Chapter 389: Li Yufei is looking for death

Sadness, shock, and disheartenness cannot describe Li Yufei's mood at this time. She was like a helpless child, unable to cry. Bean-sized tears spilled out of his eyes, and the pearls soaked the quilt like a thread.

looked at the woman in front of him crying like this. Ling Wei didn't feel the slightest bit of thoroughness after telling the truth at this time. She began to regret that if she was allowed to spend the rest of her life with lies, it would be a relief, wouldn't it? It was just a heavy blow to her. Now it has evolved into a lingering breath with regret and guilt.

Now that Li Yufei knows the whole truth, she doesn't know whether it is a blessing or a curse. Will she vent and live strong with Yu Luo's hope, or will she be depressed forever from a slump? Ling Wei didn't know, and neither did Zhou Shiyi. In this world, the people who know her have long since left forever.

Unconsciously, Ling Wei had already wet her eyes. The truth is so cruel, and the feeling is so clear. Heavy teardrops slipped down on the long eyelashes, and the sight was gray, vaguely reflecting a pear blossom with a rainy face.

Zhou Shiyi sat quietly aside. The conversation between the two women was replaced by tears in just a few words. Even his eyes were wet. I already know the truth, but when I mention it again, I will still sigh at the impermanence of the world, I will still complain about the ruthlessness of heaven, and I will still feel that it is not easy to live.

Li Yufei did not complain about Ling Wei's concealment. His lips closed and he just muttered, "I'm so stupid." complained about him when he was at his most difficult, and didn't stay by his side. How sad it must be for him to leave, the world is so cruel. Did he ever have a hint of nostalgia? ”

Li Yufei returned to her previous dull gaze. Ling Wei suddenly felt that she had done something wrong and should not have told her this cruel truth. Wouldn't it be good to let her, who was about to cheer up, live with lies. Yu Luo wouldn't blame her, this was his wish.

When a life is linked to you, what kind of decision will people make? Ling Wei didn't know, and she didn't dare to make any decision easily.

If it was before, it would probably be to persuade her to live well. After all, it was difficult at first, and when you get through this darkest day, you can always see bright sunshine. But now Ling Wei doesn't think that way anymore.

That is already the case. How to persuade her, to encourage her to forget all her guilt, and let her start her life again with a lifetime of guilt?

Tell her what she wants to do. Follow the person you want to follow, after all, life is long, and if you spend the rest of your life alone, how can you be happy with your loved ones.

Standing on the moral high ground, everyone can say a lot of great truths. If you don't feel it yourself, you will never be able to understand the pain of others. But you have to stand aside to comfort and encourage you to be strong. Ling Wei didn't want to do such a thing, and she couldn't do it.

Do you want to tell her that Li Yufei has to be strong, and time and years will give you strong strength in your heart?

What time, what years. The lover is gone. The rest of his life is nothing but gloom. Years and times are meaningful only when they are with the people they love. What if she had already pursued Yu Luo before she became stronger.

The tears are not dry. There was no hope for the future on this pale face. Something blindfolded her, gray and lifeless. Li Yufei was still just looking out the window.

Memories flood by. Scene by scene, movie-like replay. The unfortunate life experience of childhood emerged, and I thought I was strong enough to face everything, but I found that after meeting Yu Luo, I could show my weak and gentle side. Maybe at that time, she became more and more vulnerable.

Maybe it's because she's been fragile for too long, and after she has been maintaining her strong backing everywhere and leaving, she can't be strong anymore.

I haven't been born for a long time, suddenly, Li Yufei said: "You guys go out first." I want to be alone and quiet. She turned around and closed her eyes.

Looking at her back, Ling Wei wanted to say something, but after all, she didn't speak. I have no way to stand on any position to persuade her. What the result is and how to choose is her own business.

Zhou Shiyi and Ling Wei left together. The sound of the door closing echoed throughout the empty room, and only one sound shook into Li Yufei's heart, but it couldn't stir up half a ripple. How a pool of calm stagnant water ripples.

A room, a man, a dead heart. Endless night, silent, flowing.

Li Yufei looks like a puppet on the surface. But the heart seems to be turbulent. A dead heart thinks about guilt and regret all the time.

"Yu Luo, what you left me was originally a good memory. Now it seems to be full of remorse. I don't know if you'll feel lonely when you leave. "The sky was dark, and a few round stars crossed the sky like ink. "Which one will be you? Yu Luo, I really want to follow you. ”

Ling Wei and Zhou Shiyi have not left outside the ward. I'm afraid that Li Yufei, who knows the truth, is doing something that I can't think of.

"You say, she'll take it. In case, in case she. ”

"No, don't be cranky, trust her. Since you are willing to tell her the truth, don't you just believe that she can get through? Zhou Shiyi interrupted Ling Wei's words, gently took her into his arms, and said softly.

"Well, but I'm scared. In fact, I regretted it when I said it, the way she just cried, I was really distressed. I'm also afraid that I'm sorry for Yu Luo. Both of them are hard-working people, after all, Yufei is his only sustenance in this world. In the long corridor of the hospital, the voices of two people echoed.

"In any case, the decision was to be left to her to do it herself. None of us can lift her up to make any decisions. Yu Luo is the same. Who said she had to endure all the pain and continue to live. Carrying the responsibility of two people on your shoulders is the most painful. For this point, Zhou Shiyi saw it thoroughly.

After all, from the very beginning, he had only been neutral about Yu Luo's hiding from Li Yufei about his serious illness and had not expressed any opinions. If it was him, Li Yufei had the right to know the truth.

Zhou Shiyi gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Ling Wei's eyes. "Thankfully, we still have each other. Thankfully, you didn't leave me. ”

Nine times out of ten, things are unsatisfactory in this world. God is jealous, always does not let the wishful person be perfect, the happier you live, the more he will break up. I just don't care about the previous tribulations. Probably a person's life, the days of smooth sailing are only a dozen years.

The sun shines brightly outside. After the storm, there will always be sunny weather, and it will show a new look to the world. But people are different, and they have experienced the past, just like an imprint that is deeply rooted in the heart and cannot be washed away. I don't know when Li Yufei's hurdle will be passed.