I know that it is impossible for Fu Xiangqin and Officer Zhang to divorce.

I've seen them affectionate, I've seen them quarrel, and I know the temperament of both of them.

It's just that I don't have the courage to knock on the door anymore.

Carrying the pig's trotters step by step softly downstairs, standing in the hole of the building and looking at the shiny bicycle that was rubbed by parsley, his heart was indescribably complicated.

In my mind, I recalled the quarrel they had just now, and it echoed over and over again.

I found myself too innocent.

I didn't think as far as Fu Xiangqin thought, I didn't even think that my father would really leave me one day, and I didn't think as well as Officer Zhang thought, and I never thought that one day I would become a burden to them......

I thought that Fu Xiangqin's natural state was her nature, but I didn't know that it was her familiarity in order to take care of my emotions.

I thought Officer Zhang kept his distance from me because Zhang Liang liked me, but now I found that he had a deeper level of thinking.

A great sense of tiredness came, and I slowly crouched down the stairs on the first floor, and the blankness in my mind came to me, only my father's rickety body was unusually clear.

"Sister!?"

Zhang Liang rode his bicycle into the cave, and when he saw me squatting there, he smiled and asked, "Do you know that your conscience is waiting for me?"

Seeing him take all sorts of things off the car, I also stood up and didn't know how to respond.

He seemed to notice my abnormality, and said with a squeeze of his eyebrows: "What's the matter?" Is it Lu Li's business, you are embarrassed to ask my father?"

He thought I was still thinking about Lu Li,

But I don't want to explain.

"Hmph...... I've never seen you lose your soul because I," he walked up to me carrying soy sauce and other things, "Get up! I'll ask you for you, right?

He said as he passed me upstairs, and when he saw that I was still crouching in place, he stopped and turned back and asked, "Hey, what's the matter with you?"

"It's fine. I stood up and walked upstairs.

"Cut!" Zhang Liang snorted angrily.

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Open the door.

Once inside, I glanced at the floor of the living room.

There was no glass shard, but the undried water stains told me that the arguments I had just heard were real.

"Are you back?" Fu Xiangqin poked her head out of the kitchen: "Fei Fei, hurry up and give me a hand, don't be idle!"

"Oh!" I hurried over, trying to tell myself that I couldn't let them see anything.

In the kitchen, Officer Zhang was picking leeks, and he loved to eat leek dumplings.

"Help your dad pick leeks together! Let's make dumplings for lunch." Fu Xiangqin stood by the stove and said while busy.

I glanced at Officer Zhang sensitively, and he smiled and said, "I'll just come by myself, Fei finally came back, don't let her work." ”

"Why don't you do it?" Fu Xiangqin took the spoon in her hand and turned to look at the two of us and said, "Fei must work! If you don't work, I won't be able to move in the future, who will do my laundry and cook for me?"

If I hadn't heard the quarrel at that meeting, hearing Fu Xiangqin's words at this moment, I would have been extremely moved in my heart,

But now I feel an indescribable embarrassment.

The embarrassment on the officer's face was so engraved.

"I'll come......" I sat down next to Officer Zhang, picked up a pinch of leeks and began to pick.

Officer Zhang is worthy of being a police officer, and his ability to observe words and colors is much better than that of ordinary people.

"Why did you go out and come back like a different person?" he asked, pausing his movements, looking at me.

I didn't dare to look him in the eye, his voice was still echoing in my heart, he said that he regretted bringing me into this house, and he said that if Fu Xiangqin treated his father, he would divorce her......

"Dad!" Zhang Liang walked to the kitchen with a box of yogurt, and after looking at me, he said directly: "Dad, do you remember Lu Li? I just told my sister that Lu Li's father died, and then my sister ran back like crazy!"

Zhang Liang directly said the question in my heart, and Fu Xiangqin also stopped the movement in her hand after hearing it, turned around and looked at me curiously.

"Do you still have any contact with Lu Li?" asked Officer Zhang a little cautiously.

I shook my head.

"The two of them used to be in contact, but I stopped them! I withheld all the letters that Lu Li gave my sister!" Zhang Liang took another sip of yogurt very proudly.

"Don't you say it, okay?" I glared at him angrily, turned my head and asked Officer Zhang: "Zhang Liang said that Lu Li's father died, is it true?"

"Hmm......" Officer Zhang replied with an expressionless face and resumed picking leeks.

I didn't want to pick it up again, "Is there any news about Lu Li?"

"Fei......" he said casually while picking leeks, "...... You're young, you don't know much about society, so I don't want you to come into contact with those criminals. Lu Li is a person who has committed crimes, unless he turns himself in, it is impossible for him to return to the mainstream world in his life, I hope you don't think about him again in the future. ”

"Is he still alive?" I asked again. A little stubbornly asked.

"Fei Fei......" After Fu Xiangqin put a plate of fried chili pepper and meat on the dining table on the side, she turned to look at me and said, "Lu Li's matter, I agree with your father's opinion, he has become bad, so don't contact him again, okay?"

