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When I wrote this diary, Xu Wei's "That Year" was playing in the music box, and I was listening to music before going to bed last night, recalling the things I used to do in high school. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoUp to now, it was supposed to be very literary.,It turned out that I had a spring dream.,And a girl in the same class of high school.。 We were standing on a bridge, she seemed to be afraid of heights, I went up and hugged her down, but when we hugged, she kissed me with her tongue, and we kissed wildly in the sun, and between our teeth was the fragrance of the tip of her tongue...... I was fascinated by this dream, as if I was still so young, and my teenage body was full of hormones and endless energy.

When I was young, it was every teenager's dream to be able to dream of spring. At that time, he was timid, and even if he saw a beautiful girl in a dream, he did not dare to reach out and unbutton her clothes, but could only watch her dissipate into the dream. After waking up, I was extremely annoyed, regretting why I didn't be impulsive at the beginning,, I have the ability to dream for Lao Tzu again, Lao Tzu will definitely take her down, this may be called an attempt at spring dreams.

In this way, memories and spring dream attempts are the same. Many times we regret what happened before, when we graduated that year, why didn't we confess to her impulsively? Why didn't we summon up the courage to ask her for a hug? But memories are as illusory as spring dreams, it has a time limit, and if you don't seize the opportunity, it will disappear completely, and no matter what, you can't get it back. I don't know if the girl in your spring dream is now married and a wife? Every night, her husband is doing what you don't dare to do to her even in your spring dream, isn't it heartbreaking to think about it?

In fact, this kind of regret can be extended to any aspect, there are too many things that make us regret, I regret that when I was in high school, why didn't I read more extracurricular books, which led to the fact that I had to make up for it temporarily when I was writing. I also regret why I should choose a software design major in college, and I am in a classroom with a group of big men, how good it would be if I chose a Chinese department, not only surrounded by red sleeves, but also the fragrance of books, and now I will not write at this level......

But after the spring dream is over, we still have to face the present! There are countless possibilities for the development of the past, and what we care about is often only those who have chosen wrong, in fact, among the countless choices, some of them you have done very beautifully, but maybe even you yourself are not aware of it, just like I did not choose the Chinese department, but I am still writing books. Although sometimes we don't know where to go and make the wrong choice, as long as you are still walking, there is an infinite direction ahead, you can freely choose where to settle next, and you will always have the opportunity to find the right direction.

When I wrote this, Xu Wei had already sung to the end, and I couldn't help but close my eyes and listen carefully, this is my favorite part of the whole song.

You've had some heroic dreams,

Like the warm light in the night,

How can there be no power of hope,

You can only stand up and move forward forever.

You walk down this bustling street, looking for the direction you should go,

You walk down this bustling street, looking for the power you once had.

……

Yes, the world is so busy, and I'm looking for where I should go. I only hope that when I look back at the road I have walked, although there will be some regretful moments, but at the same time, there will be moments that make me proud, and I hope that I can always walk on the road where my dream is, instead of walking on another road, walking in the direction of my dreams, unwilling to look far away.

Maybe the dream is the biggest spring dream in my life, and I believe that this time I will definitely unbutton her clothes and take her off before I wake up.

Huang Huayi, 2013.11.3