Chapter 353: How to Choose?
"Is it not ready, or has it never been thought of to prepare?"
"I ......" Zhang Jingya's body trembled, and the little demon's words made her speechless again, and she didn't know how to respond.
The little demon glanced at Zhang Jingya, and could clearly see Zhang Jingya's embarrassed and bitter expression, and she also sighed secretly in her heart.
It seems that I still guessed correctly, not only Zang Feng can't let go of her, but in fact, why can't she let go of Zang Feng?
The little demon hesitated for a moment and said, "Actually, I know the relationship between the two of you very well, and I can even guess what you are thinking in your hearts." I just don't understand, since you all have each other in your hearts, why do you want to deliberately distance yourself from each other, don't you think this is torturing each other?"
Zhang Jingya shook her head and smiled bitterly, knowing that there was no need to cover up and avoid it anymore, and said in a muffled voice: "Me and him, not suitable." ”
The little demon frowned and said, "Excuse! What is suitable or inappropriate? Where does the relationship come from, the only way to say whether it is suitable or inappropriate, only whether you like it or not, whether you are willing or not!"
The little demon's voice raised a few points, and said, "I only know that he likes you, and you like him too, isn't that enough, why bother thinking about it so much?"
Zhang Jingya gritted her teeth and said, "I can't bear the things I experienced by his side, and that scares me." ”
The little demon sneered and said, "Then let me ask you, is it better for you to be without you now than to be frightened by his side? If that's the case, why do you still have the heart to push away even such an excellent boy pursuing you? Isn't that a man who can make you feel at ease?"
"Since you are willing to push away a man who can make you feel at ease, it proves that in fact, what you care about is not whether you are safe or not, but the feeling!
The little demon then said: "What you like is Su Zangfeng, it is precisely because you have him in your heart, so you are willing to be entangled, hesitant, and unable to accept other boys for him, isn't this enough to make you understand your feelings for him?
"That's right, with Zang Feng, I do have to face a lot of trouble, even danger, let alone you, even if it's me, I have been involved by him and experienced many dangerous situations, not to mention, just half a month ago, I was kidnapped and shot because of him!"
"But is this what he wants to see? Knowing him for so long, don't you understand that he is actually a person who does not want to cause trouble, and has never done so!"
"But there are so many people around him who want to be his enemies, why? After all, it is because those people are jealous of him, it is those who are not right-hearted!? Can you blame him for this lack of security because of the fault of those around him who have bad intentions?"
"Hehe, you know what I'm talking about. What I want to say is that he is not an ordinary person, but a boy who is better than his peers, and even most men.
"Think for yourself, do you want him to be just a mediocre man, or a great man?"
"I ......" Zhang Jingya still didn't know how to answer.
The little demon waved his hand, and then said: "Besides, you can think back to yourself, since the first day you met him, he has encountered so many troubles, which time, he is not trying his best to deal with and solve it? When trouble arises, he is not anxious and guilty to protect the people around him from being implicated because of him?"
He tried his best, but he couldn't control his enemies, those unscrupulous enemies, so he could only keep running for his life, constantly making up for the troubles brought to him by those enemies, and trying to make sure that he and the people around him could live in peace. ”
The little demon sighed and said: "Knowing this, as the people around him, although we have encountered a lot of dangers because of him, but from another point of view, don't we also live under his protection? He is just one person, but he has to protect so many of us and keep helping us fight fires, thinking of this, do you still have the patience to blame him for the responsibility, don't you feel sorry for him because of these responsibilities he passively carries?"
The little demon smiled sadly and said, "If you have a grudge against him in your heart, blaming him for bringing you so much danger and fear, then I think you don't deserve to like him, and you don't deserve his liking!"
"I, in fact, understand that those things are not what he is willing to bear. Zhang Jingya gritted her teeth and spoke softly, the little demon's words made her realize.
The little demon sighed and said, "Jingya, I believe you are not the kind of selfish girl, otherwise he would be too visionless." And now, I want to remind you that his situation is still not optimistic, he is still carrying a lot of responsibilities that do not belong to him, he is not for fame and fortune, but a kind of man's responsibility. In my heart, although he is younger than me, he is the most admirable man I have ever seen, and there is no man more courageous, selfless, and more willing to pay for the people around him, including his life!"
"Jingya, if you feel that such a person is not worthy of your liking, can't bring you a sense of security, and is willing to let him get news from your life, then I have nothing to say. ”
The little demon said, turned around and left.
