455: Xu Zhifeng's emotions

No one knows what the "trip" the godfather has arranged for us is. However, it will definitely not be what he calls a fusion of our relationships, but a place for us to get together and play.

"Alright, that's it for the meeting...... I haven't had this kind of meeting for many years, and I feel like my head is not working. The godfather stood up and said with a serious face. But I know that his brain spins faster than a young man.

"Dad, are you alright? I stood up and put my arm around my godfather and asked a little falsely.

"It's okay......" He turned his head to look at me, and I suddenly found that there was no love in his eyes, he must still care about my special relationship with Wei Guhai, "Factor, you know what I hate the most, so, pay attention in the future." ”

"You can rest assured. I gave him a serious look.

"And ......" The godfather turned to look at Wei Guhai and He Baihe, then turned his head to look at Li Shanhou, and lightly tapped the conference table with an indifferent expression, "...... This place, who will call the shots in the future, depends on your trip. I hope that when you come back, you can confirm who will be the boss and who will be the deputy. You guys, do you know what I mean?"

Decide by traveling?

Naturally, it was during the trip that we consulted with each other.

"I don't understand!" He Baihe hurriedly stood up and said, "The boss is the boss, don't you have to vote?"

"Yes, the five of you are just right, and there will definitely be no tie. When the godfather saw He Lily, he habitually smiled, he knew that He Lily did not have any bad intentions, and her scheming was not deep, so he was naturally relieved, "A few of you can integrate with each other when you are playing, and when the time comes, when the trip is over, you will vote internally on who will be the boss." Now, do you understand?"

"Oh...... I almost understand, anyway, I'm not the boss, I'll vote officially. Vote, of course, it's for my man, hehe!" He Baihe said with a smile.

"It's up to you, okay, adjourn. As he spoke, the godfather picked up the narrator's cane and walked out step by step. Behind him, a kind of bigwig from Kinmen followed in turn.

In the end, there were only five of us left in the room.

"See you tomorrow, what are you still doing in a daze? ...... gone" Xu Zhifeng said something to the other people, then walked over and grabbed my arm directly.

"Can't you do it lightly?" I said, elbowing his hand away.

His eyes were slightly cold, afraid that he thought I didn't give him face, so he said coldly: "My dad said, let's go to his place for dinner after the meeting." ”

"Your dad is going to the Golden Gate community?" I asked.

"Hmm...... Why?" his eyes hung slightly, as if he was disgusted by my questioning.

"Where's your mother? she's not going?"

"He went out with Zheng Tiansen, and he doesn't know when he will come back. Let's go. He said, walking straight to the exit of the conference room.

Xu Zhifeng's remark was very casual, but it made me feel that Zheng Tiansen and Lu Fengxia were getting closer and closer.

Xu Zhifeng didn't know Zheng Tiansen's thoughts, but I knew very well that Zheng Tiansen was not a person who could let go of hatred.

I glanced back at Wei Guhai, his face was cold, and there was even a hint of coldness in his eyes. It was the first time in all these years that he looked at me like that, and I was still a stranger to him, right?

It's just that I'm not the only one who has changed, hasn't he changed? He has become this drug dealer who makes me angry but helpless......

He Lily next to him also changed. Some people are getting stronger, but there are also people who are maturing, more and more timid, more and more fragile......

When she beckoned to say something to me, I immediately turned around and walked out directly from Li Shan's side. It has been made very clear at today's meeting, I can no longer deal with Wei Guhai like I used to.

The so-called sister, it's time to end it today.

If I don't cut through these messes, I won't be able to survive in Kinmen in the next step. Not only will the godfather not approve of me, but even my undercover work will not be able to begin.

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"It's so late, do you still want to go? Why don't you change the day?" I stood at the door of the heaven on earth and called out to Xu Zhifeng.

He turned his head, although his eyes were still so frivolous, but there was seriousness in the frivolity, "Can't you see it? Now our situation in Jinmen is very bad...... Can't you hear how Stanley Ho is talking tonight? At the beginning, when they first came to Kyoto, they were so scared that they couldn't even fart for a long time! What about now...... It's going to shit on our heads, these bastards, I'm going to kill them sooner or later!"

In the face of his arrogance, I was quite helpless, "Xu Zhifeng, I'm talking about going to your house for dinner tonight! It's too late, let's go another day." I said and walked down the steps.

After he rushed down step by step, he grabbed my arm, "I can't fucking fix you, we're both going to get engaged, where are you so bad!? I fucking treat you too well and indulge to make you like this!" Xu Zhifeng said, and the force in his hand was even more powerful to pinch people to death.

