I've counted to 0, this is the last diary I wrote to you, I wrote it for a month, this is the last day, I didn't succeed after all, I'm leaving, the ticket at 6:30 p.m., the English final exam on the 27th, I have applied for a postponement of the next semester. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

In a month, I only said 31 words, one word a day:

Maybe this is the last time I will fall in love with you, and falling in love with you will be my calamity, and I will leave when that day.

Maybe I'm wrong, the prince has already told me, if you want me not to confess to you, maybe there will be no fate in the future after the confession, I told her, I'm ready, either become a lover or a stranger, as for friends, it is impossible. Maybe it's a pity, but at least there will be no regrets, I can't tolerate the word regret happening to me, even if the result is bad, but as long as there are no regrets, I will do it. The distance between us is getting farther and farther, we haven't seen each other since I confessed to you, except for that chance meeting on the road, it's been a month and a half, we are like two intersecting lines, the intersection is the moment I confess to you, from that moment on, the distance is getting farther and farther, and one day it will be so far that I can never see you again.

There is the deepest impression about you, focusing on the two weeks when I just fell in love with you, the classroom where you taught me Japanese, under the boulevard of the virtual company, there are my footprints, this is an inexplicable wait, waiting for you to pass by, but I didn't wait for once, since then the enthusiasm in my heart began to slowly fade down, I gave myself a month, and after a month, I can't catch up with you and give up, so I have a countdown diary for this month, write one every day, record every day's failures, every time I write when the power is about to be limited, concentrated between 22-23 o'clock, except for the two days when the Internet speed is really too slow and today, I don't want to say anything more about the hardships and loneliness, today's time limit has come, and I still fail, which can only show that we really don't have fate, and the result is the same if we chase it down, and it may even disturb you, so you have to give up.

You have almost forgotten the Japanese you taught me, you once asked me why I want to learn Japanese, I said that it is convenient for the World Expo to see the Japan Pavilion, and I will go to Shanghai later, but my Japanese has not been learned after all, if you have a pair of eyes to follow me, it would be good if I met Japanese that I can't meet, but there are too many people who need these eyes, many people are queuing, I have been queuing for a month, but there are still crowds in front of me, I don't know what year and month it will be my turn, so I left, the people behind continue to follow, they continue to queue, continue to wait……

This is likely to be the last time I pursue a girl in college, and the next semester will be my junior year, and I will start looking for a job, and I don't have time to fall in love again, and I don't know if I will come next semester, and you said yesterday that you don't know if you will come next semester, and if you don't come, then we'll be like that. After all, this university still failed, and the girls I chased failed, is it so difficult to fall in love? Or is my attack power not enough, and I can't break through your defenses? What is fate? No one knows.

Last night you said that you might have to leave tonight, I can't go to see you off, I'll leave later, maybe I'll call you out to meet once, maybe not, I also hope that we can be as joking as you said yesterday, although maybe this process will take a long time, you are a very good girl, kind, lively, cute, filial, love to learn, outstanding work ability, is really a model of my contemporary college students, I want to look up to you, except for gender.

Well, I'm leaving soon, and I wish you a good exam at the end.

There was a seabird who fell in love with an island, but there were too many eagles flying in the sky of the island, and the seabirds were too weak to compete with the eagles, so the seabirds waited quietly, but one day, winter came, and he had to migrate to a warm distance, so he looked back at the island and turned away.

2010-06-24