Chapter 374: Tang Kite's Thoughts 2
In the end, Meng Chi ruthlessly left her, left behind the "meat and bones", and left behind the past that belonged to her and him, as if he wanted to draw a line with her, and the old and dead did not get along, just like the lonely and lonely back in the peach blossom forest that night, and went away. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Tonight, however, he is not like that night, like an arbor that has been bent over, tonight, his back is straight and straight, like a copper wall, so solid, so heavy, even if Tang Yuan tried his best, tried his last strength, he couldn't knock on the door of his heart, she couldn't rush forward and use the dagger on her body to open his heart, to see if he really had her in his heart, the one who was now humble and down, the one who used to be arrogant and domineering.
Tang Yuan took out the halva from her pocket, put it in her mouth, and chewed it slowly, as if she missed Meng Chi countless times, the distress of missing, and the hopelessness of missing, she would chew a halva, as if she had become him, the one she herself didn't know how long she had loved.
In fact, Tang Yuan doesn't like sweets, it's not that she naturally refuses sweetness, but she doesn't love this kind of sweetness that has been artificially extracted and refined, such sweetness is too mellow, too greasy, and even a little sticky, she doesn't like natural foods with a faint but real sweetness, such as peaches and cherries...... The sweetness soothed her taste buds naturally and just right.
Now, the habit of eating halva, Tang Yuan has just developed, since she desperately thought that Meng Chi had really gone, since she returned from Jiangcheng, she was hopeless, she was helpless, only through this little halva to comfort her heart, soothe her own injury, her own pain!
At that time, after Meng Chi finished smoking, the bitter taste was still knotted in his throat, he took out a halva, put it in his mouth, and chewed it slowly.
In fact, the wall that the two leaning on belonged to the same compound, which was a school, and the two were only a short distance away. But no one chased anyone.
After eating the halva, they each left.
Of course, Meng Chi is still alive, and such news is too exciting. It's too annoying, she doesn't plan to tell anyone for the time being, since he doesn't want to show it himself, why would she do these things for him?
Moreover, before he was identified. She won't act rashly, she can't put her loved ones in danger.
In fact, the moment she confirmed that the person was Meng Chi, Meng Chi's identity was already revealed, and she knew that he must be the out-and-out spy in Tang Ran's mouth, and what went to her father was a chess piece that others had placed next to her father, including his confession to her, maybe. He is the same as Han Xu, but he has turned a corner, he is also in the hall, but it is just a step further, becoming the Tang family's fast son-in-law plus the young marshal of the Tang family's army, perhaps, after he brings down his father, the real successor of the Tang family army is him Meng Chi, he just needs to change, he not only becomes her Tang Kite's savior. is also her husband, just like today's Huang Dashuai Yu Tang Ran.
As she once said to Tang Ran, she didn't know as much about Meng Chi as Tang Ran thought, nor as much as she thought she did. From beginning to end, he was wearing a mask, whether it was in the Tang Mansion in the past, or now he appeared in front of her like a ghost, the difference is that before. His mask is his warm and indifferent face, you don't know it's fake, now, he is really wearing a mask, she can't see his face clearly, who is he?
Is he really Meng Chi? is it really the boy he met when he was a child, who was disobedient to him, pulled him into the water, hated him for calling her Brother Meng?
Scold...... Tang Yuan smiled bitterly: No wonder...... He didn't reject her stubbornly calling him Brother Meng......; When he saw her again, he was no longer as indifferent as he had then, ignoring her, disgusting her, and no wonder ...... When he re-entered the Tang Mansion, he no longer mentioned his family, including his stubborn father who slapped him on the ass, she thought that he had suddenly lost his parents, and he would definitely not want to recall the memories, so she felt sorry for him, felt sorry for his experience, and even the memories they were full of when they were children, she didn't dare to mention it again.
It turned out that there was a thick wall between her and him, which was full of nothingness, empty air, empty emotion, empty smile, and empty care...... Everything is just him acting, his layout, and he did it on purpose!
She is so stupid, all these years, she didn't see his hypocrisy, his so-called shh
These days, after she thought that Meng Chi had passed away, she also asked herself, that night, in the peach blossom forest, in the face of Meng Chi's desire to speak, she was more anxious than him, and she was not calm than him, why?
In fact, everything has an answer, it is just the obsession that she has been waiting for a long time and is too deep in her heart, and when she can be admitted by Meng Chi herself, she will be so anxious and blurt out to question him like that: You want to say, you have always had affection for me, right?
Scold...... She was astringent, coming and going, she still didn't escape from his palm, she still didn't escape being calculated by him, and even such a confession was out of her mouth.
Good, good!
And why she didn't sleep all night, only she knows, including running away from home the next day, she is not running away from Meng Chi's feelings, nor is she unable to face her feelings, but she is afraid.
Just as she liked Han Xu at the beginning, since the beginning, she had eliminated Meng Chi from the list of her future husbands, not because they were too familiar and familiar like brothers and sisters, but because she had never been able to see this man clearly, and she couldn't see what was hidden under his gentle words and soft gaze? Including the smile he is accustomed to when he faces her, those smiles are very warm and intimate, but she always feels that something is missing in it, something is missing, such an unknown makes her frightened, makes her nervous, she can only escape to avoid such a bottomless man, so that she is not sure of even a somewhat depressed man.
The days with Han Xu are short, but when she is with him, there is no pressure, nothing she can't see, and no future that she can't touch.
Therefore, she was very happy, she thought that Han Xu was her sun, always so bright, always so hot, always revolving around her.
Not like Meng Chi, Meng Chi is like the moon in the dark night, sometimes full of silver plate jade beads, sometimes empty thin eyebrows, sometimes bright as day, the earth shines clearly, sometimes dim like rain, foggy, so that you can't see everything in front of you......
(To be continued.) )