I said I was fine, but Lu Li seemed to be struggling with a huge heart.

However, at that moment I was clearly aware that he had feelings, and they were very strong.

Maybe many people will think that I am debauched and do not take care of my body.

However, for me at that time, I didn't have a mental framework or other mental constraints.

I don't know under what circumstances and in what kind of mindset other people's first time happened. However, my own mentality at that time, I was very clear. When Lu Li pressed me, I knew very well in my mind what would happen next, just like the kind of thing I had seen on Feng Yan's stairs.

However, I know better that I'm not doing a leather deal, I'm not doing something irresponsible.

I just feel like that's how it should be......

Even though I was only a 16-year-old high school student, many people said that it should not happen too early, but at that moment, I felt that it was wrong not to happen.

I had the urge to give myself to him, not because of Lu Li's help to me, but because of my dependence on him.

It's as if as long as it happens to us, then our whole lives will be glued together.

Moreover, I didn't give up at that moment, I still wanted him to quit the dangerous road of drug trafficking.

If we had a relationship between us, then he would definitely care more about me!

If he cares about me, then he will hesitate to do things, and he will slowly let go of those things and come to me......

In all sorts of clear and complex feelings, I felt like I had to let him get me tonight.

Tonight, I must let him know how much I love him.

I am willing to give him what I consider to be the most precious thing in me.

"Brother, I can ......" I pulled him down again, pulling him down again, "...... I'll give it to you. ”

"Don't be stupid, you-"

"-Knock knock!"

Lu Li quickly stood up, sorted out his clothes, and sorted out his emotions.

My heart was pounding, I hurriedly got up and ran to the living room, turned on the light and saw through the cat's eye that it was Zhang Yang.

"Why are you back?" I asked, opening the door. Breathing is still a little unsteady.

"I can't stand it!"

"And what about your key?" I asked.

"The keys and schoolbag are all thrown at home!" Zhang Yang pushed the door in, sat on the sofa and said angrily: "You don't know how annoying my parents are, and you don't know how clingy that stupid X Xue Xiaotong is!

"Alright, bear with me...... Now you drop out of school to learn modeling, and your family doesn't agree. I said. Turning his head to look at the bedroom, Lu Li did not come out.

I don't know if this will let him out, or pretend not to know.

When I think about his identity, I decided to make my own choice.

"Why haven't you washed yet?" Zhang Yang asked curiously when he saw that I was not wearing pajamas.

"Oh, I'll go in a moment, you can wash and sleep. I said, turning around and heading to the bedroom.

"Did Wei Zizhou call you?" he asked from behind him.

"No," I turned to look at him and asked, "Have you been beaten?"

"Forget it, this one has no conscience, I'll call him now!" he said and took out his phone.

"It's so late, let's do it another day. ”

"No, I'm uncomfortable, and I can't make him feel better. It's all a bad idea he's giving us at this moment!Go wash up! I'll call!" he said, dialing the phone and going to the bedroom.

&

After washing, Zhang Yang was still on the phone in the bedroom.

Back in his pajamas and back in the bedroom, Lu Li sat at the head of the bed fiddling with his mobile phone.

I closed the door and sat down next to him.

When he saw that I was wearing pajamas, he hurriedly turned his head and fiddled with my phone, which had gone off.

I didn't know what to say at that time, and I always felt a little embarrassed about the situation now, but there was a kind of indescribable excitement.

All in all, I loved the feeling, the feeling of him being there for me.

"Just now...... You're getting a little impulsive. He put his phone behind the bedside table and looked at me.

I was slightly hot by what he said, and I didn't dare to look at him and turned his head to stare at the garbage basket on the side and said, "No impulse...... I think it's normal. ”

He rubbed my head and said, "How old are you?" ”

"Don't you like me?" I turned to look at him.

The way he looked at me, he clearly liked it.

"I like it, because I like it too much, I am very afraid, afraid that the things I like will change. He looked at me very seriously.

