Su Zangfeng sat in the car in a daze, speaking of which, this kind of time is actually rare, and it can be regarded as a busy leisure.

Just looking at the white clouds in the sky, where did this mind drift to, but he didn't even know himself.

was in a daze, someone knocked on the car window, Su Zangfeng turned his head and couldn't help but be surprised, it was Xiaoru.

Su Zangfeng looked at her, puzzled, and subconsciously looked left and right, wanting to find something else, but no, there was no one else around Xiaoru.

Xiao Ru pointed to the inside of the car, Su Zangfeng understood, and opened the door lock.

Xiaoru opened the car door and jumped up, closed the door, and the car was once again isolated from the outside world, and it was quiet again.

Su Zangfeng didn't speak, not because he didn't want to say, but because he didn't know what to say, while Xiaoru was not in a hurry to speak, just looked at Su Zangfeng, his eyes were not shy about it, it was very clean, but it also seemed to be hiding something.

"It's been good lately, isn't it?" After all, it was Su Zangfeng who broke the silence first and came with a greeting that was neither salty nor light.

"Who are you asking?" Xiao Ru said with a sideways face, her tone a little strange.

Su Zangfeng smiled reluctantly, knowing who was referring to what in Xiaoru's words, but he didn't know whether to say yes or no, so he could only laugh dryly.

"Why haven't you seen you for a while, just Mu Nacheng is like this, I remember that you don't seem to be like this, right?"

"Hehe, people change, don't they?" Su Zangfeng said.

"Yes, people change. Looks like you know this, so why are you coming back?"

Su Zangfeng was suddenly stunned, what does this mean?

"Don't you understand what I mean? I'm not the kind of person who likes, so let's just get to the point. ”

Xiao Ru cleared her throat and continued: "I don't know what you've been through during this time, anyway, I'm not familiar with you, and I'm not at the level where I can ask casually, and I'm not very curious." But why do you want to come back when you're gone?"

"Why can't I come back?" Su Zangfeng frowned, Xiao Ru's words made him feel a little uncomfortable.

"I'm not talking about going back to the Deep City, I'm coming back here. Xiao Ru's tone was a little stiff, and Su Zangfeng was silent.

"During the time you were here, some people changed because of you. I think she's the first to bear the brunt, and you shouldn't deny it if I say that, right?"

Knowing who she was talking about, Su Zangfeng couldn't refute it.

A girl who once let you into her heart, but because of you, she went insane, and finally luckily returned to normal, but it was the memory that caused it, and her personality also changed because of this. Is there anything more than that to change a person?

Su Zangfeng shook his head, only sighing.

"Since you know who I'm talking about, then you should know how much damage you have caused her before, and in the days without you, I am not afraid to tell you frankly that it took a lot of effort for her to return to a normal life. ”

"Although she has only lost her memories related to you, her heart has always been traumatized, even if she herself is not aware of it, but from the perspective of a doctor and best friend, as well as her family, we can all feel that in the very beginning, her memory seems to have been lost because of you. ”

"It seems that you still don't quite understand what I am saying. Then I'll be more specific. I've heard from her parents more than once that there were many nights when she woke up crying, and before she woke up, she was calling your name. It's just that when she woke up, she didn't remember it. ”

"You can imagine what you've brought her, pain, sorrow, and maybe fear. ”

"During this time, there was still news of you in the newspapers and news, and I deliberately asked her not to contact anything related to you, and I have been distracting her, and I even helped her introduce her boyfriend, for no other purpose, just to be able to get her out of your shadow. ”

"She needs to start a new life, and it's already started. But the fact that you're back and you're here and seen by her doesn't bode well, even if it hasn't happened. But as a bystander, I was more worried than she was, worried that she would be in fear and pain again when she remembered something related to you. ”

"So, I just sent her back to the dormitory, I really can't be relieved, and I came back to you, do you know what I want to do with you?"

Su Zangfeng said in a muffled voice, "Do you want me not to appear by her side again?"

"Yes, if you really want her to be good, I think that's the best way to go. Xiao Ru's tone was tough and authentic.

Su Zangfeng suddenly felt a little irritable, and seemed to be a little angry, he didn't know what he was irritated about, what was angry, but something was like a fish in his throat, and he couldn't wait to rush out.

