At 10:45 a.m., I arrived at Fu Xiangqin's house.

After knocking on the door, Zhang Liang opened the door for me.

"Murphy?" he said, his face happy, and his eyes revealed a kind of adolescence that was unique to him.

"Where's Mom and Dad?" I asked.

"Who knows where you went! Why didn't you say a word when you came back?" Zhang Liang said, hurriedly pulling me closer to the room.

When his hand took mine, I kept thinking about the men's hands.

It's all hands, but I won't reject Zhang Liang.

You know, Zhang Liang once did that kind of thing with my inner inside, but they are also men, why don't I reject him, but I reject those men?

It seems like a simple thing, but after getting to the bottom of it, I don't think it's simple.

At the very least, it made me know that I have an extremely sensitive heart, a heart that is too discerning between right and wrong.

Beauty and ugliness, good and evil, truth and falsehood, there are clear boundaries in my mind.

However, when you step out of the campus and into society, the discriminating mind will become more and more blurred......

Just like those girls in KTV, do shamelessness and self-cleanliness still exist?

That's gone......

Some people are always full of prejudice against those girls, thinking that they are a very disgusting existence, but looking at the whole thing, there are many disgusting beings who are more disgusting than those girls!

There are too many corrupt officials, power games, oppression of interests, and loss of conscience...... You can't look at a person's appearance to see the squalor in their heart.

Compared with the simple flesh and skin, the 'material supremacy' in the Chinese people's thinking is more terrible and easier for people to lose the bottom line.

That is the inevitability of the loss of faith, and it is also the desire to get by without wanting to distinguish between truth and falsehood.

Is money or heart important?

The pursuit of material and spiritual heights, which is right and wrong?

I find it that everyone seems to have a different answer.

Moreover, for people in each period, there will be different understandings.

In adolescence, we are destined to collide with many things by ourselves, and find our own answers in good and evil, truth and falsehood.

Then, use time to verify whether this "answer" is wrong or right.

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Zhang Liang in adolescence is very energetic.

He was very attentive to me,

At the same time, in the midst of this hospitality, I can feel a strong possessiveness emerging.

He liked me very much, a liking that transcended the boundaries of "loved ones".

"Is your homework done?" I asked.

"Just done. He laughs.

"I'll show you......" I said, walking over to his bedroom.

Familiar layout, familiar desk, familiar face full of pimples.

"Sister, how do I feel like I've changed a lot since you came back this time?" he said, sitting at the head of the bed, looking at me.

I ignored him and looked at his homework.

The handwriting is much neater than before, and the ideas for solving problems in mathematics are clearer than before, but in terms of language, the expression ability is still lacking in logic, and the jump is too strong.

The space jump is like writing poetry. However, he is that type, he is not good at expressing his inner emotions bit by bit, and he will only suddenly explode when he can't hold it back.

"Murphy...... What happened to you?" asked Zhang Liang by calling my name directly next to him.

"The homework has improved a lot compared to before, that is, in terms of composition, you should find more model essays to study and study. I put the textbook down and looked at him very calmly.

"Look at your eyes, it's like they're covered with frost, something must have happened!" he said keenly.

I have to admit that he really learned a lot from Officer Zhang.

I shrugged my shoulders and said, "If something happens to me, you can't help me......"

"Who said that!" he rubbed his feet and said, "Your business is my business, if anyone bullies you, I will take people from here directly to Hongren County!"

"Hmm......" I replied faintly.

I thought to myself, if I told him about my father's medical expenses, he would be excited to borrow money from me, right?

However, he is not a rich second generation, how can he borrow money?

When the time comes, it will only complicate this matter, so you must not let him know.

"Look you're distracted again!" Zhang Liang leaned over and said.

I felt that the distance was too close, so I hurriedly stood up, but he directly looked at me and said, "You can't be in love, right?"

"Stay away from me......" I said. Of course, it's not that I'm afraid of him or hate him, but I don't want him to like me too much.

