This is Wen Yan when he encountered this sentence when he was playing a game. And when he first saw this sentence, Wen Yan thought of talking about books, and quietly hid himself in the pile of books in his seat, his eyes were red, his mouth was covered, his shoulders trembled, and he whimpered quietly.

At that time, it was less than three months before Tan Shumo's death, and it was almost autumn in the city, Wen Yan was still dressed in summer, always wearing different styles of black and white dresses.

Before the exam, the teacher had emphasized the importance of this exam many times, and Lu Yan had also worked with his classmates to prepare seriously and review hard, but a week before the leave, his mood began to change, he was irritable and irritable, and he was easy to lose his temper in the class.

At first, the classmates thought that the focus was too heavy, Wen Yan's mother's strict requirements for Wen Yan were known to the whole class, although Lu Yan usually has a lively and cheerful temperament, and he is much calmer and more mature than ordinary people in handling things, but after all, the third year of high school is special, and there will always be depressed people who change, only a small number of people, from the beginning they feel that things are not quite right.

Lu Yan invited for a week, including the examination time of the joint entrance examination, it took ten full days, plus she arrived at class a day or two late, and she was missing more than ten days of classes at once.

The classmates didn't understand Wen Yan's behavior, there were many classmates who usually had a good relationship with her, and they were in the liberal arts class, in line with concern, and a little gossip curiosity, many classmates asked Wen Yan the reason for taking leave, thinking that something happened to her or her family, and asked her to say it, and the big guy could help her solve it.

But Wen Yan's answer to everyone is "Thank you, no, I'm fine if it's okay", only for one or two who are particularly good, and ask in the middle of the night, will they lose their temper and say, "It's really okay, maybe, after a few days, it's really okay." ”

Wen Yan said this, and this kind of answer was obviously, hiding some things, which made the students even more curious. There are one or two people who don't believe in evil, relying on the fact that they are the darlings of the head teacher, or together or alone, and privately asked the head teacher Wen Yan why he asked for leave.

It stands to reason that in the past, the head teacher would tell them, even the previous classmates asked for leave because of their grandmother's death, and the head teacher told them, but this time the head teacher's attitude was very strange, shaking his head, and asked them not to ask again, and not to mention or ask in front of Wen Yan.

Under normal circumstances, when facing a particularly important exam, students will be used as a negative example by the teacher when they ask for leave, but this time Wen Yan asked for so long, but the teacher didn't say anything, and she didn't criticize her a day or two late, and the students' curiosity was heavier, and they speculated more than once, and rumors spread in the class for a while.

Wen Yan thought that he was accustomed to rumors, but when the attack of some rumors really hit, Lu Yan still couldn't help it, his psychological defense line was broken, and he collapsed and secretly cried.

"Momo, I know how you feel," Wen Yan quietly hid in a corner where no one was around, shrunk himself up like a child, recalled the past, and couldn't help muttering to himself.

Actually, it's not muttering, it's just that the person who confided in him is gone, gone, Wen Yan smiled, and his smile was a bit bleak and sarcastic.

This time, no matter how long she stays here, no one will come to coax her.

When the two began to be estranged, they were implicated in the school affairs, and it was never just Lu Yan who changed.

Since Tan Shumo went to high school, it was the first time that he lived in the school in the real sense, got along with his roommates, and lived a collective life. It's just that Bai Luoyan and the average boy's interests and hobbies are not the same, they can't talk about going together, they don't usually communicate much, and a person who reads books or does something else silently is considered unsocial, and it's the same as in the compound, and is often welcomed by girls, including girls who are liked by roommates, and they won't explain after they refuse, and roommates will inevitably be jealous and unhappy, and after a long time, they will slowly be marginalized by exclusion.

"Ah Yan is also about to take the exam, give her the primary school materials on the second floor of my bookshelf, let her use more snacks, usually look at more, and strive to do well in the exam. Tan Shumo made a big cross on the calendar again, and he saw that he was getting closer and closer to the red circle of the junior high school exam.

It happened that Tan Shumo's mother called, and after Tan Shumo chatted with her mother about some household things, she couldn't help but mention Wen Yan, explained the books that her mother had prepared for her a long time ago, and gave a few more words, an unnatural chatter, the tenderness in her eyebrows and eyes was about to overflow, and across the screen, it was like seeing that girl again.

After the evening self-study in high school, it was already after ten o'clock, and after returning to the dormitory, I washed up and wrote the questions until eleven or twelve o'clock. There are roommates who rarely don't play games, and when they heard the conversation between Tan Shumo and their mother, they poked out a head from the bed, and joked about Shu Mo in a weird way: "I said talk about the eldest young master, who is this thinking of? Why are you still thinking about your little lover who hasn't graduated from elementary school?"

Boys are also good at gossiping, Tan Shumo never mentioned that he and Wen Yan were married, but Wen Yan's name appeared from his mouth many times, and the roommates heard it and remembered it intentionally or unintentionally, and knocked on the side a few times, and some basic information about Lu Yan was taken out from Tan Shumo's mouth.

Wen Yan and Tan Shumo are nearly ten years old, and they are about to be a generation wrong, so many excellent girls chase him, he is not moved, he still thinks about the milky girl who has not dried up, after the roommates know, they always say that Tan Shumo is a pedophile pervert.

Tan Shumo never explained, after all, Lu Yan is really small, and besides, this is just one of the things that is ridiculed on weekdays, and there are many things like this, Bai Luoyan is too lazy to argue, as long as it doesn't involve Wen Yan himself. I was beaten a lot, and my personality changed.

Wen Yan will not tell Tan Shumo what happened at school, and Tan Shumo will not tell Wen Yan what happened to him, usually there are fewer intersections, and they all have hearts and secrets, and the common topics have become less pitiful, and often they can't say a few words, and the two of them will disperse to avoid the embarrassment of having nothing to say.

It's just that both of them haven't noticed the changes in each other, and their attitudes towards each other are still stuck in the past.

Talking about books and ink will not take the initiative to confide, and those who comfort others will not comfort themselves the most, and they will accumulate too much, and gradually they will be on the verge of collapse.