Chapter 122: Death is too ugly
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"I'm sorry I lied to you. Real name sobbed.
"Oh. "Are you going to confess?" Shinji thought.
"Actually, I have a quirk that I like to steal. ”
"Huh?" Shinji was blinded.
"Those memory chips, I picked them up in the woods, and I knew they were valuable, so I secretly hid them in my bag and didn't dare you know. ”
"Why?" Shinji was speechless, wanting to hear what she was going to do next.
"Because I've loved stealing since I was a kid. Shina stole a glance at Shinji and quickly lowered his head, then said, "This is a secret that I hide deep in my heart, and even my family doesn't know about it. ”
"When I was a child, my family was poor, and since I was in elementary school, I would try to steal anything I wanted but didn't have the money to buy it. I've stolen snacks, stickers, books, records, magazines, makeup, and money. Sometimes at the supermarket, you put a cheap price tag on an expensive item and buy it, or take away the gift tied to the product. Some people tear off the anti-theft magnetic strips in the books and steal them in the bookstore, steal the records in the warehouse that are not yet equipped with anti-theft devices, and replace the clothes in the clothing store with cheap tags and buy them...... When I was a child, my parents didn't care much about me, my family was not well-off, and I basically had no pocket money. The underwear is so torn that I have to save money to buy it, and I am extremely vain and arrogant, I don't like to lose in everything, and I have worked hard to look like everyone else on the surface. ”
"Have you ever been caught?" Shinji couldn't help but laugh and cooperate with her to make it up.
"Yes. Once I stole a bar of chocolate from the supermarket in front of my house, but I didn't expect that there was also a magnetic stripe alarm in it, and I was caught and sent to the police station, and I didn't dare to tell my family. Another time I ate the packaged food in the supermarket, but I didn't expect to be caught by the surveillance camera in the supermarket, and I was caught by the security guards on the spot, and then I begged them to let me go, and they saw that I was pitiful, and I was young before letting me go. ”
"Have you been taught a lesson?"
"Of course it's scary to be caught. Since I met you, I haven't stolen anything except this time. Although I still can't control myself in the face of the temptation to take advantage...... It was as if I had some kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder. I know it's wrong to steal, I just can't control myself, and that's how I'm useless. His real name said with a look of remorse.
Shinji opened his mouth, not knowing how to pick up her words, looking at her pitiful appearance trembling in the wind, he couldn't help but hug her, and whispered in her ear: "Real name, talent like you must be very rare, you can be both an actor and a screenwriter." ”
"What? I'm telling the truth!" said his real name, "I'...... I stole this time to return the gift because you gave me such a beautiful gift, I ......"
"Don't make it up again. "It's just speechless, it's getting more and more outrageous.
Shinji didn't want to play with her anymore, "Kirishima real name, 14 years old, an independent humanoid weapon pilot secretly selected by Zhanzi, am I right?"
The real name was silent for a moment before saying in a calm voice, "When did you find out?"
She is still mentally prepared for being exposed.
"The second day I got to know you. ”
His real name was like being struck by lightning, and his voice trembled: "How did you find out?"
"I've been in contact with your suit, so I've detected any DNA left in you. It is also a coincidence that I got your blood sample on the day I met you, and when I compared the two, I found that it was the same person. ”
It turned out that his plan failed at the beginning.
The real name is like death.
"Why did you go to get my blood sample tested on the first day you met me?" said her when she thought of the rooftop of the school building, and Shinji helped her wipe the wound on her knee.
Although the conversation between the two is cold and ruthless, the movements are as intimate as a couple, and they still maintain a posture close to each other.
"Because I don't believe in my own charm! I don't think that a hero can save beauty once and let a beauty of your level throw herself into your arms, I'm very self-aware. Shinji confessed.
"Haha...... Ha ha...... That's why I've been acting under your nose from beginning to end!" His real name's expression suddenly became terrifying, "Am I very much like a clown!hahaha......"