"Murphy... I don't allow you to fall in love. His eyes darkened suddenly, revealing a rare hint of maturity.

"I'm not in a relationship, but even if I'm in love, you can't care. I said with my back on the cupboard.

"You!" he suddenly became excited, "Mo Fei, let me tell you, your boyfriend in the future will definitely be me!"

"Zhang Liang, we are sisters and brothers!"

"Your surname is Mo, my surname is Zhang, what kind of sister and brother!? Moreover, I feel that our mother likes us together!"

"Hey......" I pushed him away a little bit, and said very seriously, "Are you crazy? Believe it or not, I told our dad!?"

"You dare!"

There was a bang, and the door to the living room outside rang.

However, just as I was about to come out, I heard Fu Xiangqin arguing with Officer Zhang.

It turned out that Officer Zhang went to buy stocks with Fu Xiangqin on his back, and the stock was a big bull market during that time.

As a result, the plunge in the late stage of the bull market made all the family's money go in!

"Okay! You're in menopause? Isn't it just speculating in individual stocks? If you lose money, if you put it there, won't it rise back again in two years? What are you anxious about?" Officer Zhang said very depressedly.

Fu Xiangqin was even more excited, and said in a loud voice: "That's the money that Mo Fei and Xiao Liang will go to school in the future! Are you a child? Do you see that those who speculate in stocks lose more or earn more!? After two years, what if it doesn't rise in ten years? What will I take for those two children to go to school!"

"You know what!

"I don't understand! I don't understand! I just know that I have to save money! Don't you know about Mo Fei's father's illness? His father's medical expenses for January alone are not a decimal, how can he provide for Mo Fei to go to school? If Mo Fei doesn't go to school, what way out will he have when he grows up?

"Can you stop in moderation!?Mo Fei Mo Fei! Talking about her all day long? Is she still your daughter? Now that child's surname is Mo! I see that you have lost more on her than I have lost in stocks!"

"You...... Zhang Lei, what are you talking about!"

"I'm telling the truth! I'm stuck now, but I'll have time to pay back in two years! What about you? How much have you paid to Mo Fei over the years? How much money have you spent on her! You and I, the person who is trapped, are not in the same psychology, and I think she can get back to the capital! But mine can be returned, what about what you spent! Old Mo's illness is a bottomless pit! When Mo Fei grows up, do you still have spare money to honor you? Wake up, wake up, you!"

"Mo Fei has lived in our house for so many years, don't you have any feelings? Are you still a person? She is my daughter, she was, is, and will be! Lao Mo is her father, she has to be surnamed Mo, and she can endure hardships with Lao Mo! This virtue alone proves that Mo Fei is a good girl with a good future! Which parent does not pay for his children? Which parent is waiting to return his original when he pays for his child? Do you still deserve to be a parent if you think so?"

"I'm more worthy than you! I know that Xiao Liang is my son! I know that I have to earn money to support him! He will have to spend money to go to school in the future, right? You have to pay for a relationship when he looks for a job in the future, right? Can I not think about getting married and having children? I think more than you, I know where I should go! I think farther than you, I know who I should pay for!"

"At least I didn't speculate in stocks! I didn't lose money! I-"

"Bang!", Xiao Liang couldn't help but open the door and rushed out!

"Have you had enough of arguing!?" Xiao Liang yelled at them angrily!

"What's the matter with you, go back to the house!" Zhang Lei shouted.

"Murphy is still in the house, you two know the noise!" Xiao Liang said, pointing to the bedroom.

"Murphy is back, Murphy!!" Fu Xiangqin ran over excitedly.

"Mom......" I called out softly as I watched her.

Looking at her pale face from the quarrel, my heart hurts.

"Because... Mo Fei, I quarreled with your dad just now, and what your dad said was angry, don't take it to heart......" She looked at me a little panicked.

I walked over and smiled and said, "Okay Mom, I'm not a kid anymore." ”

"Why have you lost weight again?" Fu Xiangqin put my hands on my waist and arms back and forth.