Although the corners of his mouth were still hooked into a ruffian, his eyes were so burning.

I could feel his heart, and I could feel that sense of responsibility that he had in his own right.

"I'm turning off the lights?" I said.

"Do you still have a quilt? I slept on the floor. He stood up and said.

"It's winter, and it's cold on the ground. I didn't listen to him, turned off the light, walked to the bed and said, "Don't worry, I'm not impulsive......"

After saying that, he lifted the quilt and lay down in the innermost part of the bed.

When he saw this, he was stunned and didn't know what to do.

I sat up, lifted the quilt and said, "Come in......"

"Oh......" He took off his coat and shoes and went to bed.

"You're going to be tired when you sleep like this. I whispered next to him.

"Get used to it, out of the way. He said as he lay on his back.

His eyes grew accustomed to the night, and his outlines became clearer. I saw that he had his eyes open.

The hand unconsciously reached over and gently grabbed his hand.

"Aren't you sleepy?" he asked, noticing. But my hand didn't move, and I held it.

"Are you leaving tomorrow?" I asked in his ear.

"Hmm...... Our false identities have been returned, and it is believed that the police who are tracking us will arrive in Nagumo Province tomorrow. When they find out that it is our false identity, Ken will come back and arrest us. So, we have to leave tomorrow. ”

"If they catch you, will you die?"

"Yes...... It is also possible that it will not ...... No one can say for sure. He said lightly, as if he had already seen through life and death.

After hearing ......this, I was very depressed, and I suddenly didn't know how to continue.

"Fei, I know you want me to quit, but I really can't help myself now, I promise you, I will try to quit as soon as possible. Moreover, I hope you can understand me, you must know that your brother I am not a heinous person, and my heart is not black. ”

"The human heart will slowly turn black...... I said worriedly. I'm afraid that one day he will become a six-cousin. It's like the silver triangle demons who lost their humanity after killing people like hemp.

"Yes, maybe I'll be black, too......" he said.

When I heard this, my heart sank instantly.

I don't think he cares about me as much as he thought. If he really cared about me, he would have told me with certainty that he would give up one day. Instead of going black.

hand, gently let go of him, and then, silently, turned his back.

When he realized it, he didn't move, and still lay there stiff......

"Wei Zizhou is gone?" he asked suddenly.

"Well, he's gone for half a year. Go to the contest. ”

"Oh......" He replied softly, as if he had something on his mind, and said slowly, "You have to be careful when he leaves for half a year." I heard that in this county, Wei Zizhou still has some ability, and I also know that you have relied on him for half a year to cover you so that you can not be bullied in Yunfei. Now that he's gone, you have to be careful what you do in the future. ”

"It's okay, I'm no longer working in Yunfei......" I said, turning my back.

"What I'm worried about is that Master Leopard will be released, and someone as smart as he will definitely find something abnormal. ”

"What anomaly?" I asked.

"The anomaly I escaped. You were the one who helped me escape that night, and everyone else saw it. If he comes out, he might come to you for questioning. When the time comes, you must think clearly about how to say it. ”

"He allowed others to gather in crowds to take drugs, and I heard that he would be sentenced. You can't come out so early, right?"

"I wish he hadn't been sentenced, because if he did, he would hate me even more and want to find out what happened...... The more people lose, the more vindictive they become. He said very uneasily.

"......" I listened, and I suddenly felt as if I was in danger, and I was very worried that the leopard master would be released from prison.

"Buzz!"

On the bedside table, Lu Li's mobile phone suddenly rang.

"Huh?" Lu Li snorted lightly, and his body immediately sat up straight, "Hey, Mr. He." ”

"Ah Feng is dead?" a low, emotionless voice rang out on the phone.

"Yes......" Lu Li looked like a child who had made a mistake.

"Where's the money?" asked Mr. Ho.

"The money is not lost, we will go back tomorrow......"

"Do you dare to come back?" Mr. He said gloomily.