This blow was a bit cruel, and Shinji was a little reluctant to go, after all, Shina hadn't done anything hurtful.
"Don't do this kind of work in the future, with your talents can shine anywhere. ”
"Don't be pretty!" Shinji was pushed away.
Her name became hysterical: "You know, every time I kiss you, I feel so sick that I want to throw up, and I have to brush my teeth several times afterwards! You lick it on me like a slug! You are despicable! Shameless! Obscene! Why didn't you poke me earlier? Fun playing with me, Master Shinji?"
"You beat me so badly in the woods, and we were even. Shinji said helplessly.
"That's because you hurt Risa!"
"Who's Risa?" her real name ignored.
"Hehe! Say that I can shine anywhere, I say it lightly! I'm different from a young master like you who was born with a golden key! I've been an orphan since I was a child, and I've done my best just to live, so how can I have a chance to shine?! This mission is my only chance, and now it's a complete failure, it's over...... It's all over......"
His real name suddenly collapsed to the ground, his eyes losing all brilliance.
"What's wrong?" Shinji went over to help her.
When I touched my forehead, it felt so hot, it seemed that the burn was not light, it should have been a cold in the hot spring in the afternoon, and this is still a sin done by Shinji.
"One defeat knocked you out? This isn't the real name of Kirishima I know. Shinji said.
"What do you want to do with me now? Are you going to send me back to NERV, isn't it cool to see me like this?"
"If I wanted to arrest you, I left you behind. ”
"Oh, I see, you still miss my body, and the candy you haven't eaten is still unwilling, which is my only value. Real name suddenly grabbed Shinji by the collar, "Yes, I can give it to you now, as long as you let me go, you can play as much as you want!"
"That's enough, I'm not that kind of person!" Shinji said with a little regret, but he couldn't slap himself in the face.
"Then will you let me go?"
"That's right. You have a fever, I'll take you to the hospital. ”
"No, let me go by myself, I'll be disgusted when I touch you. The real name struggled for a moment, but still stood up.
In that case, Shinji won't have a hot face and a cold ass anymore, so let her go.
Under the dim street lamp, the real name swayed against the wall, and the shadow was stretched for a long time until the back disappeared at an intersection......
Shinji kept his head down, kicking an empty can as he walked, unable to calm down.
The smile that remembered his real name again, the miserable little white face just now, and the cry of collapse have always lingered.
Suddenly, he kicked and the can flew straight into the trash can on the side of the road. Turning 180 degrees, he felt that it was better to go and see it, so he went to the pharmacy to buy antipyretic analgesics for later use.
When I arrived at the door of her house, the doorbell rang for a long time but no one responded, and when I twisted the doorknob, I found that there was no lock.
Suddenly, there was a bang in the room, and it felt very abrupt.
Shinji opened the door and entered, and saw a thin body hanging from the crossbar of the living room curtain, his legs twitching involuntarily, and a chair on the floor.
"Real name!" he burst in the head, and immediately rushed up to grab her legs, and then carefully get her down.
Real name fell to the ground, clutching his neck in pain, coughing desperately, "You...... What are you doing here?!"
Shinji scrutinized her delicate neck, which was only marked by a red mark, and it didn't seem to hurt her hyoid bone or trachea.
Because she weighs so little, she doesn't put that much pressure on her neck.
If you are an adult, putting all your weight on your neck is likely to cause an instant rupture of your trachea, or a broken tongue (the origin of the hanged ghost's tongue). If it is a fatter person, the cervical spine will even be detached and displaced.
If the operation technique is good enough, the moment you hang it, you will not even feel unable to breathe or pain, your head will buzz and lose consciousness, your ears will ring, and there will be light in front of your eyes. Then the muscles spasm, not the spontaneous struggles that are captured on TV.
If the weight is too light, the technique is not in place, or the rope is too rough and not tight enough, the hanging person will be in a state of pain that is worse than death, and will not be able to get rid of the rope by hand to save himself until he suffocates and falls into a coma.