"Is Lu Li still alive?" I asked, looking straight at Officer Zhang.

It's not that I didn't hear Fu Xiangqin's words, and it's not that I didn't hear Officer Zhang's warning, but I suddenly wanted to know in my heart!

I want to know how the brother who has never changed his mind about me since he was a child is now!

Today, I am very happy to be here, but I am greeted with all kinds of hypocrisy.

I hate this feeling, this sense of oppression, which makes me ask Officer Zhang questions so persistently!

I just want to know if Lu Li is alive or not!

I just want to know about the people who love me the most!

In this world, in addition to Fu Xiangqin and my father, the person I care about the most is Lu Li!

"You care so much about him?" Officer Zhang looked at me with a puzzled and serious gaze.

"I care! I care......" I said, looking up into his eyes. In my heart, there is a grievance that is about to move.

When Officer Zhang saw me looking at him so seriously, he frowned, glanced at Fu Xiangqin very meaningfully, and said, "You know that he sells drugs, right? You know that he is a criminal, right?"

"Know ......"

"Then if he comes back to you, you can still meet him, right?" Officer Zhang asked directly as he put the leeks aside and looked at me solemnly.

Looking at his serious face, I am familiar with it, this is what he only appears when he interrogates prisoners,

It was also the first time I met him, and his expression when he finished interrogating Li Sheng.

"Fei Fei, if you answer me, if Lu Li comes to you, do you still want to see him?" he asked in an accentuated tone.

"Right...... If I have the opportunity in the future, I will also try to find him. "I spoke my heart.

I didn't dare to say these words in the past, but today I want to say them, and I must say them.

Because, I want to use this "introduction" to do something.

"Sister, are you crazy?" After Zhang Liang put down the yogurt, he leaned over and asked with some excitement.

"Can you shut up!?" I turned my head and stared at him coldly, then turned my head and looked at Officer Zhang with the same coldness and said, "Tell me, where is he? I know you must know where he is!"

After all, Officer Zhang was a person who had seen the scene, and it was impossible for him to be shocked by my "cold" words, so he looked at me expressionlessly and said, "He disappeared, the local police didn't catch him, and we don't have any news of him here......

"You're lying to me!, you just don't want to tell me, do you!?" I said, looking him in the eye.

"You ......!" the anger in his heart began to rise, he rubbed himself on the horse and stood up, tried to suppress the anger in his heart, turned his head and glared at me, and said: "Let me tell you, Lu Li is now a criminal who is being investigated internationally! If you contact him, then you don't recognize our family!"

"Zhang Lei!" Fu Xiangqin leaned over and shouted.

I slowly stood up, looked at him with a cold gaze and said, "I have never regarded this place as my home, and you have never regarded me as your daughter. ”

"You—you—"

"—I'll tell you," I interrupted him, and said in a colder tone: "In my mind, my most primitive relatives are Feng Yan and Lu Li, Feng Yan is my mother, and Lu Li is my brother......! In my heart, the most important person is not you at all!"

"Bastard!" Officer Zhang slapped me in the face uncontrollably.

I didn't feel any pain because my heart was bleeding at that moment.

I love this home, I love this home more than anyone else.

I love Fu Xiangqin's arms, I love Officer Zhang's integrity, even if Zhang Liang is out of tune!

But......

"Heh......" I sneered and slowly raised my head.

I didn't need to look at Fu Xiangqin to know that her face was already full of shock at the moment, and she couldn't say a word in shock.

"We really raised you for nothing!" Officer Zhang said angrily.

"Do you think I'm rare for you to raise me? If it weren't for you, would I have changed so much now? If it weren't for you, how could I have known who I am? You are the ones who are on top, who am I? I am a poor girl who collects rags! From today onwards, I will not come here again!"

As I spoke, I turned my head to look at Fu Xiangqin, her mouth was slightly open, and her eyes were straight......

“fe… ...... Fei?" her face turned pale and her mouth trembled a little.

When I got cold, it was cold.

I don't pretend to be passionate, I don't pretend to be gentle, but I pretend to be cold......

Even if my heart hurts to death, I can pretend to be cold.

I just looked at her eyes full of warmth, and said coldly: "I'm not interested in eating this meal, and I don't have pig's trotters anymore, so keep your family and enjoy it slowly." ”

After saying that, he turned around and left.

"Sister?" Zhang Liang caught up with me after realizing it.

I grabbed my bag, opened the door, turned around and yelled at him, "Get out!

"I don't want to see you again! We're different, we're different! This home, I feel disgusting from the bottom of my heart! I look at each of you disgusting!disgusting!!"

"Bang!"

I closed the door tightly and hurried downstairs.

Run out of the building, run out of the community, run out of the street!

When I turned around and saw that there was nothing behind me, tears fell after a brush!

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I really don't want to see you quarrel with Officer Zhang...... I owe you so much, too much to owe it anymore......"

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