Chapter 508: Home
A qiē dispute, at that moment the dust settled.
All the previous shouts for Apricot, Starling, Tomoyo, Kotomi and others turned into blessings to Nagisa at that moment.
"Okazaki chose Nagisa in the end. ”
Shen Feng watched "clannad" with his wife, and when he saw the wordless but shocking scene, his wife sighed regretfully, but also satisfied, and there was an indescribable wonderful feeling in her heart, as if something had sprouted out, but she couldn't catch it.
She is supportive of starlings, and has always been silently in love with Okazaki's girl, ordinary, ordinary, but it is an experience that most people have had.
In the end, looking at Starling's crying appearance, she felt heartache for Starling.
However, Okazaki's choice did not make her feel abrupt or dissatisfied—because love is a matter of two people, not something that can be obtained by just hard work, and she thinks this is the very simple truth that the master wants to say.
Therefore, she felt regret and satisfaction, and she faithfully blessed Nagisa with happiness.
From the beginning of the encounter, being attracted, and then in the process of helping Nagisa, he gradually understood his feelings, although he was very unfrank about his feelings, and never expressed them, but his actions have clearly expressed his thoughts. It's a story that is evocative, delicate and as old as a vintage, and it's hard to get intoxicated from it. Shen Feng also said with emotion.
As a man, he has a deeper sense of Okazaki's actions.
Okazaki didn't like Nagisa from the beginning, he was helping Nagisa, and the process also brought light to his gray world.
Facing such a variety of girls. can still hold the position of "friendship". Until I really liked Nagisa in the slow contact. His attitude towards Nagisa is significantly different from his attitude towards her.
Although Okazaki seems to be a "bad" student who counts as a "gangster" in school, he has always been able to abide by his principles, which has surpassed most men - at least he can't guarantee that he can stick to his "friendship" in the face of so many cute girls.
"Friendship" can be upgraded to "love", but "love" cannot be reversed into "friendship".
If you can't give a promise, you should never upgrade to "love", otherwise even "friendship" will be lost.
Some might say. Even if you break up, can't you still be "friends"?
However, this is just wishful thinking, and it can even be said to be an irresponsible idea, first of all, the scars of "love" are not so light that they can be healed, and secondly, if this kind of ** relationship is still maintained, how will the other half of each other look at it?
Haven't many romance dramas in ancient and modern China and abroad chosen this theme to cause conflicts?
It is precisely because of such conflicts that there are indeed zài in reality, and there are quite a few of them. It has a sense of substitution, and it is also the easiest to create bitter and tragic dramas. It's still the most popular story. However, movies are fictional, there is a chance for NG, and there is no chance for life to start over.
To put it more darkly, the "same hole" relationship, I'm afraid that except for the scum who has no feelings themselves, few people can face it calmly without changing their faces.
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After the premiere, the animation of "clannad" was uploaded to the Internet, even though many people have already watched it on TV, but the number of hits of each episode on the network remains high, and with the climax of wave after wave, in the animation section, "clannad" dominates the charts.
Mo Mo watched the scene of the group sending good guy cards over and over again, and even intercepted the last video, and watched it over and over again, frame by frame, carefully and carefully.
Every subtle change in her expression made her see a wider world.
"It's amazing. ”
Even though I knew that the master was very powerful, I couldn't help but feel emotional when I saw the subtle changes in these pictures.
I can't even find an adjective to describe the master in my heart, and I can only use the simplest "amazing" to express the feeling in my heart that is shocking and difficult to describe in words.
The movements of the body, the swing of the hair, the flickering of the eyes, the subtle and complex changes in facial expressions, each picture can be pulled out separately and can be used as a beautiful poster.
However, when all these writings are continuous, the explosion of this qiē emotion is sublimated to the extreme: Zhidai's silence presses tears back to his psychology by looking up at the sky; starling's miserable laughter is a kind of loser's sad abandonment; Xing's crying is a heartache that he does not dare to face his feelings calmly, but can no longer be suppressed.
Such delicate brushstrokes deeply attracted Mo Mo.
She is like a dry sponge, frantically sucking up the water in the picture.
There was a voice in her heart - to learn such a painting technique!
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With Okazaki's choice, everything began to become clear, and in the loyal blessings of the fans and the beautiful praise, the story finally went on the Nagisa line.
