Yuan Chunhua defected to her sister Yuan Qiuhua and went to Guangzhou.

Yuan Qiuhua first returned to the county seat from Beijing to recuperate. She didn't dare to talk about the car accident, and it was inconvenient to talk about plastic surgery, so she only said, "I'm sick and tired, the doctor recommended a period of rest, and I'm homesick, so I'll come back!" Seeing Yuan Qiuhua's skinny and sick appearance, her mother stewed nourishing soup for her three meals a day to drink to recuperate.

Physical injuries are easy to heal, mental injuries are difficult to heal, and mental injuries are even more difficult to remove. Yuan Qiuhua's mind is confused, she can't see the future, she can't find hope, she still can't get out of the double setbacks of car accidents and feelings, she hangs her head and sighs all day long.

After experiencing gathering and parting, grievances and hatreds, she has understood that the world is impermanent, life is fragile, the world is unprovoked, people's hearts are obscene, social disorder, and life is cumbersome. When the weather is good and she happens to be in a good mood, she will visit relatives and friends, and occasionally skip meals.

Yuan Huanxuan saw that she was depressed and had nothing to do, so he was silent for half a month, and then spoke: You have gone south and north, wandered for many years, opened your eyes and gained knowledge, and your mind should be more open than me, why are you confused when things are bad? Don't you know what you want? Don't you know what you can do?

The father spoke seriously, but Yuan Qiuhua was speechless.

Yuan Huanxuan said: It is understandable to be depressed in the short term, but it is absolutely not allowed to avoid it for a long time. The times are developing rapidly, you don't know the changes in the world, you don't catch up with the update of knowledge, and in less than three or five years, you will become useless waste!

The mother said, "Your sister has given birth to a child, and your brother is also married, but you have not yet started a family and have not established a business." Otherwise, while you are young, find the right person to marry?

Yuan Qiuhua shook his head.

Yuan Huanxuan said: I know that you are in a bad mood, and you can't listen to what we say, and you will be treated as a deaf ear! The hometown is secluded, suitable for Qing cultivation, and there is no disturbance, so you can go to Yaoshan to live for a while.

Yuan Qiuhua cleaned up a little, put a change of clothes and a laptop into his backpack, took a car and a boat, and returned to Yaoshan Island in his hometown Fushui Lake.

In the green mountains and green waters like a paradise, she revisited the Four Books and Five Classics, Tang and Song poems, Yuan opera scripts, flipped through the legendary romances of the Ming and Qing dynasties, and the shady novels of the Republic of China, while browsing current affairs on the Internet and chatting with teachers and friends. The Internet is connected to the world, no matter how rapidly changing society is, she only needs a computer in her room to know the world.

The mentor learned that she had returned to her hometown in the countryside and lived in seclusion on a picturesque island in the middle of the lake. The city's literary friends and poets have expressed their envy, it is really a good life for the gods! I feel that the city is full of traffic, the lake area is quiet and tranquil, the city is bustling, and the countryside is leisurely and comfortable.

This recall: the air in the countryside is definitely better than in the urban area, clean and transparent, especially in the autumn harvest season, when I was a child, I liked to sit on the ridge, look at the golden rice, breathe the air in the field, and feel particularly comfortable.

That went on to say: Living in the city, you have to go grocery shopping every day, always worrying about buying polluted or pesticide vegetables, you live in the countryside and have peace of mind, the vegetables you eat every day are grown in your own vegetable garden, pure green vegetables, eat and pick, eat fresh, longevity secret recipe!

Another interjected: If you have a pet in the city, you will worry about disturbing your neighbors, and you can raise whatever you want in the countryside, and if you want to take it out for running, you can take it out for running.

Some people say: If you live in the city, I don't know who your neighbors are! The countryside is fine, you can go to whoever you want, and the neighbors get along very well, and this is called harmony.

Some people also said: In the summer evening, the countryside can also come out to enjoy the coolness, blow the wind, cool and cool, and a group of people sit together and chat. The city is so hot at night that they are hiding at home to blow the air conditioner.

Looking at the chattering words of the teachers and friends on the screen, Yuan Qiuhua felt that he had given them too many surprises, and the sound of them typing seemed to be heard in his ears. She had a flash of inspiration and typed out a prose poem:

Build a wooden house on the island of the lake

Facing the Yangtze River, spring flowers are blooming

There are wild flowers in front and bamboos in the back, surrounded by tea plantations

The blue sky and white clouds and green water here are full of stars at night

One tea, one meal, one porridge, one dish, and one person

Tea picking in spring, beekeeping in summer, and bamboo shoots digging in winter

Chopping wood, carrying water, feeding poultry

The dead leaves in front of the door do not sweep the bosom friend

In the yard, on tables and chairs, teapots, melon seeds and peanuts, dried fish and shrimp balls

It's okay to be idle, call friends

Chattering, drinking tea, playing cards, basking in the sun

The bamboo fence crawls with melon beans,

cherry, tangerine, persimmon under the tree,

Eggplant, radish, cucumber

You can pick it just a few steps away

We no longer bow our heads and bend down, holding hands and spilling footprints into the woods.

Wake up in the morning and follow the misty path

Go to the mountains to wander or work

The sun sets, and the sun shines brightly

Follow the trail and head back home

Smoke curled up

After the carnival continued for a few days, they remembered to ask Yuan Qiuhua what they wanted to live in seclusion and what they were running away from.

After digging into the roots, Yuan Qiuhua did not hide the cause and effect, and the ins and outs. Knowing her recent situation, he persuaded her to return to her old job.

This one says: no matter how bad the writing is, write what you want to write, forget about it after catharsis, and start over. Being able to write an essay that pleases you to the eye shows that you are serious about living your life.

It said: Time is a yardstick to measure many things, it doesn't matter whether it is a slogan or a slander, only time does not lie.

It has been said that no one in this world must be good to you.

Another person said: If you want to dance with wolves, you must become a wolf yourself! If you are willing to be a sheep, then you can only be eaten!

Others say: Don't force others to accept your idea, no matter how true it is in your opinion, your honey or their poison.

Yuan Qiuhua applied for a blog and used it as a diary, writing down his daily feelings, sighs about life, and his feelings about life. There was a place for her emotions to vent, like throwing mental garbage into the recycling bin, and she suddenly relaxed. When writing, while reminiscing, combing, telling, listening to persuasion, slowly, the process of writing becomes a ritual of farewell to the past, gradually, the more you write, the more relieved, the more you write, the more liberated. Until one day, she felt that she had nothing to write about, so she closed down for updates. A good night's sleep is a dreamless night. As soon as Tianming opened his eyes, he saw the rising sun in the east and the sparkling waves on the water, and he suddenly felt refreshed, as if he could feather and fly immortals.