Chapter 186 186
"It's been a long time since we've walked like this again. Duan Feng asked softly, with a little bit of regret between his eyebrows and eyes, so light and shallow, but he was still discovered by the careful Bai Ling'er, Bai Ling'er just smiled, without the slightest complaint between her eyebrows, and even comforted Xiao Jin, her smile was clear.
"You're so busy, naturally we haven't walked like this for a long time, it's good for us to walk like this when you're idle, but if you're busy, no matter where you are, we can be together, right? Bai Ling'er smiled shallowly, a red strong dress symbolizing the queen was placed behind her, with a noble and elegant bearing in luxury, the spirit was moving, but it was also a thrilling and beautiful taste, Xiao Jin's heart seemed to be comforted and laughed slowly, and the palm that was interlocked with Bai Ling'er's ten fingers deepened the strength and tightened Bai Ling'er's ten fingers.
"After so many years, I have wronged you. In fact, Xiao Jin wanted to say this sentence for a long time, but he delayed and delayed, and he always couldn't find the best time, for so many years, she was scattered alone, and she didn't even know how much she suffered, and as a man, or for the country, or for the villa, he always made a look like Top Gun, but he didn't know how long he had forgotten her alone, and he didn't know if her heart was very painful, I hope it wasn't very painful, otherwise, in this life, the day she left him would become a knot in his heart。
"It's not bitter, in fact, the days of waiting are not bitter at all, compared to Mu Xiaoluo, I think I am happy, after all, the person I love is still standing in front of me at this time, his eyebrows and eyes are vivid, his pulse is clear, and even his breathing is so real, and Mu Xiaoluo is the most distressing one, the man she loves, but he is bedridden at this time, how can he not feel distressed. Bai Ling'er sighed softly, and did not hide her distress for Mu Xiaoluo between her words, they are all women with love in their hearts, at such a moment, it is inevitable that they will feel some sympathy for each other, not to mention that Bai Ling'er and Mu Xiaoluo have gone through so much hand in hand, how can they not forget each other.
Speaking of Mu Xiaoluo, Xiao Jin's breathing stagnated, in fact, for Mu Xiaoluo, Xiao Jin also felt guilty in his heart, at this time he was the master of this thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, he was the emperor, sitting on the supreme dragon chair, enjoying the most noble low position in the world, but this qiē was exchanged for Chu Chenghui's health and Mu Xiaoluo's upheaval.
Chu Chenghui was already asleep, but Mu Xiaoluo couldn't stay with Chu Chenghui in front of Chu Chenghui's bed, but he still had to fight everywhere for this turbulent country, for Mu Xiaoluo, how could Xiao Jin not feel guilty, the guards guarding the door bent down in fear when they saw Xiao Jin walking over with Bai Ling'er, and the shouting voice was also earth-shattering awe. "Long live the emperor, long live, the queen mother, thousand years old, thousand years old. Although they didn't understand what the emperor was going to do when he brought the queen over so late, as a guard, they still obediently lowered their heads and said hello.
"Well, get up. Xiao Jin said shallowly, the cheeks that were still solemn in the cold wind did have a bit of dragon power at this moment, and the whole person had a momentum of looking down on the world, and the gentleness of Bai Ling'er just now turned into a cloud of smoke at this moment, and disappeared in an instant.
"Open the gates of the city before me. Xiao Jin ordered in a deep voice, between the words, Feng Shuangdaoke, so cold and solemn can not be resisted, the guard nodded violently, and ran to squeak the heavy city gate open, the rumbling sound is so majestic, with the unique majesty of the palace, the palace door opened, and in an instant, there was a whistling wind blowing in, making a whirring sound in Xiao Jin's ears. In this palace, the emperor's words are holy decrees, never ask why, just do what the emperor says, this is the true meaning of the palace's survival.
