Chapter 335: Goodbye is not goodbye
Shencheng Military Region Hospital.
Su Zangfeng and Mo Ru got out of the car.
"You're not lightly injured, so it's best to check it out first. "That's the way.
Su Zangfeng shook his head and said, "No, I'm a doctor myself." ”
"Where is she?"
Mo Yanran was waiting at the entrance of the hospital, her expression was indifferent, but when she saw Su Zangfeng, a trace of complexity flashed in her eyes.
"Sixth floor, intensive care ward. ”
"Thanks, I'll just go up myself. ”
Su Zangfeng nodded, didn't say anything more, and strode into the hospital.
Mo Ru glanced at Mo Yanran, his eyes were meaningful, and said, "Yanran, your heart is upset." ”
Mo Yanran's delicate body trembled slightly, pursed her lips, and said in a low voice: "Second uncle, I don't understand what you said. ”
Mo Ru smiled slightly and said, "Maybe this isn't a bad thing either. It is better to enter the world than to enter the world, there is no pure land in this world, the people in the family want you to investigate the depth of the soul, but they have forgotten that you are also a member of this world, if you lack love, hatred, hatred, and ignorance, how do you know where is the pure land that belongs to you?"
Mo Yanran was silent, watching Su Zangfeng's figure disappear into the hospital, and her heart was sad.
"Second uncle, that is not my pure land. Mo Yanran said and turned to leave.
……
Su Zangfeng went upstairs and stood at the door of the ward on the sixth floor, he swallowed a trace of blood from the corner of his mouth, and with a little luck, he made his complexion look healthier, and then pushed the door open and walked in silently.
The girl lying on the hospital bed, with her long hair scattered behind her head, her face was pale, her eyes were closed, her brows were slightly wrinkled, and she looked weak and full of worries.
Su Zangfeng walked closer, looked down at Zhang Jingya, and felt pain inexplicably in his heart.
once promised never to let this girl be hurt again, but after all, she broke her promise and put her in danger again.
Even if it wasn't caused by herself, even if she didn't lose her life because of it, that self-blame can't be covered up.
Su Zangfeng gritted his teeth, stretched out his hand, and caught Zhang Jingya's pulse. Fortunately, the pulse is stable and there is nothing wrong with the body.
It's just that the finger that Pulsatilla pointed at Zhang Jingya's eyebrows before still made him feel uneasy.
"Hmmm......"
Maybe it was because he had regained consciousness and sensed that someone was touching him, Dr. Zhang Jingya opened her eyes.
The eyes of the two met in mid-air.
Su Zangfeng subconsciously wanted to dodge, out of that indescribable guilt, but Zhang Jingya's eyes were very clear and calm, and after seeing Su Zangfeng, she did not leave.
"You're here. Zhang Jingya spoke softly.
"Well, are you okay?" Su Zangfeng barely managed to squeeze out a smile.
"Not good. Zhang Jingya shook her head, this answer made Su Zangfeng feel surprised and uneasy.
"Isn't there anything wrong with me? Tell me, I'll treat you right away." He tensed.
Zhang Jingya shook her head again and said, "My injury is in my mind and in my heart. ”
"What!?" Su Zangfeng glared, and his mind suddenly became a mess.
"It doesn't feel good to forget you. Without your memory, it's not good at all. ”
Zhang Jingya said, with a sad smile on her face, and took the initiative to hold Su Zangfeng's hand when her fingers trembled and she wanted to retreat.
"You...... Got his memory back?" Even though he realized what had happened, Su Zangfeng still asked out loud, but he didn't know, whether he was not sure or unwilling to admit it, which made him have an urge to run away.
"Hmm...... Now, I feel like I'm finally getting better. Zhang Jingya smiled.
Su Zangfeng gritted his teeth and said in a muffled voice, "I'd rather you didn't think of anything." ”
He finally understood that the finger of the pulsatilla brought Zhang Jingya not an injury, but a memory, and that finger helped her recover her memory!
What is the heart of that pulsatilla!?
Su Zangfeng's heart was mixed, this was an unexpected result, he didn't have any psychological preparation at all, and he didn't know how to deal with it.
"No, I'm so happy, I finally remembered. I remembered all the things that had to do with you, and even the time before today, when I saw your news, the unfeeling of worry and anxiety, and the longing, and now they are all back. I think this is the whole me, this feeling, it's really good!" Zhang Jingya was laughing, but tears were flowing down the corners of her eyes.
"All I bring to you is harm. Su Zangfeng turned his head, he really couldn't bear to look at Zhang Jingya.
"Perhaps, what you give me is not all what I want, but it is the best you can give me, isn't it?"
Su Zangfeng's body trembled: "You, do you really think so?"
"Yes, maybe we can't be together, but I know you care about me as much as I care about you, right?"
"Yes!" Su Zangfeng gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice.
"That's enough. Zangfeng, can you hug me again? Maybe, this is the last time we hug? Then, we bless each other, okay!?"
"Good!"
