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I think a lot of times, the pressure doesn't come from the enemy, but from your own people, and their expectations of you make up your pressure. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Recently the book hit the shelves, but the timing was terrible. It is not the beginning of the month, and the competition for the monthly ticket list is basically hopeless, and now it is on the shelves in the middle of the month, and the readers' monthly tickets have basically been voted out. The second is the problem of the book itself, which has just passed and is in an excessive trough period, and there is still some distance from the next climax, and the content at this time is very unattractive to readers. Third, there are a lot of things at work recently, and there are some conflicts with writing books, the whole person is haggard, the physical condition is not as good as a while ago, and the quality of writing is not as good as before. Finally, the week a book is on the shelves, the editor usually arranges a recommendation, but the book happened to have a bye this week and was not scheduled.
In fact, I was very happy last week, because last week this book was strongly promoted, which is equivalent to putting it in the most prominent position on the front page of the starting point for a week. I expected to increase the collection of about 5,000 readers in a week, but I didn't expect it to double in the end, reaching nearly 10,000, and with the previous collection, it was almost a total collection of nearly 20,000. This result was far beyond my expectations, and after the initial excitement, the pressure doubled.
So many readers read your books, and there are so many people who reward them every day, what if you don't write well? Will these readers be lost? They trust you so much, chase your books and read them, and you can't bear to disappoint them? This is an invisible pressure, I have experienced it in the refrigerated book before, but the book is written just to the climax of the plot on the shelves, and I am more satisfied with that part of the content, so this sense of pressure will be much less. The opposite is true for this book, not only did it not hit the shelves at the climactic point, but it hit the shelves in a trough plot.
I don't know if those readers who open the site every day and see my latest chapter will feel bored, or if they won't have the urge to read on. In the past few days, every time I write a chapter, I have written and deleted, deleted and written, and I can only write a few hundred words an hour, I am afraid that I will not write well, and I am afraid that readers will be disappointed.
In the past two days, there have been a lot of people rewarding, and there have even been two alliance leaders, and there are several people who have been rewarded, and their strong support is far greater than any of my previous books, I am very excited, but also very afraid, I am afraid that they will not see the wonderful plot. Today, I specially asked for leave and didn't go to work, and concentrated on coding words at home, but I only wrote 6,000 words until now. I can't take any more leave tomorrow, I don't know if the amount of updates is guaranteed, I have never felt that time is running out as much as I do now.
It's been a grind in my life, I've never been trusted by so many people, I've never been under so much pressure, but anyway, I don't want to disappoint my readers, and I don't want to let me down.
I know I'm not a great god, but as long as I survive this once, I'll be my own god!