Qixi 2013-8-1413:33

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Yesterday was the Tanabata Festival, and it seems that I have never spent Tanabata with girls, and I don't even know which day it is, as if there is no such festival. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info opened Weibo, everywhere is showing affection, the goddess received a large handful of roses, took a picture with an iPhone and posted it on Weibo to show off, she was full of happy smiles in the sea of roses, that smile was a little bewitching and deformed, not like the usual pure appearance.

When you grow up, the world becomes too fast, the crush is no longer appropriate, you don't chase the person you love, maybe tomorrow she belongs to someone else. Imagine like when I was studying in the past, I can have a crush on a girl for two or three years, and I can see it every day, she will always be there, there are no roses, no Qixi Festival, no boyfriend, she will always sit in the second seat of the third row, bowing her head and writing homework.

Before I knew it, I was 23 years old, and sometimes my parents would start urging me to get married, a strange word, suddenly coming, it was a torrent, crushing, and I couldn't avoid it at all. Yesterday I remembered my first love many years ago, and what I missed was not her, but the time at that time, even if it was a girl at that time, I still miss it. This may be the difference between growing up, when we are young, we miss a specific person, but when we grow up, we miss the time at that time, if we have to say that it is a person, it may be that we miss ourselves at that time.

A scene from a long time ago emerged in my memory, the world at that time had an indescribable faint sadness, whatever kind of picture, in such a place, such a weather, not sunny or cloudy, with some white clouds in the sky, I walked on the street in the afternoon, next to a small shop selling accessories, there were not many passers-by, I walked there quietly. This scene doesn't mean anything, it's just a few seconds of my life that can be forgotten, but it's different when I put it in my memory, and I don't know what day it was, what happened to memories, why I remembered it for no reason.

Many times we look back, just looking at the memory, and not thinking about the memory. If you can patiently stop and really immerse yourself in that memory, you will have a long-lost feeling in your heart. I've thought so many times of the places I've walked with her, and I've just remembered them, and when I think of them, I've skimmed them without really stopping to savor them. When I calmed down and concentrated on experiencing that memory, feeling the weather, time, place, and some details of that memory, it was like traveling through time and space, and the whole person experienced it all over again. At that time, we were already in Yizhang, two different schools, we would meet on Sundays, and when we met, we didn't know where to go, so we just walked around that small town, even some small corners of the city, and those places were only there because I went there unintentionally, and I didn't care, but it was also the last time I went there in my life. How many places are there that we go once and never go again? We experience parting every moment, but we don't have time to say goodbye.

The less you know and the less you experience, the easier it is to have pure happiness. I was only 16 years old that summer, and my life had just begun, I didn't know what a goddess was, what a rose was, I just knew that I wanted to go to her school after school, talk to her, and by the way, look at the poster of "Initial D" hanging in the video store on the street, and listen to Jay Chou's drift......

At that time, we were like another life.