He gritted his teeth and said, "Did I ever want to harm her? Could it be that I would like to put her in danger? Could it be that she has lost her memory and forgotten me completely, which is what I want to see!?"

"She is the first girl I have ever liked, and I want to be with her more than anyone else, and I cherish her more than anyone else! But what can I do? There are always a lot of troubles around me, and I am tired of these troubles, but they always haunt me like tarsal bones, what can I do, tie my hands and die? I can only resist!"

"I have to resist, but is it my fault that it affects the people around me and her because of this?"

"I want to protect her more than anyone else, just like that night, if I don't kill all those knife hands, don't kill that scum named Yang Ding, and turn around and let the tiger return to the mountain, do you know what revenge she will face?"

"But are those people that I have nothing to do to provoke back? No, they are bullying the head, I have no choice but to fight back, am I also wrong like this?"

"The day she couldn't stand the stimulus and lost her whereabouts, I was more nervous than anyone else, more scared than anyone else, I went crazy looking for her, looking for her by any means, what am I for? I don't want to be with her, I just can't watch her suffer!"

"But she suffered after all, and it was because of me. No one knows how much pain I have, I actually have many ways to treat her and make her think of me again, but did I do it? I didn't! I was ambushed on all sides, but if I wanted to, I could still not leave, no one could help me, why should I leave!?"

"Not for myself, just because I wanted to quit her life, as she told me before, she couldn't stand that kind of day of swords and fires, so I chose to give up, I fucking gave up!"

Su Zangfeng roared, his eyes red, this was the first time he had been so hysterical, so unreservedly venting his emotions.

He gasped and said again, "I've really given up, and I don't even plan to have anything to do with me in her memory. But I'm just a person, she's the first girl I fell in love with, it's the deepest pain in my heart, I'm here now just because I'm sick, I need treatment, and the way to treat it is just to be near her, I don't even want to see her!"

"And I met just now, it was an accident, but you know what I feel? It's fear! I'm just as afraid as you are that he'll think of me, and he'll remember the horrors of being with me! And believe it or not, when I see her smiling at me and asking you who I am, I'm even worse than dead, it's fucking uncomfortable!"

"I am also grateful and recognized for your kindness to her. However, you are not me, and you do not know her place in my heart, so I do not accept your accusations. ”

After Su Zangfeng said this, he leaned weakly on the back of his chair, as if these words had drained all his strength and made him feel very tired.

Xiao Ru pursed her lips and looked at Su Zangfeng in a daze, this was the first time she saw Su Zangfeng so excited, this excitement was very different from when he accompanied Su Zangfeng to Longtan alone, broke through the heavy sniping of the Red Knife Alliance, and approached Zhang Jingya's home.

At that time, it was the outpouring of men's blood, and now, it is the outpouring of true feelings.

Xiao Ru suddenly regretted it, feeling that she was still reckless, yes, she was not him, how could she rashly accuse him of what he had done?

After reading so many news and stories related to him, I should know that he can't help himself many times!

Xiao Ru sighed and said in a muffled voice: "I'm sorry, I was too reckless, I shouldn't have said those words to you." I believe that you, apart from her parents, should be the person who cares about her the most, and you have your own way of caring for her. It's like when she was kidnapped insanely, you found her, rescued her, and then walked away, maybe, that's how you treated her, I'm really sorry. ”

Su Zangfeng shook his head, reopened his eyes, and said, "Don't worry, I will try not to come to this school, even if I come, I will continue to be her stranger." ”

"Hmm...... Well, are you okay now? I saw the news about you two days ago. ”

"Very good. Su Zangfeng nodded.

The atmosphere between the two eased considerably, but there didn't seem to be much to say.

"I know you're not an ordinary person, so you're definitely not living an ordinary life, and I can't comment on anything, but if you can, you'd better be an ordinary person, maybe then life will be boring and mediocre, but at least peace of mind, isn't it?"

Su Zangfeng suddenly laughed and said, "You're right. However, life is not something you can choose however you want. Because, there are some things that you don't want to do, and they won't be something you can do if you don't want to do them. Just like now!"

Su Zangfeng said, pushed the door and got out of the car, and walked forward.

Xiao Ru was slightly stunned, and looked ahead, it was a girl who had just gotten out of a taxi, but another private car also followed, and a well-dressed young man got out of the car and caught up with the girl.

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