memory, not to me. I reject those memories and use those memories, and the only contradiction I am can be. ”
"Despite the effort, I've only finished a few songs, but that's enough. I wanted to find an opportunity to give it to Ji-eun or openly invite her to sing. It's a reparation, but also a farewell, and I have nothing to do with her after all. ”
"It's also good, Li Shixun hurt her too deeply. The memories are so weird that I don't want those things to happen again. If you don't intersect, you shouldn't get hurt. Forgive me, Ji-eun, Song Ji-eun, this is the last time I call you that, we will be passers-by when we meet again!"
“……”
Looking at the words on the computer screen, Li Shixun fell silent for a while. Although his face is calm, his heart is turbulent.
"Is it because you let it go, so it disappeared?"
He already had some vague speculations about the disappearance of this memory. Because he forgot Song Ji-eun, he didn't know what kind of bond this woman had with him. It was useless to think too much, and he quickly shifted his mind to new problems.
"Even if that's good, but these can find the reason, what about the others?"
"Why did the memory disappear half the time earlier this time?"
"Why is there sweat stains again this time?"
"Also, I remembered that Li Shixun's memory is the same as the agent's memory, which also begins after adulthood, but the end of memory is different. When the agent died, he was thirty-seven years old, and Li Shixun was thirty-three years old!"
"Is there ...... between the two?"
An inexplicable fear filled Li Shixun's chest! )