Chapter 71: Hallucinations are not a disease
Xinya's abnormality really reassures me, but I think more and act less, Xinya is different, and I remember clearly when I should take medicine and when I should go to the doctor.
That day, Xinya forced me to see my psychiatrist, and I broke Xinya aside in the name of paying for the medicine, and then told my psychiatrist about her situation.
The psychiatrist didn't want to waste time on things that were not related to my condition, and maybe he thought it was good material, but the more he listened, the more attentive he became.
"Are you saying that the perceptual elements that make her feel familiar are all situations that you are in or are familiar with?"
"I'm not entirely sure. Because I know in my presence that I don't know if it will happen to her when I'm not there. However, my colleagues in the company have worked together for many years and have not heard anyone talk about it. ”
The doctor frowned, put down the pen in his hand, and seemed to be more interested: "You just said that when you tell her the story of your past life with your wife and daughter, she will be in a daze, and will pretend or imitate your wife's tone and movements?"
"Yes, that's right. ”
"Will that happen when someone tells her a story?"
"I'm not sure about that, and I'm not good at asking people for privacy. ”
"Are you sure you never knew each other before, and you didn't know each other at all?"
"I'm sure of this, we never crossed paths before she came to our company, and we didn't know each other existed, not to mention that our age difference was there. ”
The doctor looked out the window and seemed to be saying to himself: How could she know so much about you?
"There are two possibilities, one is that you don't know her, in fact, she knows you, she may have secretly investigated and understood you, and has all your information. The second is that you tell her too many times that you may not remember it yourself, but she is engraved all in your head, and when you repeat it, she can immediately activate the memory system, and it seems that she can pinch and calculate. ”
"Yes, yes, it's probably because I've told her so many times that I can't even remember what I said and what I didn't. I really appreciated the latter part of what the doctor said: "But I don't believe that she has privately investigated my past." I had such a suspicion, but I denied it. ”
"Then I ask you," the doctor looked up and smiled weirdly, "is she particularly fascinated by you?"
Xinya's psychiatrist asked similar questions. I'm a little embarrassed, but the guys aren't afraid of this. I said, "I'm not necessarily fascinated, but it's true that I'm more interested." ”
"The conversation and demeanor of the two of you together, she takes such good care of you, even if you deny it, it's hard for me not to think that you two are a couple, or," the doctor paused to see my reaction, "It's not strange to think of her as a junior." ”
"You're kidding. I can't even do one, so I still have the time to take care of three. I don't like you saying that she meant that, but we've made it clear that I haven't considered remarrying at all, and I've never done anything more than a brother-sister relationship with her. ”
The psychiatrist did not comment on my words, saying: "It is difficult for human feelings and psychology to follow reason, why do some people behave like crazy and incredible to us, because they have fallen into a world they imagined and cannot extricate themselves. I think your sister is very similar to this situation, she has had amnesia after a car accident, her memory system has been severely damaged, some aspects of her memory may be completely blank, some aspects may have incomplete memories, she is rarely bound by the emotions of the past, and she can fantasize endlessly without conflicting with historical memory. ”
Fantasy?
Xinya's psychiatrist also used the term.
I don't understand this, I haven't studied this thing carefully, and what the doctor said seems to me to be quite reasonable, but I always feel that I owe something like Xinya's psychiatrist.
"Doesn't it mean that some people can read minds, and some people can read other people's brain waves, do you think she will have this function?"
"You probably like to read online novels, right? Even if she can read minds, she can read your brain waves, can she imitate your wife? But about the reading and transmission of human brain wave information, it is indeed a very promising scientific research topic, with the help of artificial intelligence technology, a lot of breakthroughs have been made at home and abroad, maybe one day your sister's puzzle can be solved. ”
I understood, and the doctor didn't explain it well, and it took a shot to make a breakthrough in future high-tech.
When I wanted to speak again, Xinya had already pushed the door in.
"Treat you, why are you pulling me?" Xinya probably heard a tail outside the door, gave me a blank look when she entered the door, handed the receipt to the doctor, and then pulled me out.
"What's that matter with me, what are you talking about?"
When I got out of the hospital, Xinya complained about me.
"Listen more than you know. ”
"It's a little hallucination, it doesn't affect eating, drinking, sleeping, and it's not like your sleepwalking is life-threatening, so you don't have to waste time with the doctor at all. ”
As soon as Xinya lifted me out for comparison, I could only be dumbfounded. What she said did seem to make sense.
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It was still early to come back from the hospital, so I went directly to the company with Xinya, and I happened to meet Guimei in the corridor.
"Gui Mei came to my office. "I remembered Xinya saying that Gui Mei might be bullied again.
"What's the matter with the leader?" Gui Mei pushed open the door of my office room, although she still spoke in a very casual way, her expression was not relaxed, and it was obviously not her normal state.
"Last time you said that someone was making trouble for you, and you said that you could solve it yourself, I didn't ask, and I heard Xinya say that someone bullied you again, who is it?
As I spoke, I paid special attention to the scratches on her neck that Xinya said, but it is estimated that they have subsided after a long time, and I have not found any traces.
Gui Mei bowed her head and was silent.
"Is there a boy chasing you, do you disagree, or does someone want to... I want to take advantage of you?"
Gui Mei shook her head.
Other than these two things, I can't find a reason why others can't get along with her as an ordinary girl.
"Then why? We've all noticed that you've been in a bad mood lately, there's always a reason, you don't say how can we rest assured? By the way, is there something going on at home, is your mother okay?"
"Oh, don't think about it. Nothing else, I'm leaving. Gui Mei looked very irritable, and was about to go out after speaking.
"Wait!" I walked around Gui Mei from behind the desk and gently patted her shoulder twice with my hand: "It's inconvenient to tell me, you can tell Sister Xinya, don't hold it in your heart if you have something to do, okay?"
I want to scold myself after saying this. Xinya's indecisive look suggested that I come forward, and I can't figure it out now and push it back to Xinya.
"You ------" Gui Mei looked up at me, her eyes flashed with concern, as if pleading: "Don't you in the future... Don't sleepwalk. ”
"You're back!" Before I could figure out what Gui Mei meant, she had already left in a hurry.
Don't sleepwalk in the future!
What is this called? Am I going to sleepwalk?
Besides, didn't Gui Mei not believe that I would sleepwalk?