"Mmmm, thank you, Mom! Mom has worked hard!" Su Xia agreed very happily, tilted her head and took a bite on her mother's face, smiled sweetly, and a rosy appearance appeared on her sallow face temporarily.

"Good boy, my daughter. Su Mu felt the soft touch on her face, her nose was even more sour, and the things in front of her became blurry, she pulled the corners of her mouth and praised Su Xia dryly.

Su Xia has always been obedient and sensible, except for unexpected paranoia in some things, if she could know in advance, Su Mu would rather be Su Xia and be a disobedient child.

"Your hands, and your body, it's time to find a time to heal them. Su's mother looked at her daughter, but she couldn't help but reach out and hold her wrist, pretending to ignore Su Xia's irritability that she couldn't see the photo, and rubbed the protruding bones on her wrist in distress, and the deep and shallow holes on the smooth skin.

"It's okay, Mom, it's really okay. Su Xia was a little impatient and wanted to push her mother's hand away, but she was still patient and said softly.

"Xia Xia, I really didn't dislike you at that time, and you don't need to take it to heart. Su Mu felt that her throat was a little dry, her eyes were even more red, and tears kept rolling in her eyes.

"I know, Mom, I really know, you're for my good. Besides, it's not you who say I'm fat, I learn to say so, I lose weight, and I gag their mouths, and I look better. An unnatural look flashed on Su Xia's face, her brows furrowed slightly, and after a pause, she continued to her mother with a stiff smile.

She remembered that because she was fat and strong, she used to be the laughing stock of the whole class in their class, but then things got bigger and bigger, and she became famous and became the laughing stock of the whole grade.

Although Shang Luoxuan didn't say anything, Su Xia knew that he must not like it, such a girl, especially this girl, was still chasing after him. I also blame myself. Embarrassed him.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault. Su Xia's eyes lost concentration for a moment, she was so weak that she opened her mouth and shook her head desperately.

"Xia Xia, you, take good care of yourself. If there's something, remember to call Mom. Seeing that her daughter was distracted again, Su's mother didn't respond to her, she took a deep look at her daughter, stretched out her hand, and touched Su Xia's head. As always, I told him. Walked out of the room and closed the door.

After Su Mu closed the door, her whole body leaned against the door, covered her mouth with her apron, and finally couldn't help it with a wrinkled face. Again he broke down and wept bitterly.

Su's mother has always been the image of a strong woman, and what she regrets most now is that she was busy with work at the beginning, and because of the breakdown of her family, she threw her anger on Su Xia for no reason, and the teacher loves to count him down. The original smug girl was forced to be cautious and sensitive, which has become today's situation.

"None of them will know. You can rest assured. None of them will know. This is just a secret that belongs to the two of us. Su Xia stared obsessively at the face on the photo, her fingers kept caressing the face, chuckling, and muttering in an inaudible voice.

Su Mu, like everyone else, only knows a little about Su Xia's life and doesn't know much about it. For Shang Luolin, they all only knew that Shang Luolin was particularly important to Su Xia, but no one really knew what the reason was why Su Xia regarded Shang Luoling as so important.

"Shang Luoxuan, I know everything about you. I know that you are not that person, and that you are really just the only one to me. ”

The size on the graduation photo, after all, is limited. Su Xia looked at the position carefully for a long time, and after confirming it repeatedly, he was cautious. put his face on it and pretended that he was next to Shang Luoxuan.

After so many years, I haven't thought about giving up, and I've tried everything. Over and over again. In the end, I still pick up the habit to deceive myself, and after a long time, the habit is formed, and it is really difficult to break it.

"Hey, you're really sincere to Shang Luoxuan, right? You know, you two are impossible. ”

In my memory, my girlfriend's hatred of iron and steel is still vivid in my mind, and I vividly appear in front of me. So a lady girl, after knowing her thoughts about Shang Luoxuan, shouted, stared, couldn't help but roll up her sleeves, one leg, and knocked on the stone pillar.

"Shhh ”

At that time, Su Xia and her best friend were in the parking area of Shang Luoxuan's class.

Su Xia started to read Shang Luolin when she was in junior high school, but at the beginning of high school, Su Xia specially chose liberal arts in order to break her thoughts, and science was not in the same building, so she wanted to avoid Shang Luolin far away.

"I said what, we haven't been in touch for more than a year, and the high school suddenly became affectionate to me, and sure enough, I didn't have a good heart. The girlfriend was so angry that her teeth itched, although she lowered her voice, she still felt angry, stretched out her hand, slapped Su Xia's head, and slapped it hard.

"Well, Yingying, if you do this, you will lose me. Su Xia hugged her head in pain, and a lump of flesh was piled up on her chubby face, wanting to return it, but considering the environment, she forcibly withdrew her hand and held back.

"I didn't mean to, either. I was, really, determined to break it. But, didn't I hold back?" Su Xia rubbed his head slowly, defending innocently, but after glancing at a figure in the distance, he immediately jumped up, like a ball shot, disappeared in place, spread his feet, and ran into the distance.

"Hey, Su Xia, what are you running!" Here, Su Xia had already hidden in another place, and her best friend was still in place, and the second monk was puzzled, and yelled at Su Xia from afar.

Hey! Oh no! Su Xia secretly screamed in his heart, shouting that it was not good, and timidly looked into the distance, the figure of the striding meteor, saw him surrounded by everyone's ridicule, sank his face, pushed the cart, and left without saying a word.

Su Xia stretched out his hand, wanting to grab the departing back, but he hung down weakly, squatted down, curled up, and watched the figure gradually merge into the flow of people and completely disappear from sight.

"Xia Xia, I'm sorry, I don't know...... I ......" After the group left, the girlfriend walked up to Su Xia. Looking at the uncomfortable Su Xia, he squatted down, a little helpless.

"I ...... It was so far away, I didn't see it clearly, and I didn't think it would be him. The girlfriend explained weakly, biting her lip, a little puzzled, obviously not believing her explanation.

"I know, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you. It's a long way away, indeed, I can't see him, it's normal, it's just that I can see it, that's all. ”

Su Xia raised her head, smiled bitterly at her best friend, waved her hand, and explained softly, anyway, she was used to it, so she took it as the past.

Young boys and girls of that age are very fond of coaxing, gossip and curiosity, not only Su Xia's best friend, but many people are also curious, how Su Xia is, and he knows every move of Shang Luoxuan.

"Over the years, I have not had many habits that I have adhered to, and about you is the most important one. ”

Su Xia retracted his thoughts, looked at the young man in the photo, smiled lowly, quietly held the photo in his arms, and did not speak for a long time.

"Don't hit the south wall and don't look back...... Shang Luolin, I hit the south wall, don't look back, this road, just go down in the dark. ”

Su Xia was stunned, and suddenly felt a fishy smell in her mouth.