It's been five years, and it's been five years since I left Beihai City, and in the past five years, every day of déjà vu has always been boring.

The youth who couldn't sleep in bed but couldn't get up was probably made black and white by someone. Like a stained Chinese painting, the monotony of black and white means a lonely carnival.

Red Peony can't blame Chen Hao, nor will he be shocked that he would be such a murderer, but seeing that there are so many commercial scams, capitalists don't believe in tears, it's clear.

He understands all of this, but it's a pity that this turning point in his life doesn't seem to be perfect?

Yes, Red Peony wants to use this investment as a turning point to change his inherent state of life.

There is a saying among the old Beihai people, called, the days can't be pushed away, lest even the person who pushes you go away.

Later, these words became the mantra of Red Peony, a mantra for those who are over thirty years old.

In the past thirty years, Red Peony has stopped pretending to have many friends, but has returned to loneliness, and since the last breakup, he has basically lived a lonely life.

In the world of red peony, he is no longer feared to be a madman, an idiot or a clown.

Whether or not flowers and herbs could grow, whether he could bloom a serene smile or not, he had long since stopped caring, and even anger seemed ridiculous.

Anyway, the cowardly posture under the "haha mirror" is an end. Nothing more than lonely, more and more vulgar......

Just like the failure of this investment, the red peony will not look like dead ashes, and its eyes are all red. only smiled bitterly, complained about his fate, and was sad that he didn't meet it.

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Whether the well-being will increase over time, the red peony is not clear, but it is imperative to pass the loneliness and helplessness in front of us.

It was past nine o'clock, and Red Peony was upset, so she made a few phone calls and went out.

"Hey, Dapeng, a few brothers go out and sing a song......"

"Hey, fourth brother, let's go to WildcatKTV in Kuanzhai Alley and sing a few words......"

One by one, I can't wait for all my friends to come and cheer at once.

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At about ten o'clock, eight people came, which made Red Peony a little surprised, because he only made four calls.

"Haha, don't be surprised, Lao Hong, seeing you stay at home every day, it's rare to see you take the initiative to call us and ask us to come out and sing, this doesn't give you face, doesn't it?

The fourth brother's original name was Liu Si, and he was a few months older than Red Peony, but his children were two and a half years old.

"I said fourth, did you pull a few beauties over to give Lao Hong a blind date? haha......" Dapeng said jokingly, "Hey, Lao Hong, don't say it, thank you Hongfu, I'm going to be powerful today, and I haven't yelled well for a long time." ”

Dapeng, formerly known as Mo Xiaopeng, is a college roommate of Red Peony. A native of Chengdu, he returned to his hometown after graduation, and compared to his college roommates, he met more often.

Of the other three girls, Red Peony only knew one.

Her name is Zhang Liuting.

"The girl sitting across from him is called Ah Ting, right?" Red Peony muttered to herself in her heart.

He's the kind of boy who doesn't have much popularity with women and doesn't mind keeping some distance from girls, so he probably met, but Red Peony told him that he wasn't impressed.

It's strange to sit here today, Red Peony feels that she is the same kind of person as herself.

It is true that the two have not had any friendship, and it will not be a relationship between a man and a woman, how can that feeling be said?

If the feeling of a long-lost friend is "long time no see";

The feeling of long-lost lovers is "are you okay";

The current Zhang Liuting gives the red peony the feeling of "I'm back".

A relationship that is not very close but very strong.

Red Peony couldn't help but look at the girl beside her, surpassing her appearance and figure, the first thing that Red Peony noticed was the deep tiredness in her eyes.

Red Peony cares a little, but that's about it.

The gathering of formalism will never be less formalistic.

In the world of red peony, in the past five years, several people have eaten, drunk and sung no more than five times, and the average is once a year.

This is probably because Red Peony is tired of such boring but compelled parties and socials, even if he initiates them, even if their friendship does not diminish with time and communication.

Yes, for Red Peony, the price of adulthood and growth is not being in the whirlpool of interpersonal relationships, but not getting the corresponding happiness.

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Eight people, made a big bag, ordered a lot of wine.

Not drinking alcohol should be considered a good habit at all times, but in China, it becomes a sick sentence and a false proposition.

Red Peony picked up the microphone and said to everyone with a smile: "I'm very happy today, there are seven friends gathered here, although tomorrow is the weekend, but like the fourth brother, they are all family people, and they are willing to accompany me to make trouble, I am actually very grateful." ”

"I said Lao Hong, don't talk about these haves or not, these three beauties are here, don't you want to make a song about your fame......?"

The three girls looked at each other, "Fame song?"

Red Peony touched her chin, "Haha, singing must be sung, in fact, I have something to say to you, I will submit my resignation report next week, and I will return to Beihai for the New Year this year, and I should not come to Chengdu in the future......"

"My elementary school is in Beihai, my junior high school is in Beihai, my high school is in Beihai, and I even have college in Beihai.

The red peony didn't say anything more, some words were up to the point, and the more they talked, the more sorrows they had left.

This night, Red Peony sang a lot of songs, including Mayday's "Little Sun" and Shuimu Nianhua's "Middle School Days".

In line with the trend of love, Red Peony sang Teresa Teng's "I Only Care About You".

"If I didn't meet you

Where will I be

How are the days going

Whether life should be cherished

Maybe you know someone

Living an ordinary life

I don't know if it will

There is also love that is as sweet as honey

Let the time pass in a hurry

All I care about is you

Willingly infect your breath

Life geometry can get a confidant

It is not a pity to lose the power of life

So I beg you

Don't let me leave you

I can't feel it except you

A touch of affection"

Singing this, Red Peony couldn't cry, he left Beihai City, where he gave birth to him and raised him, for a girl, and came to Chengdu alone.

Before that, he had never been in love, and after that, there was no more.

Today, he suddenly felt very lonely.

He suddenly understood that behind the boredom was loneliness.

He suddenly understood that all the paleness of the original was not as good as the friendship of his confidant at this moment.

Red Peony picked up the microphone and sang another song of Yu Wenwen's "Heartbeat".

"Find out what you stick to

Find and prove what

Watch life live

Who's laughing at my flamboyance"

After crying, they started laughing again, and the red peony smiled unscrupulously, but this kind of smile made several of them feel extremely distressed.

After singing "Heartbeat", Red Peony remembered what Wang Chao said:

The awakening of our generation is not only because people are constantly discovering the truth, but we are also continuing to discover falsehood, playing Kafka's metamorphosis in Borges's labyrinth, and Sun Wukong and Nezha have finally become Pinocchio!

The sorrow of the red peony, the joy of the red peony, the cry of the red peony, and the laughter of the red peony have all escaped.

Red Peony slept on the sofa, the dark wooden sofa like a magnet with strong magnetic force and the ruthless black hole, devouring him. The darkness oppressed the tired body, and the shrill snoring sounded, and he fell asleep like that.

Red Peony couldn't remember what they sang or what they said, all because he had drunk too much.

Drinking too much is a nuisance and always has a headache, but drinking too much is sometimes a good thing, and you can forget a lot of things!

Vaguely, Red Peony heard them seem to say, "I want to buy a skirt tomorrow, Ah Ting, you can accompany me to Chunxi Road, it's almost the New Year, you know." ”

"Oops, I just drank a little bit of wine, and I was almost dizzy by you, I'll go with you!"

"Hee-hee, A-Ting, you're so nice!"

"Of course...... This fairy also buys spring clothes. ”

"What did you say?"

"No, no, this immortal is with you. ”

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