"Wei Guhai, do you still love me?" Faced with his accusation, I asked directly.

I'm fed up with this torment, and all sorts of role conflicts are popping up in my work. And to a large extent, it has changed because of him. However, now that he is so harsh on me, how can I stand it?

"What would happen to you if I said I didn't love it?

"I really want to know if you love me or not, and I want to know what you really think! Wei Guhai, what's wrong with us? What the hell is going on with all this? How did we become like this while we walked!? Have you asked yourself?"

At that moment, I breathed in the thick cold smog of Kyoto, and felt the circles that were filthy than the air. Thinking about what happened today, my heart is extremely upset.

"Don't you understand what I'm thinking? If I say 'I love you' can solve so many things, I can say it a thousand or ten thousand times! But what can be solved? We still have to bow to reality, and we still have to work real things!"

"Say you love me! I'm a woman, I want a sense of security! A sense of security that makes me feel down-to-earth! I'm not as strong as you think, I feel like I can't hold on! Why do you still put pressure on me at this time? Do you know my suffering?"

"No matter how hard you are, you can't step into this circle, it's too dirty, it's not a place for you as a woman at all......"

"Heh......" I sneered a little speechlessly, and I didn't want to tell him about the death of the insect master.

"Where are you? I'll pick you up!" he said in a cold tone.

"Who do you think you are?Who do you think I am?See me when you want?Why am I so cheap!?" I hung up angrily.

In the past, I was always a good girl who tolerated me, but now that I'm enough, I want to be more willful. I feel that all my experiences are related to my being too sensible!

Just like my father said to me, I was always too sensible, and I always tolerated and tolerated many things, until I was forced into a corner where there was no way out, and then I was forced to obey helplessly.

However, now that my circumstances do not allow me to do so, I have to be willful so that I will not be dictated by their fate.

"Buzz" just hung up the phone, and the phone rang again.

After seeing that it was Wei Guhai, he hung up directly.

When you see a taxi, you wave to stop. Got into a taxi and went straight to the hotel.

……

I had just driven a mile when my phone rang again.

It's Xu Zhifeng.

"Hey?" I picked up.

"Then why can't you get through on your phone?"

"I don't know, it's broken. I said.

"Can you make excuses and get through your brains, how did you come up with such a stupid reason?" Xu Zhifeng's signature insult came out again.

"Xu Zhifeng, you are really sick!When will you brush your teeth and talk to me again!" I said, hanging up directly. I'm in a bad mood, so how can I have any time to talk to him?

"Little girl," the driver said with a smile while driving, "Listen to you, this is a quarrel with your boyfriend?"

"Hmm. I replied simply.

"Tell me about it, I've been through a lot, teach you!" he said confidently.

"No need...... Scold. I laughed dryly. I have long passed the age of asking people when I meet them, and I know a lot of things, and I can't help you solve them when you meet someone. Many things, even if you think the other party can solve them for you, may not be able to solve them. If you really want to solve the problem, you still have to rely on yourself, or you can find someone who is particularly wise.

But that kind of person, in reality, is too few and too few. Even the godfather, he may not be able to really understand emotional matters.

……

When he saw that I didn't want to speak, he continued to drive.

I looked out the window at the night, still deserted. The only difference from the past is that I am familiar, and I am slowly getting familiar with the city.

But what's the use of being familiar?

Like a person, the more you get to know him, the more boring he becomes.

Just like Wei Guhai, when he continued to show that numbness to me, I wondered if he was too familiar with me. Familiar with my upbringing, and familiar with my body, it also began to get boring.

"Buzz" phone rings again.

It was He Lily.

"Hey, Lily. I picked up the phone.

"Factor, where are you?" she didn't even let me call my sister-in-law this time.

"Oh, I'm in a taxi. What's wrong?"

"Let's go, I didn't talk to you when I saw you today, I happen to be free tonight, come and have a drink with me!"

"No...... Me, I'm a little tired today. "I'm more subtle.

In front of He Lihe, I can never be willful, because deep down I always feel that I owe her, both materially and emotionally, I owe her.

Including before, after doing it with Wei Guhai, I would feel a sense of guilt. The guilt of cheating behind her back.

"No, come with me! Hurry up, I'll pick you up from the hotel!" she said.

"Okay, you say the place, I'll go straight over......" I said helplessly.

I agreed on a location with He Bai, and after hanging up the phone, I thought - could this be arranged by Wei Guhai?

Before I had time to think about it in a hurry, Xu Zhifeng called me again, and after a few perfunctory words I picked up, I hung up again. I always feel that his state is becoming more and more unstable, not at all like Xu Da's son, and not like Lu Fengxia's sophisticated style......

