(The content of this chapter has nothing to do with the text, it is the author's personal hypocrisy, and can be skipped)

It's so sad to write about a character for the first time.

My own tears are relatively low, and I would cry just thinking about it before I wrote this paragraph.

I said that I like the role of Mei Shuying very much, not just talking, I really like it, I like it very much, I like it from the bottom of my heart, so I would rather him be proud to death than have him compromise and pathos.

I want to use him to remember those who seem complicated but are actually the most simple and pure, and who look smart but are actually very stupid.

Da Mei has the title of intelligence and sensitivity, and he does see through Duanmu's heart and her way of dealing with the world.

As the descendant of Qingyunjian, what Duanmu wants to do, do, and value is never what he agrees with.

In the final analysis, because he is a secular person, he will never be able to put the common people in the world in a more important position than himself like Duanmu, and the way he has learned to survive in the past twenty-nine years is to take care of Jingyun Pavilion, take care of his relatives and friends, and then do whatever he wants leisurely, casually, and do whatever he wants.

So he fundamentally didn't like what Duanmu did, and he would think that what was important to those people, why should he be born and die for irrelevant people?

So the two of them are destined to be fruitless, it's not that he doesn't know, so he wants to let go again and again, and he never wants to confess.

But feelings are not up to others.

Duanmu, as the Sect Master of Qingyun, has taken on the responsibility of the peace of the world, and has been working hard for this responsibility, and taking care of himself again and again, which is actually the point he is most unaccustomed to.

He would ridicule Master again and again, but again and again he couldn't help but work for her and do everything he could for her.

Because even if he can't get used to her, he still loves her, and he will instinctively protect her, and he is reluctant to hurt her a little because he can't get used to it, but she is still sticking to and taking responsibility.

He didn't even realize that he had already put her in a more important position than himself.

Think you're ...... Isn't it just a grass, that woman is so stupid to look at her pitiful.

Isn't it just a hurry, the woman doesn't know what will happen when it's late, so hurry up.

At last...... Isn't it just to block an arrow, what if you don't block this woman from dying?

So all the way down, Mei Shuying's ending has long been self-evident.

Shi Mucao said that he was the same as her.

This is a very obvious hint to Damei's ending: if he goes on like this, he will end up like Shi Mucao, as long as he still loves Duanmu, he will always save her and help her, until the end of his life is also given for her.

Mei Shuying herself refused to admit it, but that's the truth......

I have buried at least five foreshadowings about Mei Shuying's ending before, and keen readers may have seen it...... I won't go out here, if you are interested, you can look it up...... But there really isn't a need to shock Da Mei to die.

In fact, there are most people like him in the world, who have their own principles, concepts, and ways of behaving, and will not change themselves because they will accommodate whoever they like, but if they are unwilling to compromise with the person they love, does it mean that they don't love?

There is a detail in the chapter where Mei Shuying died, I don't know if you have seen it...... The green jade fan in Damei's hand was shattered into powder by the shocking arrow, and Damei's first reaction was to blindfold Duanmu...... Why? Because she was afraid that the broken jade sand dust would blow into her eyes, even if she was blind, it would hurt if the sand dust entered her eyes.

This act of protection has become an unconscious and even instinctive act of his.

So how much Damei loves Duanmu, it should be felt......

And how could Duanmu, who had been protected by him repeatedly in danger, feel nothing?

Some readers commented that Duanmu shouldn't have a love affair with Mei Shuying, and collapsed like a little woman, and the master's previous temperament was not there, and his popularity would ...... It will lose powder.

But I want to say that she is not really an immortal, she is just a person, just a person who is more responsible than most people.

People will grow and even change because of their experiences and experiences.

It should be understandable.,The character can't stay in the initial impression forever.,As mentioned in the book review, I want Duanmu to keep the cold character he was when he appeared.,I really can't do this...... Because the first impression of the character is based on the character's externalized temperament, and more based on our lack of understanding of her. When you have an in-depth understanding of a character, whether it is in the book or in reality, you will know that she has another side, why she is cold, under what circumstances, what she cares about, what she looks down on, why she has a sense of alienation from people, after knowing this, the character is slowly no longer just as cold as it seems on the surface in our eyes.

And my setting for Duanmu has never been cold, she just calms down, handles things calmly, and focuses on the overall situation, so she behaves quietly and indifferently.

It's hard for someone to have a heart-to-heart with her, so she seems cold...... But is she really cold? No, she has always been kind to people and things, and her concept is also that the world is peaceful and martial arts, I want to show such a benevolent master.

Who is the purest person in my book? I would say no one else...... It's Duanmu Xiaoxian.

What she has been doing is taking responsibility and doing what she should do within her responsibility.

The responsibility of being a teacher, the responsibility of being the successor of Qingyunjian, and the responsibility that comes from being respected by the people of the world.