During this process, people who struggle violently tend to throw off their pants (especially women are more likely to fall off). Due to the concentration of blood in the lower body after death, the male corpse will even remain in the state of a pillar of optimism, and the death is very discordant.
And while unconscious, the heart still beats, and it lasts for up to 10 minutes. In other words, if you can save a person within these ten minutes, although you will leave sequelae (such as becoming a vegetative person, etc.), you can also save your life, but once your heart stops, you will have no way to recover.
Therefore, hanging is a dangerous technical job, and if it is not done properly, it will be worse than death at any time, and it will be painful for a lifetime, so Shinji is very angry.
"You're so dismissive of your life?" Shinji yelled in her ear.
"What, changed your mind?" said his real name's voice was a little hoarse.
"What's the idea?"
"Don't you just want to come back and eat me? ”
"What the hell!" Shinji began to calm down and looked at the hanging rope, which was torn from the sheet into strips of cloth and knotted together, so it was wide and the material was soft.
Thinking of the unlocked door again, Shinji wondered if he had been tricked again.
"Tell you, the death of a hanged person is terrifying. Not only will the eyeballs bulge, the whole tongue will fall out, but also incontinence, simply put, the part that can come out will come out, which is very disgusting. Shinji threatened.
True Name's face really changed, and the bitter meat plan just now really miscalculated, and I felt like I was almost going to die.
Then, suddenly, she got up and crawled in the direction of the balcony.
"Where are you going?"
I saw that she climbed directly onto the railing of the balcony and stepped out with one foot, and was about to jump out, but Shinji hurriedly rushed over and grabbed one leg and forcibly dragged her back.
"It's also not good-looking to jump off the building and die, and it's likely to be a brainstorm and unrecognizable. And only when the head hits the ground will you die directly, and you will not faint immediately if your internal organs are injured by impact injuries and fractures, at least you will have to endure a few minutes of horrific torture, and then you will stick to the ground and wail. ”
Shinji stretched out his head to look downstairs again, and continued to preach to his real name lying on the floor: "There are cacti planted underneath, and there is barbed wire, if you fall on it, you will not die, and you will be in pain, and you may be paralyzed in bed for the rest of your life, and you will have no relatives to take care of you." It's only the 4th floor, so there's a higher chance of falling into a vegetative state. Also, if you wear a skirt, you will walk away, and your panties will fly off under the strong impact. It may also hurt innocents, and there are a lot of children playing with it below, which will bring them a serious childhood shadow......"
Shinji begins to babble, detailing the shortcomings of various suicide methods.
"Enough, you're noisy. "Her real name was finally bombarded by this strange thing, and now she is dizzy and feels very uncomfortable.
Seeing her flushed face and shortness of breath, Shinji hurriedly carried her to the bed.
"How do you feel?
"Don't worry about it, it's best to die of illness. You go, I don't want to see you again. She said with her eyes half-open.
"Okay, I'll take you to the hospital and leave. As he spoke, he was about to pick her up, but he didn't expect her to struggle to live or die.
Shinji poured a glass of water to her lips, and she turned her head sideways, repeating this several times.
"If you don't drink it, I'll take it in my mouth and feed you. Shinji threatened.
This had an effect, and her real name obediently drank it, and fed her a few tablets of antipyretic medicine in the same way.
After a while, his real name fell asleep under the influence of the drug......
The next morning, she woke up from the sun.
As soon as I woke up, I saw Shinji frying eggs in the kitchen in a white shirt, and looking at his busy back, his real name gradually became obsolete.
"When you wake up, let's drink a cup of hot water first. ”
Shinji watched her all night last night, and was relieved only after making sure that her fever was gone.
The real name subconsciously took it, and felt that it was very spineless, so he turned his head and said, "Why are you so good to me? ”
"To be an enemy of NERV, you are not qualified enough, cannon fodder is almost the same. Shinji tried to touch her head and was dodged.