I thought he would ask Zheng Tiansen to call me again, but no. It's just that when I think of Zheng Tiansen's eyes looking at Xu Zhifeng, a layer of cold sweat still arouses on my back, and that look is really weird.

There is also the matter of Lu Fengling and Lu Fengxia that the godfather said, he actually said that Lu Fengling did not rob Lu Fengxia's husband at that time?

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He Lily is very good at playing, and after staying in Kyoto for a few years, she has become more and more accustomed to night clubs in super first-tier cities.

Tonight he called me to a dark horse nightclub that I had never heard of.

When I arrived at the night show, I entered the private room, and when I saw her alone, my heart was a little wider.

After all, seeing Wei Guhai's words, I really have an indescribable feeling in my heart. Of course, if he cares about me, I believe Wei Guhai also feels a little unbreathable about my engagement today. Provided that if he still cares about me.

The night show is extremely high-end, and I saw a lot of luxury cars at the door just now.

The waiter took me to the box He Baihe said, and when I opened the door, I saw that the table was already full of all kinds of food and red wine, and I felt that she really wanted to ask me to drink.

"Are you on your own?" I greeted as I entered.

She walked over with a smile, grabbed my arm and pulled me to the sofa inside: "I'm basically alone...... Didn't I tell you? I'm the sister of a drug lord, and most people are scared away when they hear my brother's reputation. No one else, few of whom have a heart-to-heart with me, are still hello and not afraid of me. ”

When I heard her say this, the shame in my heart was even greater, my real purpose for approaching her was only one Wei Guhai, if it weren't for Wei Guhai, I would have been in a hostile relationship with her, after all, I am now my godfather's goddaughter.

"Factor, you're so powerful, I didn't expect you to have such a good relationship with your godfather. Hehe," she smiled, picked up the remote control next to her, and said while pressing, "I'll take you later to have fun!"

"What?" I was even more curious when I saw her excited face.

"You'll find out later. She smiled and put down the remote control.

After a knock on the door, the door was pushed open. A handsome man in a suit and leather shoes bent over ninety degrees very humbly, "May I ask if you two are called waiters?"

"Hey......" I gently grabbed He Baihe's little arm, "We two women, what are you called waiters? Do you want to laugh at me for doing KTV back then!?"

"Oops...... Don't make a fuss. He Baihe smiled and pushed my hand away, and said, "Come on! We two are not good at that sissy!

"All right, right away!" said the foreman, and turned to go out.

"Sissy?" I looked at her in surprise, and some images flashed through my head, and I immediately stood up, "Lily, are you crazy!?"

"Enjoy...... Enjoy it and you won't die......" She widened her eyes and said with a look of grievance: "Oh, why are you so rigid? After staying abroad for two years, you should be very open! If there are waitresses in this society, can't there be male waitresses? Why can't they order princesses when they go out to sing, but we can't order princes?"

"This ...... What kind of prince is this......"

"It's not a prince, let's treat them as subordinates, it's all the same reason. They're all consumer goods! OK？”

As soon as she finished speaking, the door creaked open.

Then, a group of teams walked in in unison. However, they were not at all neatly dressed. At the beginning, when we were running KTV nightclubs, they were all neat wrap skirts, and they all had their own characteristics.

It's true that I don't like sissies very much, but I've seen too many men......

These men are indeed handsome guys in the eyes of the public, but they are really no comparison with the international male models I have seen. There is also a fitness man, with muscle bumps all over his body, which makes me feel a little uncomfortable when I see it, and my ass can't help but move back.

And when they saw me, they didn't forget to take a closer look at my long legs, and felt that I had come here to accompany them.

"Lily, don't make a fuss......" I sat down next to her and looked at her with a threatening look on her face, "If you do this again, I'll call my brother!"

"Dabei...... He doesn't care about me anyway. After she pouted, she pointed to a slender man of 1.8 meters next to her and beckoned, "You, come here." ”

When the man came, the eyes of the others looked at me.

"Factor, hurry up and order one! What's the matter with me? I'll pull you out as if you're not doing a good job...... Hurry up...... If you don't, I'll ignore you in the future. ”

"I don't order. I said.

"You!" Seeing this, He Baihe pointed directly at another tall and fair-skinned man and said, "Just you, come and accompany her." ”

"Lily!" I interrupted. But the boy had already come over.

He Baihe turned her head, looked at me with a smile on her face, and said, "Listen to me tonight, these men are fun." ”

"You ......"

"Well, you know what? they're like my mental drugs......" she said suddenly into my ear.

"What... What do you mean?" I asked, turning my head to look at her. At that moment, she suddenly found that there was a trace of grief in her eyes that she was trying to endure.