At 3 o'clock, I don't want to go online, I don't want to sleep, I went out with MP3, the campus at midnight is very quiet, I climbed out of the wall of the dormitory to the unmanned campus avenue, listened to the music in the headphones, in fact, I like to walk at midnight two semesters earlier, and this semester seems to be the first time. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoThe weather in May is still a little cold, especially at midnight like this, I think, the reason why the night is cold is that it loses people's body temperature, and there is no one in the arms of the night, so it is sad.

The ground was very bright, there was some rain that had not had time to evaporate, reflecting the dim lights in the distance, and the whole school was like a relic after 3,000 years, silent and silent, I felt like the only surviving human in this ruin, waiting for a thousand years. At the crossroads, I stopped, turned my head to look at another avenue, where the street lights were brighter, and could illuminate farther away, I stood like this, thinking about whether to move forward or turn, and finally I chose to go back the same way, continue to step on my shadow, and walk towards the night beyond the reach of the street lights, and then walk from the dark night to the light of the next street lamp, a song in the headphones has ended, the whole world suddenly fell silent, I heard my own footsteps, suddenly sounded in the silent night, and spread to the unknown distancePassing to the starless night sky, I stopped, not wanting to listen to such footsteps again, and after a while Vitas's devotion sounded in the headphones, I continued to move on, listening to Vitas's ethereal singing, as if it came from the night, not in the headphones, I don't know if the sound quality of this headphones is too good, or his singing voice is too ethereal. Walking and walking, I came to the side of the girls' dormitory, I thought of her again, looking up at the girls' dormitory, I don't know which one her dormitory is, but I know that as long as I look up, my gaze is in the right direction, she must be asleep now, one night last week, I also stood under their dormitory like this, and I also listened to love songs like this, thinking about whether she would pass downstairs, she still didn't pass by that day, and now it's even more impossible, it's already midnight, she must be asleep, kicked the quilt? Did someone cover her up? Did she have nightmares? Will she wake up scared? I stood for a long time, the love song changed one after another, and finally I left, wandering aimlessly around the campus at midnight, in front of the teaching building, I hesitated, looking at the calm lake, I could vaguely see a certain classroom, I saw that classroom, I didn't hesitate anymore, I went to the dark teaching building, fortunately, the light of the street lamp in the distance could extend some, I came to the door of that classroom, it was dark inside, and the lights in the distance could not do anything, standing in the dark night, I seemed to be dissolving with the night, the night was very cold, I was only wearing a shirt, but my heart was warm, more than a month ago, in this classroom, she taught me JapaneseAt that time, I didn't know that I liked her, at that time I only regarded her as a friend, but why did I suddenly find out that I liked her, if I didn't find out, I could always treat her as a friend, a friend who might be able to forget after graduation, but, falling in love with a girl is still a good thing after all, if a person doesn't even have a person to love, that's sad, just like the best buddy in college, I asked him if he liked girls since he was a child, he shook his head without any hesitation, he said he didn't like girls, I don't know what it feels like to like, what a great sadness it isI'm so much luckier than him.

Coming down from the teaching building, returning to the warm light of the street lamp, as if returning to the world, I continued to walk in the night, listening to music, passing by a house, there were still lights on inside, I turned my head to look over, there was a middle-aged woman in it who was busy operating the machine, still working in the middle of the night, how many laborers like her were there? They were just for life, and what about me? She looked up and looked at me outside the door suspiciously, as if she couldn't understand why this student didn't go back to bed in the dormitory so late, she must not know that I was bored, maybe next year, maybe next semester, I will leave the campus and work until late at night like she did, at that time I will not even have time to walk, I can't even squeeze out the time to like a girl, the livelihood will force me to do this, when I grow up, I will face these problems, and in another month, I will be 20 years old, what a frightening number。

I was tired, and finally began to walk in the direction of the dormitory, and passed by their dormitory, I stopped and rested for a while, standing under the street lamp of their dormitory, and humming a love song in the headphones, although she couldn't hear it, but I sang, a song that only I could hear, in such a forbearant night, even the singing was forbearing, after singing, I left, look back at that corner, next year, when we are gone, there will be new girls living in it, and there will be new boys standing there singing love songs, maybe in the middle of the night, maybe in the end only he can hear the singing。

The boys' dormitory is not far in front, and the last song is being sung in the headphones, which is "Hotel California" by the Eagles, and the lead singer's voice is very vicissitudes, and he sings the last sentence "Youcancheckoutanytimeyoulike, Butyoucanneverleave" repeatedly in my ears, the song is very good, but the lyrics are more feeling-

You can end it whenever you want, but you can never leave here......

2010-05-16