Su Zangfeng nodded heavily, at this moment, he couldn't say anything else, he felt that there seemed to be a hot current in his body, gushing out, about to gush out of the tear glands, which made him unable to open his mouth, so he could only put all his strength on controlling those heat flows.
He opened his arms, leaned down, hugged Zhang Jingya into his arms, and hugged Zhang Jingya tightly.
Neither of them spoke, nor did they make any further moves, but the heat that dripped on each other's shoulders represented more than enough words.
"Jingya!"
I don't know how long it has been, but shouts can be heard in the corridor outside the ward.
Su Zangfeng sighed silently, opened Zhang Jingya, and showed a smile on his face that was still bitter, but also a little relieved, and said, "The person who can give you happiness is here." ”
"I hope so. Zhang Jingya also smiled slightly.
She doesn't have the ability of Su Zangfeng, she can control her body functions and reactions freely, her eye sockets are still red, tears are still flowing in the corners of her eyes, and her voice is still a little choked.
"As you said, we can't be together, but we'll see each other again, right?"
"Yes, we will see you again, talk like good friends. ”
"That's good. ”
Su Zangfeng stopped saying and resolutely turned around.
Behind her, Zhang Jingya covered her lips to prevent her tears from bursting.
Su Zangfeng opened the door and said, "Senior Yu." ”
"Su Zangfeng!?Why are you here?Did you see Jingya?Do you know which ward she is?" Yu Shouxin was extremely nervous.
"She's inside, you can go in. Su Zangfeng gave way, even if it was just a step, but only he could know how much determination and courage it would take to take this step.
"Thank you!
Yu Shouxin was obviously full of Zhang Jingya, and didn't think much about why Su Zangfeng was in the ward, just hurriedly thanked him, and then rushed into the ward.
Su Zangfeng gritted his teeth, took one last look at the ward, took a deep breath, and knew that this was the real end.
Perhaps, this is not the best outcome, but it is an outcome that must be accepted.
She regained her memory, and she still had me in her memory, even if it wasn't in my possession, but it was good, wasn't it?
Su Zangfeng smiled, closed the door, and strode away.
"She's alright, right?" Mo Ru greeted him.
"Good. Su Zangfeng replied lightly.
"Come with me, someone wants to see you. Mo Ru nodded slightly, and then threw down a sentence and walked out of the hospital first.
"Doesn't it matter if you're injured?" Mo Yanran was also in the car, glanced at Su Zangfeng, pursed her lips, and said.
"It's okay, although it's an internal injury, I can take care of it myself. ”
"Hmm. That one...... Is Zhang Jingya awake?"
Su Zangfeng said: "I'm awake, and I've also recovered my memory, and now there is someone more suitable than me to take care of her." ”
Mo Yanran's expression trembled slightly, and from Su Zangfeng's words, she clearly heard a sense of gloom.
What does this mean? Does it mean that he and the person named Zhang Jingya will not be reunited because Zhang Jingya regains her memory, but will have nothing to do with it at all?
"Don't you want her to recover her memory, otherwise why would you leave her alone and leave her to someone else?" Mo Yanran couldn't help but ask. In fact, even she didn't realize that her state of mind was no longer quiet, and it had been quietly changed since the day she met Su Zangfeng.
The corners of Su Zangfeng's mouth raised slightly, smiled, and said, "It's a good thing for her to recover her memory." However, this is not a reason for me to continue to entangle with her. Letting go can make her happier. Now I'm relieved, it's a good feeling. ”
"Your state of mind is higher than mine. Mo Yanran whispered.
She pursed her lips, she didn't know why, there was a little joy and expectation in her heart, but in fact, she knew that this state of mind was really undeserved.
The car drove on the road for a while, and drove into the military district family compound not far from the military hospital, this place was not unfamiliar to Su Zangfeng, and he also guessed that if he wanted to bring himself to see him, it should be Shi Cheng.
Sure enough, the car stopped at the gate of the Shi family's courtyard, and when Su Zangfeng got out of the car, he saw Shi Xiaoxin, who was dressed in military uniform, standing at the door, obviously waiting for a few of his people to come.
"Hello, see you again. Mo Yanran nodded at Shi Xiaoxin.
Su Zangfeng was slightly stunned and said, "You know?"
Mo Yanran smiled slightly and said, "Speaking of which, this is my senior sister." ”
"Politely, to be precise, we are colleagues. Shi Xiaoxin smiled faintly at Mo Yanran.
Su Zangfeng glanced at the two of them and felt a little weird, although these two people knew each other, they didn't seem to have a good relationship with each other, otherwise they wouldn't have spoken so indifferently.
"Instructor, the chief is in the study. Shi Xiaoxin gave a military salute to Mo Ru and said solemnly.
"Okay, let's go in together. ”
Mo Ru agreed, and then explained to Su Zangfeng: "Colonel Shi and Yan Ran were both my students, and now they both work in my department. ”
"I see. ”
Su Zangfeng muttered to himself, since this is the case, then, the plan to kill He Li, the real leader, is it Shi Chengyun?
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