"Senior sister!"
Zhang Jingya turned around sharply and stopped the little demon.
"Do you have anything to say?" said the little demon as he turned around.
Zhang Jingya gritted her teeth and said, "Senior sister, why are you telling me this?"
The little demon smiled and said, "Because, I like him too!"
"Huh......? You like him, why do you still talk to me for him?" Zhang Jingya's heart trembled.
The little demon resolutely said: "Just because I like him, I hope to help him share his worries, not just rely on him to protect me." My man is a hero of the world, I don't want to be a burden to him, live under his protection, I prefer to share his worries and let him do the big things he should do with peace of mind!"
After a moment of silence, the little demon continued, word by word: "Including, let the girl who likes him and also likes him know what kind of man he is, because this can make him happy, and this is also sharing his worries!"
The little demon said, said no more, turned around and left.
Zhang Jingya looked at the figure of the little demon, speechless for a long time, and her heart was extremely complicated.
It turned out that the senior sister also fell in love with her...... So, the two people who kissed downstairs in the dormitory just now were the senior sister and him? He, he and the senior sister are together, will there still be me in his heart? And what kind of position am I in his heart?"
Zhang Jingya smiled bitterly and turned to stare at the night in the distance.
Her mind kept recalling the words of the little demon just now, and those words made her feel like thunder, impacting her inherent thoughts and making her have some insights.
But it is precisely because of this that her mood has become extremely complicated, she feels confused, and between her relationship with Su Zangfeng, it is like standing at a crossroads, not knowing how to take steps and which direction to go.
Tonight, for Zhang Jingya, is a sleepless night.
Su Zangfeng returned to the Bai family, Bai Lingyu, Feng Yidao and Mo Yanran, and the Fang family sisters had not yet fallen asleep.
Feng Yidao sat on the sofa with a big grin, with a computer on the coffee table in front of him, his ten fingers were flying, what was being operated, Bai Lingyu and the Fang family sisters were sitting beside him, looking very attentively, the fat man seemed to be very useful for this kind of scene that attracted much attention, with a smug look on his face, and he also opened his mouth to explain from time to time.
"What are you doing, you haven't slept yet?" Su Zangfeng walked over and asked casually.
"Hehe, we are analyzing the next round of stock market tomorrow, brother, do you want to participate?"
Su Zangfeng rolled his eyes and said, "Fatty, you know that I don't understand this, and you deliberately bury me, right?"
"Don't dare, hehe!" the fat man laughed.
Bai Lingyu smiled slightly, and said: "A knife is really powerful! Just now I saw him use the virtual stock trading software he made up to demonstrate, and I now believe 100% that our Sanhe Technology will definitely be able to save the day." ”
The fat man said coquettishly: "Then can there be a fake? I can't do anything else, if you want to talk about doing business and making money, ahhaha, that's the only one, otherwise wouldn't it be a waste of my one hundred and eight IQ?"
Fang Xiaoyou smiled and said, "Fatty, that's all you have to offer!"
The fat man rolled his eyes and said, "How do you speak?" Aren't I also gentle and considerate?"
"It's a pity that I look too shabby, although I succeeded in losing weight, my weight is still the same as my IQ!"
"Hahaha!" Everyone laughed when they heard this, and even Mo Yanran pursed her lips.
Su Zangfeng didn't participate in their discussion, and when it came to business, he admitted that he was a layman, and now there was a fat man, a person who wouldn't have bad intentions about himself, and he didn't need to worry about it.
He got up and glanced at Mo Yanran.
Mo Yanran understood, put down the magazine she was flipping through, stepped aside, and said indifferently, "What's the matter?"
Su Zangfeng lowered his voice and said, "The Sanhe Society wants to be whitewashed in all directions, according to my plan, it will take too long, which is a hindrance to the other things I have to do next, so, I need the help of the organization behind you to promote this process?"
"What kind of push?" Mo Yanran said indifferently.
"Sweep, as soon as possible, to remove all the gray forces that hindered the whitewashing of the Triads. ”
Mo Yanran groaned slightly, and said, "Do you want to solve the problem here as soon as possible and deal with the agreement with Pulsatilla?"
Su Zangfeng nodded and said, "I must retreat and comprehend the martial arts, otherwise, when the January period comes, I will definitely die!"
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