Xiao Jin clenched Bai Ling'er's hand. "It's cold. Xiao Jin asked softly, and Bai Ling'er shook his head with a smile. "It's not cold. ”
"Then let's wait for Mu Xiaoluo here. Xiao Jin said with a smile, turned his head to look at Bai Ling'er, the softness in his eyes poured out unabashedly, and the eyes that looked at Bai Ling'er were also full of affection, and Bai Ling'er also followed Xiao Jin's gaze and nodded violently in agreement.
Mu Xiaoluo's feet kept skimming towards the palace for a moment, the wind blowing in late autumn had emptied her body temperature, her whole body was a little cold, her breath was painted in the air in front of her, and even a layer of light mist would form inadvertently, but Mu Xiaoluo's eyes didn't care a lot, just thinking about the palace almost non-stop, she saw two people standing side by side, standing in front of the imperial city, as if waiting to greet herself, but this scene pierced into Mu Xiaoluo's eyes like a needle。
It was not jealousy and hatred, but a deep pain, which reminded her of the man who stood side by side, the man who was supposed to stand side by side with her, the man who could only lie on the bed now and could do nothing, so the man who lived on the tip of her heart and became a cinnabar mole, if then the man could also stand side by side with her at this time, it would make what a desirable thing, but in the end, she found that it was just a fool's dream, how good, that pair of beautiful people, at this time, were standing in front of the city gate, greeting themselves.
Bai Ling'er saw Mu Xiaoluo's figure like a flexible swimming fish from a distance, in the lonely night, swaying in the wind and walking towards this side, the swaying slender waist, as if it would be blown away in the wind in front of her in the next moment, but it was still so charming, making people look at a glance, there is an inexplicable, possessive ** , she is such a woman who has captivated the country and the city, with a gorgeous face, although she may not be the best in the world, but she is still so careful about life, coupled with the softness of her body, she is also a stunning beauty in the world.
It's just that such a stunning beauty, in the years of condensation and baptism and even beating, has gradually become synonymous with pain, constantly being baptized and growing up in the beating, and gradually has a strong side alone, strong and even distressing.
"How's it going? At the moment when Mu Xiaoluo immediately approached Bai Ling'er's side, Bai Ling'er seemed to be impatient to stretch out her hand to Mu Xiaoluo, and immediately dragged Mu Xiaoluo to her side, and spoke softly by Mu Xiaoluo's side, the concern in her eyes made the two women red at the same time, Bai Ling'er's red eyes were distressed by Mu Xiaoluo, Mu Xiaoluo's red eyes were because of the long-lost warmth, I still remember the day Mu Xiaoluo left, Bai Ling'er's soft advice behind Mu Xiaoluo is still vivid, so heartwarming。
"I'm okay, where's Chu Chenghui?" Mu Xiaoluo can be regarded as straight to the point, she is here for Chu Chenghui, of course, she is here to find Chu Chenghui, those guards guarding the door have doubts in their eyes, but they still stand at the door with a solemn face, no one dares to ask a question, this is the palace, he is not allowed to ask why, Mu Xiaoluo smiled lightly, and did not talk much, so he followed Bai Ling'er and Xiao Jin through the Xuanwu Gate and walked into the depths of the palace, and only walked out not far, Mu Xiaoluo heard the sound of the door closing behind him, and did not look back, and was a little accustomed to it。
"The guards in the palace have all changed, no wonder they can't bear to come at first. The autumn breeze blew on Mu Xiaoluo's body, the scene was slightly condensed, and Mu Xiaoluo slowly opened her mouth, as if to adjust the somewhat condensed atmosphere, Mu Xiaoluo of course hoped that the guards in the palace had changed, and they couldn't bear her coming, only by gradually being forgotten by the world, could they prepare what they should prepare without worries.
"Well, after the palace was reorganized, I also replaced all the guards, the palace must have gone through so many times of turmoil, the previous guards, not to mention whose people were, are already unstable, in their concept the dynasty will change hands at any time, so there is no way to ask them to be loyal, I think the change of dynasty requires the change of blood, this, I think you should also agree. For Mu Xiaoluo, Xiao Jin has nothing to hide, because he has always felt guilty about Chu Chenghui's pair, and Xiao Jin also clearly understands in his heart that Mu Xiaoluo will not become a person who competes for the throne with him in his life. Even if Mu Xiaoluo wants to fight, he won't fight, he will only give her up, because for this country, the person who has the greatest credit now is still Mu Xiaoluo, and he owes her after all in this life.