Although I was able to get out of it easily, I didn't do that, and he dragged me into the car.

The car started, and Wei Guhai and He Baihe were seen walking down the steps shoulder to shoulder outside the window. And Li Shan, who was on the steps, looked at me after I was taken away by Xu Zhifeng, with a blank face.

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"Do you know where we're traveling?" Xu Zhifeng asked as he drove. The slight smirk at the corners of his mouth made me think he seemed to know something.

"If you know, don't sell it to me. I said.

"Hmph...... Of course, I know that this plan was proposed by our father to my godfather! Tonight, listen to our father, make sure it's right. He said confidently.

"Just listen to it, I'm not interested. I said.

Looking at the night outside, I was very unhappy to shake a gap in my heart, and when the spring breeze blew in, it made me feel like I had a short dream tonight.

From the beginning when I saw Wei Guhai, I thought that I was cold-eyed about drug trafficking, and then I reluctantly explained because of He Hongxiao's big tongue. The relationship between the two of us has slowly changed from familiar to strange. Moreover, it is impossible to return to the state of the past for a long time to come.

The original intention of coming to Kyoto, the eagerness to restore his memory, and the feeling of loving him to the bone have all changed with a series of changes.

What the hell is wrong with me?

My love, why do I have to suffer so much.

"Lao Tzu is chatting with you, what are you thinking? Do you still like to ignore it?" Xu Zhifeng turned his head to look at me and asked.

"No matter how open-mouthed you are, do you believe it or not, I'll jump straight down!?" I said, turning my head and glaring at him.

I hate his way of speaking and attitude, and he doesn't have any literacy. The swear words that spit out at every turn make me very disgusted.

"Hey, what's wrong with you today?" he turned his head to look at it, and asked with a slight raised eyebrow, "Is it because of Wei Guhai?" Hmph...... Don't treat me as a fool, I feel that the two of you are not ordinary brother and sister at all. ”

"Stop!" I shouted.

He didn't slow down at all, but kicked the accelerator to speed up, "Hmph, what's wrong?"

"Parking !!" I reached out to open the car door, and when the cold wind came in, he thought I was really going to jump out of the car and stopped on the side of the road!

I unbuckled my seatbelt and got out of the car!

"What the fuck are you making a fuss about!!" Xu Zhifeng walked around from the other side and stretched out his hand to grab me.

After I dodged it, I stretched out my hand and pointed at him, "Xu Zhifeng, what kind of man are you? If you don't know how to fall in love, why don't you go and learn it? If you don't know how to coax a woman, you can ask your scheming mother! What do you do with me?"

"This is my way of expression! I, Xu Zhifeng, will only express it like this! I am not your brother Wei Guhai, I am not as steady as him; I am not your friend of Li Shan, I can't be as gentle as a girl! I, Xu Zhifeng, is such a man, I like you, I just like you! I am so angry when I have you in my heart! I hate the way you look at Wei Guhai, I hate the way you care about him so much, and I hate you even more when you see me so disdainful!!" He was completely angry, and his eyes were slightly reddened and said: " You know! You know what kind of environment I grew up in! You know that my mother was robbed of her husband by others since she was a child! You know that the love in my eyes is different from the love in your eyes......! Are you engaged to you just because of interest, and if so, why don't I just go and buy one!?"

"......" Listening to his words, I suddenly didn't know how to respond.

Admittedly, for more than a month, no, I have been deliberately avoiding him for so many years in Kyoto. Sometimes, because of Zheng Tiansen's threats, I had to meet with him. However, he never gave up on me.

"If you let me say 'I love you' to prove that I like you, I can say dawn from now on! You know...... You should be able to feel it. I've known you for so many years, have I ever had an affair with another woman besides you? Can you name one!?"

"I... I don't want to argue with you, I, I hate this kind of boring argument. I turned my head and didn't dare to look at him.

I don't know why I didn't dare to look at him, I was thinking like that at that moment. I didn't dare to look into his eyes, I didn't dare to touch the fiery feelings.

"Boring argument?" he said suspiciously and sarcastically, and then, two steps in front of me, those narrow and cold phoenix eyes stared directly at me, "If I don't tell you these words, I don't think you'll ever understand! I don't blame you, really, I know that there are my own reasons for this! I know that I am a love freak, I know that I am a pervert who can't fall in love like ordinary people! These are all because of my experience and environment that have made me what I am now! I'm more serious about my feelings than anyone else! It's also because of my experience and circumstances! We're just not married yet, and if we do, I'll tell you, I'll tell you, I'll love you like a slave......"