739 STOP 2 STOP-2: New Purgatory City's "Extreme Weight Point"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

"It is

ace。 Hideka found out that it was a recreation of the scene in the form of a competition.

"Am I going to race against myself? I see, but if I get in first, I'll be able to succeed?"

Xiuxiang saw the light in front of her, and she thought she had won the bet.

Intuition sometimes seems to be the true trajectory of fate.

When she smiled, she really knew that she had really found the right one, that this was the door, the door she had chosen. The moment she saw the answer, she understood everything.

How it begins, it ends.

How you come, how you leave.

She was convinced of her choice.

The happiness of conviction comes when you see things in your room.

Of course, after a while, Hideka will be able to see things in the room.

But the final test finally appeared, and Xiuxiang found that she was irritable that she could not restrain herself, and her irritability continued to escalate, tormenting Xiuxiang's heart for no reason.

She couldn't restrain herself.

"Hey, I'm tired of it, I'm tired of it, it's so annoying, it's this set again. After Xiuxiang saw this scene, she felt the oppression around her, she knew that someone was changing her mind, how this person did it Xiuxiang didn't know, probably she had become a character who could be adjusted casually, she might really be a clown, a clown who no longer acted.

She found that her heart seemed to be on fire, and her heart was not as quiet as it had just been.

She is fighting against her own system setting, and Xiuxiang can clearly feel the interference of external forces and her inner struggle.

"I can't lose. I'm going to win because I'm going to be true to my heart, not to the character setting. For the first time, Hideka thought, "Characters also have thoughts and personalities, and may live in another world, rather than emptiness." ”

As soon as this thought appeared, Xiuxiang found that her three views were impacted again, her irritability turned into irritability, and the ground kept shaking gently, Xiuxiang's legs were very heavy, and her body gradually struggled to breathe...... But that Xiuxiang was not affected at all, it seemed to be stuck to the ground, and it still walked very smoothly.

"All the downsides here, it seems, only work for me. To the other side, these factors all seem to be favorable. Xiuxiang understood, all this was for herself. In this case, it is more important to have the courage to meet the challenge, rather than be a turtle with a shrunken head.

"From the moment you see these doors, it's all an obstacle, an obstacle that prevents you from reaching the place of the moonlight. Here it is to set up countless obstacles to put me at a disadvantage, and even use this unfair competition to wear down my will and make me quit. The purpose is nothing more than to hinder me from reaching the place of the moonlight. ”

Although she understood, it was a little late, because of Xiuxiang, she was still getting more and more irritable, she clenched her fists tightly and wanted to beat someone, but she didn't really participate in a professional fight.

Deep breathing and meditation are no longer effective,

She knew that it was her heart that was disturbed, and that she was fighting against more external forces than she could do.

She's vulnerable, she can't, she can't, she can't hinder those influences, those influences are too strong, she's weak.

Those influences have been interfering with her.

There are so many difficulties for her to overcome.

"Annoying! Xiuxiang thought to herself, "My heart seems to be a little irritable, and I may lose control...... It's as if there's really smoke on me, and there's fire on me. I'm not going to be violent, right? The point is, I don't hurt myself. ”

Just when Hideka felt that everything had gone out of control, the song rang in her heart, "Twi."

kle twi

kle little sta

......”

Hideka's heart was comforted for the time being.

But in the next second, the resistance and disgust in her heart reached the extreme, and she thought that she was "angry".

She hated what happened to her.

She hates to be searching.

She didn't understand the father who left.

She longs to forget her indifferent mother.

She wanted to get away and forget about it.

She knew that these thoughts were suppressed thoughts, and now they were infinitely magnified.

She didn't know where the anger came from, but it was real. She felt like a balloon was about to explode.

But these angers seem to have nothing to do with herself, they are extremely false, so false that Xiuxiang knows in her heart that she doesn't think of them like this, and she has accepted it calmly.

Accepted.

No complaints.

But the bad mood, using a small thought left in Xiuxiang's mind, made a big article, so that Xiuxiang was filled with this pain, reaching a weight that she couldn't bear, that was the ultimate weight, Xiuxiang's heart was overwhelmed by the emotion of such an extreme weight point, she was dizzy, her legs were weak, and she could hardly tell whether there was really a lack of oxygen here or Xiuxiang's heart was twitching.

The ground was still shaking, and Hideka turned around to find that the ground had all collapsed, and now the road she had walked had become cliffs and ruins.

She wanted to vomit, but she couldn't breathe. The frequency of that heart's beating tugged at the temples, and it was also jumping.

Xiuxiang resisted the bad mood and tried her best to stabilize the fluctuations in her heart, gradually speeding up her pace.

She found that it wasn't all out of strength.