Chapter 376: Tang Kite's Thoughts 4

Old man Tang sent Meng Chi to the battlefield every three or five times, from the initial personal leadership, and then to the small battles in the back to let Meng Chi lead himself, Meng Chi lived up to expectations, returned triumphantly again and again, and in the training, Meng Chi has grown greatly. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

And Tang Kite, she thought that she couldn't see Meng Chi, her heart would be more peaceful, but she was wrong, when Meng Chi went out, she was always frightened, she was crazy every time, but she had nowhere to tell, even her own mother, such a rebellious love, such a matter of breaking up other people's marriages, her mother didn't scold her to death, if it was passed into the ears of Old Man Tang, the grumpy old man might be like thunder, and immediately send her to Zhang's house!

She didn't dare, even if Old Man Tang favored her, but in the matter of marriage, since it had been decided, Old Man Tang would not compromise easily.

So, while she was panicked, she walked very close to Zhang Niannian, if nothing else, she wanted to try to contact Zhang Gongzi more, she naively thought that she had too little time with Zhang Gongzi, and she had not yet developed feelings for him.

Of course, there is another layer of vague meaning, that is, she has been trying to find out Zhang Niannian's reaction to Meng Chi, she doesn't know what Zhang Niannian thinks about Meng Chi!

In fact, she has been evading, has been convincing herself that Meng Chi is her brother, and Meng Chi only has a brother-like friendship for herself, she feels that she must have made a mistake to like her brother, she feels that it must not be love, but she pays too much attention to Meng Chi, she thinks that she is crazy, thinking about Meng Chi day and night, paying attention to everything about him.

So, Tang Yuan took the opportunity to get along with Zhang Niannian every other day to get close to Zhang Gongzi, but no matter how hard she tried, Zhang Gongzi at this time was a fool in her eyes, not doing her job all day long, idle, and she forced herself countless times. For example, when she misses Meng Chi, she will force herself to think about Zhang Gongzi, but. What came into her mind was Zhang Gongzi's nondescript and somewhat unobtrusive face in her mind, but for a moment, even she was disgusted, and Meng Chi entered her mind again, and she was stationed like this. Lingering.

Over time, she didn't hate Zhang Gongzi originally, but because she forced herself again and again, because of countless times of indignation, why did this thing take a fancy to her, she still stubbornly entangled herself, vowed to marry herself, and made an appointment with herself early, which made her miserable now; She can't help but like Zhang Gongzi more and more, such a flamboyant tongue, so flashy, so frivolous/exaggerated......

In the end, she had to lose, she lost to herself, she gave up the idea of making herself fall in love with Zhang Gongzi, because she found that it was impossible!

So, later. No matter what Zhang Gongzi does again, no matter how affectionate he is for her, she resolutely refuses him, yes. She had already tried, she failed, she couldn't give Zhang Gongzi the pleasure she wanted, so she was resolute and resolute, and she was ruthless. It's not that she doesn't want to give Zhang Gongzi a chance. Rather, there really is no chance!

Just when she was annoyed, just when she was about to find someone else, Meng Chi came back, so high-spirited, so heroic, he was more calm than before, less talking, and the stubble under his chin that was still vigorous even though he was shaved, he was more mature than before, and he had more masculine charm.

He's back, yes, he's back, and she, she's panicked and messed up.

She felt that Meng Chi was like an endless sea, she was the traveler who was thirsty and couldn't stand to drink to quench her thirst, knowing that the sea water was very salty, knowing that the sea water could not be drunk, knowing that the sea water could not quench her thirst, she would only drink more and more thirsty, but she was so thirsty, her thirsty throat was smoking, and her thirsty organs hurt, and she felt that if she didn't drink even some seawater, she would die soon and be thirsty to death......

She began to face her heart, began to try to calm herself, in order to catch up with Meng Chi's footsteps, she knew that he graduated from the military academy, so she worked hard to prevent her father from interfering, in order to be admitted to the military school, as if going to a military school, she had the same experience with him, she was closer to his heart, more importantly, she wanted to understand him, understand what he was thinking, she wanted to get a glimpse of Meng Chi's past journey through the same military school, in order to better understand him, get closer to him, and close the gap between her and him.

However, what she didn't expect was that when she heard the news that she was applying for the military academy, Zhang Niannian was even more excited than her, shouting that she was going to apply for the exam, she didn't know how to stop Zhang Niannian, she didn't dare to tell Zhang Niannian, why did she apply for the military academy, did she want Zhang Niannian to take care of her sisterhood and give Meng Chi to her? Even if Zhang Niannian was willing, Meng Chi might not be willing, right?

Meng Chi leans on the Tang Mansion on the left and the Zhang family on the right, such an opportunity to rise to prominence, how many men are willing to miss it? Even if Meng Chi has no thoughts about Zhang Niannian, he will not give up Zhang Niannian.

Moreover, no matter how she tried, she was very unsuccessful, she couldn't see Meng Chi's thoughts, every time, when she dragged Zhang Niannian to the Tang Mansion or left school together, she deliberately dragged Zhang Niannian up, she wanted to see Meng Chi's attitude towards Zhang Niannian, but Meng Chi did not turn a blind eye to Zhang Niannian, and did not care too much about her, just like his attitude towards Tang Ran, who also admired him, the cloud is light, calm, not advancing or retreating, impartial, no more normal, neither as enthusiastic as his fiancée, nor deliberately ashamed, everything, normal can no longer be normal, plain and bland, because of this, Tang Yuan can't see through what Meng Chi is thinking, especially his attitude towards Zhang Niannian.

Of course, she also has times when she can't control herself, for example, that day, when Meng Chi came to pick her up after a long absence, Tang Yuan deliberately threw herself into Meng Chi's arms in front of Zhang Niannian, this is not an intimate act that even her sister should have, not to mention that she is already a big girl, but she can't control herself, so she just pounces on her, even if it is a moment of possession, it is good!

However, when she was **** and thrived, she still couldn't catch up with him, just like she used to eat desperately and wanted to grow faster and higher, but she couldn't catch up with him, she was always shorter than him.

When she is still inferior to him after unremitting efforts, when she understands that just like age, even if she works hard, she is growing, he is also growing, she is a year older, he is also a year older, she is desperate, she will never be the tall tree that is side by side with him, the green pine and cypress, she is at most a flashy peach tree, will bloom and bear fruit, but because of the change of the four seasons, the flowers bloom and fall, not like him, the four seasons are evergreen, forever so vibrant, will not be too gorgeous, will not be too withered....... ( To be continued. )