"You've been the only one with your father since you were a kid, right?"
The teacher had to make a home visit, and on the way, I chatted with Okazaki and asked him about the situation.
"It's really hard...... A big man is going to raise a child like you. The teacher sighed.
For Okazaki's father, the audience's impression can be described as extremely poor.
Alcoholic, sloppy, and unkempt, it seems that they all have nothing to do, and Okazaki's basketball career was also cut short because of his father.
Okazaki's home is a cold home without warmth.
Of course, this qiē is from the perspective of Okazaki, and there are only a few pictures of his father.
The teacher suddenly let out such an emotion.
"What hard can a person who even beats his son do?"
"I'm afraid this teacher doesn't know what kind of person Okazaki's father is, right?"
"I'm drunk all day long, I don't know if I work or not, I'm afraid it's Okazaki, right?"
Young readers are dismissive of the teacher's feelings, and from Okazaki's point of view, Okazaki's most sympathetic and tragic life story is not the loss of his mother when he was a child, but the loss of his mother, and such a father who they see as a "bastard".
However, this quote also caused contemplation among older viewers.
When Okazaki was very young, he lost his mother, and his father did not abandon him and raised him all the time, which is not something that can be described simply as "hard".
If you don't like Okazaki, isn't it the easiest, quickest, and most ruthless thing to abandon Okazaki when Okazaki is very young?
And his wife died early, and he was in the prime of life and had enough time and opportunity to find a new love, but his father did not abandon him and raised him all the time.
As for why his father became like this...... In the eyes of a group of fathers, something must have happened.
"Dad, did you work hard?"
Seeing that scene, Cao Jun felt something in his heart and suddenly asked his father.
Despite his busy business, his father would find time to watch "Clannad" with him, and his father now became more and more fond of the story, which was one of the few hobbies they shared.
The father took a deep breath of cigarette and exhaled it gently, his eyes were a little distracted, and in the smoke, he seemed to have returned to the beginning, his brows were slightly furrowed, and he immediately laughed.
"It's hard, of course it's hard. My father smiled and sighed, "Your mother is gone, how can I feel good psychologically?" But I promised your mother that I would raise you well, and no matter how sad I was, I had to continue to live. Do you remember when you were a child, you saw a few aunts who came to our house......"
"I can't remember. Cao Jun thought about it and answered truthfully.
The father flicked the ashes of his cigarette and said, "Your grandparents asked me to continue the string and marry another one, but I was afraid that you would not like it. I was also worried that others would treat you badly, so I didn't marry. So I became a father and a mother by myself, and it was very bitter at first. ”
His father glanced at him, smiled and shook his head: "But it's more bitter later...... You're starting to mess around and don't study hard, and I know your mom is leaving you a big blow. I have to make money, so that you can eat well, dress well, pay your tuition, and all kinds of expenses after you get into trouble, and I have to make you study hard, I have begged you, I have beaten you, and I have made you kneel in front of your mother's statue. I'm so angry, sometimes I want to kill you, I want you to do this, are you worthy of your mother?"
Cao Jun's eyes were red.
"But," said my father, "I hate myself the most, I have no ability, and if I had the ability, maybe your mother's illness would have been cured, and I would not have gone away; I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for your mom. ”
Cao Jun rubbed his eyes and stood up to fill his father's cup with water.
The father looked at Cao Jun's current appearance, took a deep puff of cigarette, and then twisted the cigarette butt in the ashtray to extinguish.
"It's hard work, but it's very happy, at least you grew up healthy, nothing happened, and you are finally sensible. I didn't disappoint your mom and I'm satisfied. ”
After speaking, he picked up the cup, blew on the hot air, and drank a sip of hot tea, which flowed down his throat and into his heart.
Gazing at the animation again, he said.
"Every single parent who pulls their children up is very hard. ”
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The story begins with a description of Okazaki's family, as well as Nagisa's family.
Clannad - is firmly believed by fans to be a "family", "family" is not one person, two people, but a big family, and finally points to the topic in the last part.
Friendship, love, and family are just like the process of forming a family.
And this last part is not just a single description, the love between Okazaki and Nagisa, the feelings of parents for their children, and the final performance of the established drama club - dreams.
This is the climax of a sublimation of the whole story from the three parts together!(To be continued......