I don't know if anyone has ever wondered why Duanmu became such a character after getting drunk...... Because I want to imply that this is Duanmu's nature, if it weren't for Jianyunjian's responsibility, she would be such a person with a pure heart.

And Da Mei's mistake is that the perception of Duanmu stays in the first impression.

He ignored too much of Duanmu's good impression of him, and always thought that she didn't have herself in her heart, she couldn't have herself, and all she valued was the people in the world.

After a chapter of the white-clothed double dance, he retreated into the poison castle, and the master refused to leave with him, which made him realize once again that their ideas were different, and he couldn't influence Duanmu.

But this is not the case.

In the past eleven years, he has done for the master, and the master can feel it, and his position in the master's heart is deepening and becoming heavier little by little. It's just that people who have always thought they are smart are stupid here...... He underestimated his influence on the division. thought that the master rejected him, that is, he didn't care about him, that is, he was not enough to influence Duanmu.

And the master is just slow and careless, just looking down on the love between men and women, not really ruthless, let alone unintentional.

She never ignored anyone, she just took the responsibility more seriously than herself.

As for Da Mei, she couldn't let go of her for eleven years, and it could even be said that she was getting deeper and deeper, and she unconsciously put her in a position heavier than herself.

How stupid is that?

People's hearts are flesh and blood, how can Duanmu not feel it?

So it's not surprising that Master has a crush on Damei. Because you see what Da Mei is doing that is not for her......

It's just that until Mei Shuying's death, the master himself didn't realize that she liked him, that kind of love between men and women...... It's what Mei Shuying has wanted but didn't dare to think about for eleven years.

But in the end, both of them are too stupid......

Because Mei Shuying is immortal, the master may never realize that he likes him.

And I arranged the role of Mei Shuying to shake Master's heart, because I said that my book is HE, and Master will be with Yun Xiao in the end.

Think about it, if she had never lost, Master would not have experienced that although she had done what she should have done, the result was not the kind of pain she could bear...... How could the master accept Yun Xiao, who had a master-apprentice relationship with her?

I've seen comments saying that Master is soft-hearted, and I don't think it's right, because I think soft-heartedness means compromising on things that shouldn't be compromised. And Master has never compromised on something that should not be compromised.

She's just kind to others, and her heart is kinder.

At last...... held back a song lyrics to remember Damei......

In fact, I don't know how to rhyme or understand poetry and songs, but I can't help but want to be hypocritical, but feel free to complain:

"Shocking Clouds"

- Remembering Mei Shuying

A cold,

Twice mad;

Three years of delirium,

Four o'clock is silent.

I have seen a green jade fan, dancing snow tassels;

On the day of the show, the snow was cold, and people called the son romantic.

I have seen white clothes, cinnabar and red plum branding;

It's like looking for plum and stepping on snow, and it's also an infatuation.

Feather order, bird set, and red silk wrapped a few times?

The rain is dripping, the sound is silent, and the heart is lonely by leaning on the railing?

The snow is drifting, the white clothes are Yang, and the remnants of blood and plums are falling?

When will it stop, then it will be closed, and it will be eleven years since I look back.

It was once said that people were like red plums, glamorous and shocking;

In the end, it is only twenty-nine years;

It was once said that the tongue was like a snake and scorpion, and the poison was also deep;

At most, it is not just a couple of words;

Plum drink snow, fragrant and semi-hidden,

Dream leaning on plum blossoms and snow falling all over the head;

Gentlemanly style, arrogant;

I will stay behind after a leisurely float.

The heart is absent, where is the body, how fearless the rivers and lakes are;

In the end, I don't ask, I can be safe, and I am afraid that I will not return home;

Silent and silent, put the wine to the wind, and the meaning is not good.

The empty sigh, the bright moon sings, and the music is scattered.

A vermilion plum is a lifetime of sorrow.

It is said that the clouds have darkened;

A song in white, a lifetime of pride.

Who is also glamorous.

Note: If there are readers who want to write something for Damei, I see that some will be added to this chapter one after another. I hope you can all understand Da Mei and Master...... Maybe every year on September 5th in the future, I will remember him, and remember this character who wrote lyrics and long reviews for him after I wrote his death...... Orz

(I'm sorry, I'm more emotional, and I used an entire chapter for him...... And then finally, at the end, I want to make a small advertisement, QAQ, I hope you can come and support me, and a comic I serialized on the Kuaikan comic app is called "The Head of the Eight Years Old"...... Some readers falsely praised me for my very good language and asked me what I do.,Just look at this.,I'm a comic scripter.,That's right, my usual work is also writing and writing...... And then why do I have to advertise comics in novels? Because novels are my hobby and I don't have money...... Writing a manga script is a manuscript fee, so forgive me, I'm working hard so that I can save enough money to write novels at home without working in the future...... ）

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