People live their own leisurely lives, sealing away their painful memories and sad pasts, unwilling to unravel. How comfortable and beautiful life is now, why should I recall the sad past and experience the life that stings me. And then God always wants to play a joke with you, inadvertently make you feel emotional, let you meet the person who brings you pain. Life is also joking with you all the time, unexpected encounters, painful pasts, painful memories, whether they are hooked up, and one day will burst out. Some lingering painful memories cannot be sealed, sealed and forgotten, is it solved? Can you forget? Impossible, let alone cannot, forgetting is a manifestation of cowardice, why can't we face it, why can't we solve it, but choose to forget him. Having said that, can some of the pain really be solved?

Zhang Yongzheng stood stupidly on the overpass, people came and went, although it was a rainy day, but the liveliness here did not diminish in the slightest because of the rain. The rain mixed with the noise hit his head, face, and body, and soon he was drenched all over, and the rain did not stop raining because you were wet, and the noise in the crowd did not quiet down because of your grief. The rain was falling as always, and people were still walking around noisily. The rain was sandwiched with human voices, sarcastic, mocking, sneering, sarcastic, grieving, silent, hurting, and pitiful. The painful memories broke out of the seal, crowded every cell in the head, flowed into the eyes, and the tears of indisputability, mixed with the rain, fell to the ground together. The ground was full of rain and wet, and who could tell if there were tears.

The beautiful woman standing opposite is like a bright light in the night, dressed in white like a fairy, and a bright steel knife in the night, stabbing people's hearts. Zhang Yongzheng's heart could no longer calm down, and one after another of memories and pain of the past was a flood that burst the embankment, roaring, roaring, and rushing, destroying everything, drowning everything, and devouring everything. It was really broken without a trace of defense, and the silent heart was ruthlessly washed away by the flood, and the pain was incomparable.

"Even though it's raining, you can't help but have an umbrella. Lin Xiandu, who went to pick up the next things, came over and saw him in the rain, and couldn't help but say with some anger. I walked over and picked up the umbrella that fell to the ground, and the moment I lifted my body, I saw the beautiful woman in front of me. This beauty, Lin Xiandui is also the most familiar, and she didn't bring much shock, but she just understood why he was standing in the rain and the umbrella fell to the ground.

Lin Xianwan picked up the umbrella and held it up for him to prevent him from getting wet in the rain again. Zhang Yongzheng took the umbrella and said a little weakly: "It's okay, the wind blew the umbrella off just now, take the things you pulled down and take them back, let's go." ”

Lin Xiandui looked at him with some astonishment, but the person standing not far away was the person he was thinking about, it was Song Xiaodie. It's just a little misunderstanding between you, it's just a momentary impulse, you can't think about it for a while, there is no need to block the anger at that time and hurt the current situation. Since we met again, sit down, talk about everything, and resolve all misunderstandings, wouldn't it be better? But now I can't say anything, and the most painful thing in my heart is him. Since he was going to leave face to face like this, he could not be hindered. Hold him by the arm, step along, and get out of here with him.

The rain was falling a little densely, the pace of pedestrians quickened, and some small commotion that had been caused quickly dissipated under the footsteps of the passing crowd. People don't feel anything when they walk on it, and they know the pain when they have shed tears.

Song Xiaodie saw Zhang Yongzheng appear earlier, and the moment he walked on the overpass, he saw that it was the face that he thought about every day and didn't see you. It was originally the mood of a rainy day, and I didn't know what to do, so I stepped forward to say a word and said hello, or threw away the umbrella, pushed away all the pedestrians on the side of the road, rushed into his arms, and told my dear people, how much I miss you, dear, how much I miss you. Pour out all the tears and pains of these years in his warm arms, cry loudly in her warm arms, and be sure to be like a child, don't think about anything, only know that he is the dearest person who hugs him. In front of his dear, he can let go of everything, no longer care about everything, and he is full of joy and satisfaction like a child. Time has passed for a few years, and it is not so easy to smooth out the scars, and when I see my dear person, just standing quietly in the distance, it is so real, but so far away. I didn't dare to touch it, I didn't dare to take a step, I was afraid that everything was a dream and an illusion. Time is still in such a presence, the sound of the rain falling is clear and can be asked, and the footsteps and noises of pedestrians cannot be heard, which is really a strange state. Everything was quiet at the moment when another beautiful woman appeared Lin Xiandu, and walked over. Song Xiaodie's head was like exploding, she didn't have any thoughts anymore, her big eyes that seemed to be crying but not crying were really hazy, this face that was so clear was standing in front of her, and now it was starting to blur. I want to reach out and touch this face and feel his temperature. But his feet were nailed to the ground, and he could not get out of anything. When I heard him say, 'It's all right...... Let's go', my heart fell to the bottom, my dear, I'm Xiaodie, don't you know me?Dear, I'm Xiaodie, don't you come and hug me?Honey, I'm Xiaodie, why are you so indifferent?Dear, I'm Xiaodie, why are you leaving in a hurry? Let the thousand calls in your heart, let the bitter cry in your heart. Sadness, grievance, pain, heartbreaking, how a fragile heart needs a shore to dock and inhabit at this moment, the warmth of the sunshine by the sea, and the warmth of the sea breeze. No, some are just this dark night, and some are just cold rain all over the sky.