Mu Xiaoluo saved his life, at that time, he said that his life was Mu Xiaoluo's, at this moment, how could he go to snatch the country with Mu Xiaoluo, that would never happen. On the long pipe, there is a wall to block the airtight, and at this time, there is no cold wind blowing on her face, Mu Xiaoluo can't help but relax.
If a person is always tense God through the days, I don't think much about that nerve will be ruthlessly broken in the long-term tension, therefore, Mu Xiaoluo is also a person, even if she has extraordinary skills and insight, even if she is stubborn to do whatever she thinks is right, she is just a woman, as a woman, what she can do the most is only to refuse to admit defeat, but still in the face of pressure, a person, there is a kind of desolation that sweats like rain.
Finally got this relaxing space, Mu Xiaoluo only felt that her whole body was light, as if stepping on cotton, fluttering, but the heart that wanted to see Chu Chenghui was still constantly shouting in her chest, urging her. It's like an unrealistic dream, waking up from a dream with a beautiful aftertaste, but also a desolation with nowhere to hide.
"There was a maid who said that I saw Chu Chenghui's fingers move twice that day, but we couldn't see it when we rushed again, but Master Fusu also said that Chu Chenghui's hand can move is a good sign, maybe there will really be a miracle, Chu Chenghui will wake up. Xiao Jin pursed his lips and whispered to Mu Xiaoluo, who was standing beside him.
Originally, he was also hesitant, not knowing whether to tell Mu Xiaoluo such news, after all, waiting is a very long thing, Xiao Jin was also afraid that what he gave Mu Xiaoluo was a hope of waiting for no end at all, and the feeling of hope and disappointment frying back and forth may make a person unable to support madness.
However, when Mu Xiaoluo stood in front of Chu Chenghui's door with cold eyebrows and lonely eyes, Xiao Jin still couldn't help but say this, a person with hope is always happier than a person without hope, even if he tortures himself back and forth between disappointment and hope, waiting, and disappointed, he is always a living person, he doesn't want to see the dead silence on Mu Xiaoluo's face anymore.
Mu Xiaoluo's hand that was originally stretched out to push open the door in front of her froze in the air the moment she heard Xiao Jin's words, the whole person was slightly stiff, and a spark rose in her eyes, and then it was annihilated like fireworks, just like a fire annihilated in the water, and that glimmer of hope was extinguished in Mu Xiaoluo's eyes, silently, leaving only a faint disappointment.
Mu Xiaoluo will not admit that she was scared at the moment just now, afraid that all hope is an unrealistic fantasy, instead of holding an unrealistic fantasy that that person can wake up, it is better to numb herself, tell herself that no matter what, she will guard him, fight for him, and take him to watch the sunset when she is dying, even if his eyes are closed and he may not see hope at all, but these are still Mu Xiaoluo's wishes.
She doesn't fight, she doesn't lose her pain, she has already forged an invulnerable cold heart in the years of displacement, and she has also learned to maintain a normal heart, if Chu Chenghui can wake up, then she must be the happiest woman in the world, and she will definitely run back to him at any cost, just to stay by his side like this for the rest of her life, but if he will not wake up in this life, then she Mu Xiaoluo will definitely never leave her in this life, because she is his lover, she is Mu Xiaoluo。 Mu Xiaoluo thought lightly, and seemed to sigh softly.
Duan Feng also saw the annihilation of hope in Mu Xiaoluo's eyes, and opened his mouth to continue to say something to comfort Mu Xiaoluo, but in the end he just chose to shut up, what should he use to comfort Mu Xiaoluo, and what should he use to save Mu Xiaoluo, Mu Xiaoluo is the woman who is persevering, and he can't save it