Chapter 417: What to be afraid of
This voice responded very well-behaved, not as well-behaved as she used to be, in the past, she rarely had such meekness, she guessed the topic they were going to discuss next, sooner or later, they could not escape the strange whirlpool that fate had woven for them......
"It seems that Tang Yuan has deceived everyone, even herself!" Lin Zijin discussed with Nan Xianyue as if gossiping. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
She smiled bitterly in her heart at his good intentions, why did he bother to go step by step like this, he was just worried about Meng Chi's true identity!
Even so, there was a smile on her face, "The depth of her love, the pain of love, from the beginning, she had no one in her eyes, only the unfazed Meng Chi in her eyes, her struggle, her resistance, in fact, are the ebb and flow of her alone, just like the first love, many people can't escape that strange circle for the rest of their lives, and they will suffer for a lifetime! ”
Nan Xianyue remembered her previous life, Moon and Mi Xiaoqi.
Even the moon herself can't tell when her feelings for Lin Zijin originated, and whether the young encounter left a strong mark on her heart, perhaps, like Tang Kite, she also used her sister Mi Xiaoqi as a shield, she restrained herself on the grounds of finding her missing sister, and she didn't have the courage to bear this feeling.
And Mi Xiaoqi also found in the search that she could never forget Mi Qin, the warmth and a ray of sunshine that the big boy had brought her.
Lin Zijin's gaze turned back and drifted to Tang Kite, who was still sitting withered.
The light on Tang Kite's body is very strange, half is bright, half is sad, what is bright is that Meng Chi loves her, she really feels Meng Chi's heart, Meng Chi's warm lips and Meng Chi's warm embrace; sad is that the reunion is short, "Tang Kite is lucky, although she has also struggled, in fact, she has unconsciously fought for it, she broke into Meng Chi's life, she rubbed her own bit by bit into Meng Chi's body, branding her own deep imprint......"
Nan Xianyue's gaze has been on Lin Zijin's face, especially his handsome side face, rigid and soft lines, the male god in front of him, his thoughtfulness, his heart is as fine as dust, not inferior to Meng Chi, he will occasionally make her happy, spoil her from time to time, even the conjured sofa is also a single person, not the kind that sits side by side, even the color is the same as the floral fabric sofa in the "soft" of the sweetie shop before his death......
This kind of him makes her feel distressed, but she is not sure if this is love, or if this inexplicable affection is mixed with too many emotions, such as the moon's love for Lin Zijin, and Nan Xianyue's complex emotions for Zhongtianmu......
The reason why he conjured up a single sofa instead of anything else, she understood, he was afraid that she still couldn't fully accept him, afraid that she would be a little uncomfortable, he was giving her time, he was waiting for her, this, he didn't say, but she understood, it's just that when she remembered her task and the Capricorn who was still alive alone in the world as a cloud, she said that she was not flustered, it was false.
But if she is not tempted, it is not true.
After all, she is not a stubborn stone, she has thoughts and feelings, and more importantly, once, as an older rotten girl, she had no immunity to handsome guys, and now, she gets along with such a handsome guy, and the male god day and night, it is commendable that she can control her body and mind, however, even she herself can't tell what she is afraid of, what she is withdrawing, just like Meng Chi, he clearly knows what Tang Yuan wants, he knows that he can give her more security, but he didn't do it, he chose to leave a way back for each other, this may be Nan Xianyue's idea, she has the memories of two people at the same time, the moon and Mi Xiaoqi's, only the memory of the fairy world is missing, she doesn't know what kind of mentality she will be after recovering the memory of the fairy world.
For example, in Mi Xiaoqi's memory, what she has not been able to erase is Mi Chin's shadow, the sunny boy stubbornly hid in a corner of Nan Xianyue's memory, waiting for an opportunity to commit a crime, she didn't know when it would jump out to destroy the rare harmony between her and Lin Zijin, if, she repeatedly dodged and retreated, it would only make Lin Zijin even more unbearable, making the knot in his heart more and more intense, if he didn't touch the knot, one day, everything would be untied, including the things she was worried about, such as when she recovered the memory of the fairy world of Nanxian Moon, such as when she saw Capricorn again, her reaction was difficult to predict。
Many times, the reality is very cruel, cruelly telling people that when they are really faced with a choice or an emergency, the reaction is the most real, and all imagination is empty and unrealistic, not necessarily the most real thing, just like Tang Yuan thought that she was in love with Han Xu, but when she saw Meng Chi again, she realized that she was lying to herself......
"Yue'er ......"
"Zijin, I suddenly remembered something, the pearl earrings that Meng Chi gave to Tang Yuan, could it be that we are looking for a treasure hidden in this life?"
Nan Xianyue avoided Lin Zijin and suddenly looked back at her eyes, she chose to change the topic, she guessed that he would ask about Meng Chi, whether it was the reincarnation of Meng Chi, or a man like Meng Chi, if she asked if she would fall in love desperately, she didn't have the courage to answer, she was afraid that the confession blurted out by her casual brain might burn each other.
Lin Zijin turned around, retracted his gaze, leaned back on the sofa cushion, his whole body was soft and weak, he put his finger into his mouth, bit down the base of his ring finger, and bit a circle there......
Before long, the old man red came as promised, and saw that the two of them were lying on the sofa with their eyes closed, as if they had not rested for a long time, as if they were tired, he couldn't and didn't want to disturb the two, so he turned into a sofa and came out, followed their example, squinted and pretended to sleep.
"Coming?" Lin Zijin felt the change in the aura around him, and took the initiative to say hello.
"Hmm. The old man opened his eyes, "When I saw you resting, I didn't dare to disturb you." ”
At this time, even if she had a heart, Nan Xianyue was embarrassed to pretend to be asleep anymore, so she had to pretend to rub her eyes, and a bright light burst out of her eyes, "You're here?"
Ay...... The old man shook his head: These two people, one is indifferent but also rare to take the initiative to greet them, and the other seems to be enthusiastic but also difficult to be warm, there must be a cat in it!
"What are you looking for me?" The old man didn't buy it, especially in the face of Nan Xianyue's joy as if he hadn't seen his relatives for a long time, and he looked like he was doing business.
"We have a new object of suspicion, let you come to identify!" Lin Zijin saw that the old man had a cold face, although he answered quickly, he didn't have a good face.
At this time, Nan Xianyue saw that both of them were not looking good, and took the initiative to point to the pearl earrings that Tang Yuan had worn between his necks and buried deep in his chest, "That's it!"
The old man didn't answer, but worked hard, sucked the pearl earring, put it in the palm of his hand, the pearl was round and translucent, very similar to the treasure that was finally conjured up in the previous life, the difference was that this pearl turned into a small earring through the whimsy of a skilled craftsman, like a drop of full water.
The popular old man shook his head in a signature way, Nan Xianyue had already looked numb, but she did not show excessive disappointment, in fact, even if she found the treasure at this moment, she did not plan to retreat so quickly, she wanted to witness the final belonging of Tang Kite in this life, after all, such a war era is not better than the peace era, there are too many variables and possibilities.
This life is different from the previous life, those people, those things, all lingering, struggling, and entwining in her memory...... In this life, she knows nothing. (To be continued.) )