Chapter 15: Reality Distractions
What have we been through in the past few years to become like this, I laugh when I think about it, and I cry when I laugh and laugh. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Sometimes we don't have malicious intent, but the harm caused is undeniable, and sometimes even when we don't do anything, we cause harm, and yes, sometimes inaction hurts people.
I always thought that I was important, that I was great, that as long as I had me, the world would be peaceful and the universe would be unified, but reality was always a merciless slap in the face. I am nothing, I can't change anything, I can't change the pain, I can't change the frustration, I can't change the ruthlessness, I can't change the indifference.
Some people stab you in the heart and ask with a smile if you can give him your heart, and some people gradually change you but still complain about why you have changed. There are so many unsatisfactory things, and we are powerless to turn back.
I want to be quiet, in fact, this sentence is not a funny joke, but there are more people laughing, and you can only laugh helplessly.
You are brain-dead, I agree, there are at least one or two windows in life that make people not despair, let us breathe, tear off each other's masks when we can't cry or laugh, pretend to be unintentional, and show our true selves. When you have accumulated strength, you will wipe away your tears, put on a smile, and reintegrate into the flowers and fireworks in the world.
I cherish every parting, because the partners who used to get along day and night may really be difficult to get together. If life is really a one-way journey, I will try to remember those teenagers who got on the bus together but changed cars in a hurry, passers-by who met by chance but eventually parted, and so-and-so who got along happily but suddenly disappeared, maybe at the next intersection, I can still see the tenderness at the beginning, but it is no longer holding my hand. All of us are moving forward, fast and slow, we can stop to look at the scenery, we can speed up and chase the kite, but we are not allowed to look back. There is no end to the road, and we will all stop at some point in the end. Leave unfinished pursuits, sadness and regret.
Ahri didn't like smokers, so I didn't like either, and the queen always cursed, and I learned to reciprocate. What we think we will insist on will actually be changed by people who are dripping stones, and that is the trace of getting along, engraved in the muscles and bones, and it hurts to cut it.
During the class dinner, I couldn't drink alcohol, so I used drinks instead, and I kept drinking one drink after another, and no one cared. When I drank with Ding Chen, I didn't actually have any thoughts in my heart, or maybe I thought a lot. It's just separation, it's just that, it's never to be seen again. Thinking of Ding Chen's favorite "exclusive memory", I like you, it is my exclusive memory, it has nothing to do with the future, no one can erase it, but it can only be buried in my heart, a word of dust.
On the evening when I came back from dinner, I unexpectedly received a confession from my classmates, I was moved, I was grateful, and then refused. I deleted the records and let everything remain in my heart, anyway, thanks for the years, for giving me an empty joy.
By the way, I would like to thank this school, which may be really low, for allowing me to meet this group of roommates. There is no such thing as regret or not, I can only say, thank you for having you. After all, no one can be better than them. If you are separated, you may not even be ashamed to say what you miss. Thanks to this empty year, we still have time and mood, no disease**, pretentious, no need to think about firewood, rice, oil and salt, and do not be tied to the shortcomings of parents. There is still a lot of passion, and there is a lot of blood, which has not been exhausted. Dare to imagine the future in a variety of ways. You can also make promises that you can't see the deadline. There are many more words to be left for ......