58. Out of control
For a long time after that, Xin Pet had nightmares every day, dreaming that she was walking on the road, the faces of passers-by turned into skeletons, and when she came to the bureau, Singh's face became skeletons, she was very scared, she kept running, ran for a long time and finally found Ye Shichao, she took Ye Shichao's hand, panicked: "Ghost beauty, ghost beauty......"
Ye Shichao asked softly, "What does a ghost beauty look like, am I like this?" As he spoke, he turned his head, and his handsome face was only full of white bones.
Although criminal psychology is different from ordinary psychology, it also has something in common, and she tries to analyze the metaphor behind this dream, and sadly finds that Ye Lili's words have destroyed her sense of security. How much trust she has in the people around her, how panicked she is at this time.
After countless sleepless nights, she finally couldn't bear it anymore and drove to Ye Shichao's house, regardless of whether it was the middle of the night or not, and brutally knocked on his door.
Ye Shichao didn't sleep, he was neatly dressed standing in the door, his handsome face was slightly pale, and he frowned at her: "What are you doing at this time?"
Xin Pet was speechless, she wanted to say that she was afraid, but she was afraid of being looked down upon by him, so she could only say: "I thought of a few more names." ”
Since Ye Lili said that, Ye Shichao asked her to write down the names of everyone around her, and the two of them screened them one by one, hoping to make a list of suspects.
and asked to add his own name, and the reason he gave was: "Judging from your point of view, not from my point of view, just like me, Ye Shichao, how do you know that he is not an antisocial scum who kills his mother and father?"
To this extent, the list is finally too long to say, the partner of the law firm, Lao Xing, the junior brother Xiaobai, and all the staff, even the cleaner aunt, needless to say. Even the people who came into contact with the case recalled all of them, picked up some suspicious ones and wrote them in the list.
Of course, it also includes Shi Yin, Singh, and everyone she knows in the police station.
With such a list, it is not difficult to add a few more names at all.
This time, she added the name of the administrator of the building, the security guard. It was in Ye Shichao's study.
Ye Shichao's study was even more messy than the last time he came, and the desk on the wall was full of clues he had written about the "ghost beauty" case, as well as clues about his father's disappearance.
Xin Pet could hardly find a place to sit, so he could only stand and look at the sticky notes on his wall:
A week before the car accident, my father got up early in the morning and sat in a daze for half an hour, forgetting to make breakfast, so I had to go to school hungry.
At noon, my father came to school to bring me lunch and apologized for his mistake in the morning. The lunch box was made by him, and the carrots were cut very large and didn't taste very good, but I still ate them all.
Six days ago, my father was not there in the morning, but I left the omelette and bacon, which were not hot, and my father went out for at least an hour, where did he go? At noon, my father did not come to deliver food, I had lunch in the school cafeteria, and on the way back to the classroom, I seemed to see my father at the door, but when I came home in the evening and asked my father, he did not admit it, he said that I was wrong. How could I be wrong about my father. Not to mention the sad sitting at the door crying father.
Five days ago, my father seemed to be in a better mood, had breakfast with me, and taught me how to fry eggs.
Four days ago, I made my own omelette, and my father ate two, and he said it was very delicious.
Three days ago, on Saturday, my father took me to visit the grave, and my grandparents and my mother were buried together, and my mother's tombstone was very new, and there were two empty tombstones next to it, I think it was left for me and my father.
Two days ago, on Sunday, my father cleaned the house inside and out, and told me where the passbook password and real estate documents were.
A day ago, I was sick and asked for leave at home, and my father was very anxious and kept sitting on the edge of the bed holding my hand.
On that day, I was not well, my father had been very anxious since the morning, he kept taking my temperature, calling the doctor, and at noon my temperature had receded, and he said that he wanted to take me to relax. I agreed, I didn't want to see my father upset.
We went out at one o'clock in the afternoon, and my father kept talking to me about my childhood, and how proud he was to be my father. The moment the car crashed in, I saw him look back at me with tears in his eyes. But maybe that's a hallucination I've been fantasizing about myself for so many years.
……
Xin Pet cried when she looked at it, covering her eyes, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down from her fingers, wetting the back of her hands and her sweater.
"What are you crying for?" Ye Shichao looked at her puzzled, and there seemed to be no sadness in his dark eyes, but it was this calmness that made people feel even more sad.
Xin Pet wiped away his tears and yelled at him: "You can also cry, treat yourself as an outsider, and you don't really have to be an outsider." ”
Ye Shichao shook his head, "When thinking about the case, you can't mix too many personal feelings, otherwise it is easy to become unobjective and prone to blind spots." ”
Of course Xin Pet understands, but the so-called personal feelings are not given up if he wants to, he said that he doesn't want to be mixed, but every thing recorded on the note on the wall, word by word, is all with a strong love for his father, and remorse for not being able to find him in time.
To say that it is objective is nothing more than to force yourself and suppress yourself.
She could see his depression, she could see the sadness of the sea under his calm surface, she couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, she only knew that it hurt a lot, it hurt so much that it was unbearable, and she actually smiled, it was a helpless and angry sneer, "Have you never tasted the taste of losing control?"