Zhang Yongzheng's crisp footsteps were like the sound of a drum that shook the sky, hitting her heart one by one and crumbling. In such a silent occasion, someone always needs someone to break it. Discordant voices should also appear. "Isn't this Young Master Zhang, when did you go back to Shanghai?" a man with glasses appeared who was elegant and graceful.

Zhang Yongzheng stopped, his body just missed a shoulder with Song Xiaodie, and looked at the man who was talking, it was impossible for this person not to know him, when he was a child, he followed the back of his ass every day, his nose was sloppy, and he didn't see Qin Yuehua like this for more than ten years. Are you saying to yourself that you are no longer the little ghost who only knows how to follow your ass and listen to you all day long, is it to say that you can compare to the way I am now?" ”

Qin Yuehua put one hand on her eyes, smiled, and said with a little sarcasm: "Don't say a word to me when you come back, do you have a job now?" If you want me to help you find a job, by the way, I can help you find a place to live." By the way, there is no one living in the factory warehouse under my house, or you can come and live if you don't like it. Haha......"

Zhang Yongzheng didn't say anything, just looked at the person in front of him. Lin Xianwan opened his mouth and said: "Qin Yuehua has been relying on the fact that she has done a few things for the Song Group in the past few years, so she dares to be proud, talking nonsense, meddling in things, I will find someone to tear up your stinky mouth." ”

Qin Yuehua smiled, as if he was alleviating his fears, he also knew Lin Xiandu's personality and temper very well, and once again lifted his glasses to cheer himself up, "Young Master Zhang, this is not you, how could you hide behind a woman, how could you be in such a state as you are now." It's nothing to be poor, you just need to say it, where you work and live, I Qin Yuehua can still easily get it for you. ”

Zhang Yongzheng's eyes suddenly became sharp, and Qin Yuehua, who was watching, unconsciously took a step back. All these years have passed, and the domineering appearance left in his heart when he was a child has not been erased, and it is deeply rooted in his heart. Qin Yuehua was really a little frightened by him, so she raised her voice and almost shouted: "What's the spirit, being poor like this, and pretending to be Lao Tzu." It's pitiful to find you a job, you know? Just like you, you are so poor, and you still come to Shanghai, you really don't know whether you live or die, and you are shameless. This is not a place for poor people like you, get out. And you are poor like this, what qualifications do you have to stand by Lin Xiandu's side, and what qualifications do you have to appear on such a bustling street. Qin Yuehua said these words in a row, it was really refreshing, looking at the person who was always in front of him before, it was really cool to be so * by himself.

Lin Xiandu's eyes became cold, but he was pulled by Zhang Yongzheng, "I can't come to Shanghai, it's not for you to ask." As for this place that has little to do with you, why should I be here? Don't take this as your worldly eyes. The words are neither humble nor arrogant, and it is inevitable that I will think the same way in my heart, the life in Shanghai has had a great impact on me in the past few days, although it is not as good as the old lady Wu in "Midnight" who was stimulated by the brain congestion and died as soon as he stepped into Shanghai. But I almost completely denied my previous understanding, and when I came here, I realized that life was so difficult. In such a drunken metropolis, it is really difficult to raise your head and walk on the streets here without money.

Although Qin Yuehua said happy words, she didn't see the other party's embarrassed expression, she still wouldn't give up. Seeing that Zhang Yongzheng was even more angry, the previous shadow became much smaller, and he walked one step at a time, this step was not big or small, and it happened to be attached to his shoulder. The corners of the mouth are close to the mouth and gently confide a few words, whether the rain is too loud or too noisy, and the words go straight into a person's ears.

Zhang Yongzheng's eyes were condensed, and a cold breath filled the rainy weather, which was even colder. The left hand punched Qin Yuehua's lower abdomen, and a "ah-" sounded abruptly. The left hand pushed up gorgeously, grabbed the neck, and swallowed back all the voices that had been shouted out of pain. Qin Yuehua's pain didn't spread all over his body, and then his neck was choked to death, and he breathed hard and felt hot all over his body. The toes gradually left the ground, breathing became more and more difficult, the whole body was hot, it was difficult to take a look at Zhang Yongzheng's face, there was no expression on the face, it was not angry at all but more terrifying, the coolness instantly extinguished the hot body, and a breath of death spread throughout the body.