"Not thin. ”

"Zhang Lei, hurry up and buy your daughter something delicious! Go quickly!" Fu Xiangqin took me to the living room, looked at Officer Zhang and said.

Officer Zhang quickly stood up, "smiled" and said, "Okay, okay, I'll go right away, what do Mo Fei want to eat?"

Looking at Officer Zhang's polite appearance, I felt that he was also quite difficult.

"Mom, let's just eat something. I said.

"Fei, it's hard for you to come back and talk to your mother. Officer Zhang's face was a little embarrassed, I was afraid that he also felt that what he said just now was too sharp, and he wanted to compensate me as much as possible.

But where can I get angry?

Life is like this, everyone has a circle that everyone cares about the most. The reason why Officer Zhang went to buy stocks was also to make the family live a better life.

And even if Fu Xiangqin is husband and wife with him, Fu Xiangqin also has her own circle that she wants to protect, and when things in the circle are threatened and lost, quarrels between each other are inevitable.

Can......

Even if he knew these truths and understood their thoughts, when Officer Zhang was eating at noon, he said it directly.

The pain in my heart still can't help but roll.

During the meal, Officer Zhang sandwiched a piece of meat for me, glanced at Fu Xiangqin, turned his head and said earnestly: "Fei... You're sixteen, aren't you?"

"Uh-huh......" When I saw him so serious, I immediately sat up straight and looked at her.

Fu Xiangqin also stared at him suspiciously.

Officer Zhang coughed lightly and said, "That... Actually, it's good that you heard about the quarrel I had with your mother this morning! You know the situation at home, right?"

"Understand...... I don't borrow money, and my mother doesn't have to pay for the tuition. "I said lightly.

However, I don't know why, there is an inexplicable grievance flowing in my heart. And the more fierce it became.

The purpose of my visit this time was actually to borrow money, not only to ask Fu Xiangqin to help me pay for my tuition, but also to ask her to help me find a way to deal with my father's illness.

However, at this moment, because of Officer Zhang's simple words, I rejected them all......

At that moment, a few words popped up in my mind - to die to save face and suffer guilt!

My father was, and now, his daughter has this temper.

"Zhang Lei, are you sick!" Fu Xiangqin slammed her chopsticks and glared at him coldly.

"Mom......" I stopped her with a smile and said, "What are you doing? My father didn't want you to pay my tuition, and when he came, he told me to tell you when I came over, our house is about to be demolished, and it will cost a lot of money when the yard is demolished, so don't worry about my tuition and his illness in the future!"

"Demolition, is it?, great!!" Fu Xiangqin said excitedly after hearing this.

"Well, also, Zhang Liang is about to rise to the top, don't always quarrel with the two of you......," I said, sandwiching a piece of meat between Fu Parsley.

"Alas, when did you say that Zhang Liang would be considerate of you!" Fu Xiangqin glared at Zhang Liang complainingly.

"But......" I said with a smile, "I won't let you pay my tuition, but you will have to go shopping for a dress with me today!"

I say this because I know that if she doesn't help me with something, it will always feel like I'm far away from her. As a child, they are actually very happy when they reach out to their parents.

Because, it satisfies the child's small wishes, and also mellows his heart as a parent.

Fu Xiangqin smiled and promised to take me shopping.

Officer Zhang also smiled and breathed a sigh of relief next to him.

When Zhang Liang said that he was going to go with him, he was sprayed by Fu Xiangqin, and he was much more honest.

That meal, while eating, laughing.

However, in my heart I have never experienced pain.

I tried my best to suppress the grievances that spread to the bottom of my heart!

In the face of Fu Xiangqin's love and my biological father's love, I took all the means of deception.

I lied to my father that those medicines could be reimbursed, and I lied to Fu Xiangqin that everything was fine at home, and I knew that it was wrong to deceive people.

But that's what I can see as reality.

At that time, I slowly realized who I should really go to......

For that person, I can tell the truth without reservation.

That person is - Sister Mei.