Ye Shichao frowned, "I have the confidence that I can keep myself from getting out of control." ”
Xin Pet shook his head, "There is no thing in this world that can be infinitely suppressed, and the end of depression is either extinction or explosion." Proper counseling is the right way to deal with stress and grief. ”
"Nope. Ye Shichao shook his head stubbornly, his black eyes were as cold as a piece of ice, and as brittle as a piece of ice, "I don't need to ......"
Before he finished speaking, his mouth was gagged, and Xin Pet raised his toes and kissed him on the lips.
In fact, Xin Pet didn't know how she could be so bold, even if she followed her sisters to the cowherd shop to open her eyes, it was just to drink and chat with a few good-looking cowherds, and she didn't even pull people's little hands, this time, she felt that she had a kind of tragedy that was open-minded.
In the face of the man I like, this kind of tragedy is very fatal, directly causing her to kiss up, I don't know what to do, when I found that I was not pushed away for the first time, as if I was encouraged, the first reaction was to close my eyes, and then hold a, I started first, can't let him down the mentality, try to start...... Move your mouth.
Ye Shichao's lips were not as cold as they looked, they were warm and soft, with the unique cold fragrance on his body, which made her begin to be confused, and she couldn't help but reach out and hug his waist, and at this moment, she finally felt Ye Shichao's reaction, her lips became hot, her breathing began to be disordered, and she even turned against the guest, clamped her waist, and pulled her into his arms.
Xin Pet was very proud, left his lips, and laughed, "Look, you are out of control." ”
He looked at her, dark eyes swelling with waves. Like a hungry ghost, a hungry ghost who just got the big white steamed bun and took a bite, and the steamed bun was snatched away.
Xin Pet was startled by the heavy desire in his eyes, thinking that he was angry, and instinctively wanted to apologize, but he was slammed against the wall, his lips were heavily blocked, and the sticky notes full of details of the case on his back fell to the ground......
His plunder came quickly and urgently, so that she was a little overwhelmed and powerless, she could only stick to the wall softly, and was pinched by the waist, pressed against him, she could feel the heat on him, almost set her on fire, incinerated her, she trembled, raised her weak arms, and wrapped her neck around him.
At the same time, Ye Shichao was tired of this posture that could not go deeper, and suddenly pressed her down on the sofa beside her, left her lips, licked her neck and earlobes, and tore her shirt with his hand even more impatiently.
Xin Pet felt that he was about to explode, shook his hands, went to find his buttons, but had no strength to tear them like him, so he could only untie them one by one, which made her irritable. Fortunately, he quickly understood her intentions and reached out to remove her blouse himself.
The fair skin raised by staying indoors all the year round feels silky to the touch, but there is not a trace of fat, Xin Pet feels that he has really picked up a treasure, and he can't put it down.
I only hope that the skin he has bothered to maintain and the vest line that he has abused from exercise will satisfy him......
At the most critical moment, the two of them had already been honest with each other, and the mobile phone that Xin Pet had dropped on the ground suddenly rang wildly. She didn't plan to pay attention to it, but the caller was very persistent, over and over again, it was too noisy, she couldn't bear it, reached out and grabbed the phone, and wanted to press mute, but her hand trembled and suddenly swiped to answer, and Singh's loud voice came out of the other end of the phone.
"Pet, have you slept? Just now, my old Qiu said that the old bag in the detention center is the one who sells corpses, and he wants to talk to Dr. Ye, which may be related to his relatives...... I don't know if it's Lao Bao's trick that he wants to reduce his sentence, I'm hesitating to tell Dr. Ye...... Why don't you talk? Fall asleep?"
"Huh?" Xin Pet was confused, her brain couldn't turn a little, and as soon as she made a sound, her body was empty, and Ye Shichao had already left her and began to get dressed quickly.
Putting on his pants, he snatched his phone, "I'll see." Arrange it for me. ”
The other end of the phone was stunned for a moment, and then Singh's shocked roar sounded, "Xin pet, why is Ye Shichao at your house? Did you two sleep? That stinky boy forced you? Did you say when you will get married? You ...... You wait, I'll follow me now, and I must give you an explanation. ”
Xin Pet came to his senses at this time, got up in a hurry, snatched his mobile phone, and reassured Singh with this microphone, "No...... Not...... Don't get excited, don't come here, Ye ...... He said see him, you can make arrangements, and we can go over now. ”
Ye Shichao didn't have any relatives in the first place, it was related to his family, either his father or his mother, no matter which one he was most nervous about, and the sea of swords and fires would rush over immediately.
Finally appeased Singh, Xin Pet breathed a sigh of relief, only to realize that he was cool, and climbed down the sofa in embarrassment to find clothes, Ye Shichao had already taken his coat and wrapped her from beginning to end.
"I'm sorry. I'm out of control. Ye Shichao looked away, his face flushed, "I'm sorry, you get dressed, I'll go out first." ”
"Is the feeling of losing control as terrible as you think?" Xin Pet asked him, "Have you lost yourself?"
Ye Shichao looked at him, his face, which was only slightly red just now, suddenly turned red, and he hoarsely voiced, "Yes." But ......," said this, his eyes softened, "and it is not terrible. Next time I hope to get out of control a little more completely. ”