This momentary change, it is difficult for the villain to reach the elegant hall after all, even if he gets rich overnight, and his power increases in a blink of an eye, but the villain's thoughts that go deep into the bone marrow at the moment of crisis are completely emerging.

Lin Xiandui saw this brief change, and in an instant, he saw that the person he liked and admired the most came back. There is no way to stop these things, such a powerful counterattack, there is no need to interrupt. Even if he is strangled to death, with the strength of his own family, these small things can still be settled. Even if Qin Yuehua was a very useful dog of the Song family, the Song family would not dare to do anything to Zhang Yongzheng.

The familiar boy returned here in an instant, this rain was like the rain he had been drenched in before, the rain in Shanghai was not as cool as before, not as biting as before. But the villain is still so scoundrel and shameless, but even more shameless and rampant.

Song Xiaodie also seemed to go back to the past in an instant, a cold breath made her quickly come out of her memories, and when she turned around and saw this scene, she raised her red lips lightly, and her voice was like a heavenly voice, "Yongzheng, what are you doing?" ”

Zhang Yongzheng didn't look back at this beauty, the hand that was pinching Qin Yuehua's neck didn't let go, he just threw it on the ground, didn't pay attention to her embarrassed appearance, and walked away. The onlookers were attracted by the excitement here, and unconsciously got out of the way. Things just settled down, and the people who didn't see the more exciting scenes shook their heads boringly, it was too quiet here, and a little noise could make them all come and watch. The calm was too quick for the men to walk away expressionlessly, and the rain washed away everything that had happened on the bridge.

Zhang Yongzheng walked down the stairs firmly, his face was a little gloomy, and he didn't look back. The black night sky, the rain dripping, kept falling, but the wind could not blow into this city surrounded by high-rise buildings. The shade left by the rain is all scattered in this kind of city, and everyone who lives here can share it. All the people here are so cold, so cold.

Lin Xianwan followed behind him without speaking, and followed silently, now knowing that he shouldn't say anything, and he couldn't listen to what he said. Lin Xiandu's mood is also like the rain in this night, the summer thunderstorm does not come and go as fast as that, so it slowly washes away the heart, making people dull and breathless.

Zhang Yongzheng's footsteps became heavier and heavier, the night was not completely black, the light of the street lamps on both sides of the street, and the lights of the endless traffic on the road, supported the bright light in the night. The rain was still falling, and the streets that should have been quiet were very lively. But these are like mocking yourself, the outside world is bright and lively, but you are alone.

A few steps down the stairs were extremely difficult, and he turned back to a deep voice: "Twilight, I want to go back." ”

There are no superfluous words, and no superfluous words can be spoken. Lin Xianwan originally wanted to go shopping with him alone today, but the heavy rain in the afternoon made shopping not so pleasant, I thought that the rain would be lighter, but I didn't expect to meet Song Xiaodie on this bridge, whether it was a coincidence or not. Lin Xianwan couldn't say clearly, and now it is impossible to let Zhang Yongzheng accompany him to go shopping.

Lin Xianwan didn't think much about it, and said in a slightly flat voice: "I'll send you back, I'm a little ...... if you go back alone."

"No, I want to stay alone, and I will accompany you to go shopping next time. Before Lin Xiandu's words were finished, he was blocked back. Now I just want to leave the noisy streets, the bustling city, and hide in a corner where no one can find out, and just keep hiding. Refusing Lin Xiandu's kindness, he strode out of the space under the umbrella and stepped into the night with only rain. The summer nights are cool, the summer rain is cool, but at the moment it is icy. The lonely back walked into the rain, and it was clear that there were lights all around, but this back completely melted into the darkness. Suddenly, a car whistle reminds me that I still live in this city, and at the same time laughs at myself for not deserving to live in this city.

Wandering all the way, Zhang Yongzheng didn't know how to return to his residence, his whole body was wet, but he didn't have the strength to change his clothes, let alone take a bath. In the summer in this city, in such a small room, it is raining outside, and the room is still very hot and dry. Zhang Yongzheng's heart was dull, and he didn't want to stay here for a minute at all. When I went up to the tall building alone, the rain was still falling, so I came to the top of the building, sat on the rooftop, and let the rain wash myself, hoping to calm my mind.

A blue point of light in the distance, flying in the rain, without any track. Slowly flew to the sky above Zhang Yongzheng and noticed this blue butterfly. Zhang Yongzheng smiled reluctantly and stretched out his right hand. The blue butterfly flew over obediently and landed on its hand, its wings fluttering constantly, and the blue brilliance flickered.