"I took care of you because I caused you to get sick, and I ...... you in the hot spring yesterday"
"Don't say it. ”
"Okay. ”
Although he knew that most of his real names were performing, he still asked: "As an orphan without relatives to take care of, aren't they all as tenacious as grass?
The two were silent for a while, and their real name's eyes turned red again, and they sobbed: "Because I can't save Risa, she was injured because she replaced me to drive the EVA." ”
She quietly glanced up at Shinji and saw that he didn't react.
Also, when a woman has a lot of tears, a man will also become resistant, so try to cry to Shinji instead of Ayana? Maybe the sky is falling.
His real name could only continue: "The higher authorities sent me to collect information about EVA by approaching you and providing it to the Weapons Development Department to improve the performance of the robot." However, my real purpose is not this. My good friend Risa, who was hospitalized because of the injury she had last time, has been unconscious. It is said that she has suffered from 'mental pollution', and only NERV's special medicine can save her, so I just want to get the medicine ......"
"Do I look so easy to deceive?" Shinji was not happy to lie to him as a child, and looked at it, "Don't go too far, you think that you can get an inch after studying my character weaknesses." ”
"I ......" Maki was still trying to defend something, but Shinji interrupted, "Okay, since you're okay, I'll go first, you can do it yourself." ”
"It's true! I didn't lie to you. Real name jumped over and hugged his legs, "I can take you to the hospital to see her and prove that I'm not lying." ”
Shinji stared into her eyes, dark and unable to see anything.
"As long as you can help me save Risa, I can promise you anything. You know, I was still there for the first time. True name said, slowly unbuttoning his shirt.
"It's too costless to come to this trick again. Shinji stopped, he didn't want her to make out with him in disgust.
And I feel very uncomfortable, today my real name can use my body to trade, and I may use this more in the future.
His real name suddenly froze on the ground, "But that's all I have...... Do you think I'm doing this to everyone?"
Shinji doesn't speak, he just acquiesces.
Afraid that he would misunderstand, his real name hurriedly clarified: "No, I can only accept you touching me...... Whatever you want, as long as I can do it, I will definitely help you do it. ”
"Breakfast first. ”
"Huh?"
"Take me to the hospital after eating. ”
"Okay, I'll eat. His real name immediately smiled and obediently went to the table to eat.
"Listen, if you lie to me this time, you know the consequences. Shinji warned.
"No, if I lie to you, I'll leave it to you, and I'll just hand it over to NERV. Hee-hee!" "His name regained his mischievous smile and looked at Shinji with affection as he ate.
"Stop acting in front of me, aren't you tired?"
"No, Shinji-kun is really a perfect boyfriend, if I wasn't in this capacity, I would definitely be obsessed with you. ”
"It's useless to say a lot of nice things, you liar. "Shinji doesn't have a good airway.
"Really, handsome, good family background, considerate and gentle, able to cook, can take care of people......"
was praised like this by the girl in person, and he only felt goosebumps fall to the ground.
"In that case, how can someone say it's disgusting to be intimate with me?"
"That's a deliberate statement that you off. Seriously, I didn't really brush my teeth except for the first kiss. Last time I drowned, you were injured and desperately tried to save me, I was really moved, it's too late to like it, how can I hate you?" "True name looked him in the eye and said very sincerely: "Shinji-kun, I may be in love with you!"
"Eat yours and don't talk again. ”
Despite frequently admonishing herself that she couldn't be trusted, Shinji was still a little happy, and of course she didn't move on the surface.
"Oh. ”
"This woman, change her face too quickly. It's so difficult to deal with at such a young age, and you'll have it when you grow up?" Shinji was still a little wary, and when he was eating, he had already asked Xiao Q to check the hospitalization list of Zhanzi Hospital, and there was indeed a 14-year-old girl named Risa.