I have a friend who often copies the journal I write, and others usually reprint one, but he copies almost every one of them to his space, and then publishes it under his name, and becomes his diary, whether it is lyrics, poems, **, or even diaries. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info I know he doesn't mean anything, it's just an appreciation, he once asked me on QQ if I mind, I said I don't mind, after all, he doesn't copy a great god like Han Han Guo Jingming to copy me, I really flattered me, I said to him: "One day, you will find that in fact, there is no point in this." ”

It's been more than a year since then, and seven or eight out of ten of his space are my stuff, and one day this summer, he even passed me a song, and I opened it and listened to it, and found that it was the lyrics I wrote, and he said that he took a lyric I wrote, composed a music for a composer, arranged an accompaniment, recorded a harmony, and finally that person sang and recorded it, and made a song. I felt okay after listening to that song, the prelude, the chorus, and the ending were still present, and I also bothered him, although the lyrics were signed by him, but I was still a little happy to hear the song I wrote. There are also times when I miss the girl I like, write a diary, and he also copies the past, and then many people comment on him, wishing him and that girl happiness...... , I look weird, I can't cry or laugh, my woman was forcibly snatched away by him in this way, fortunately I don't have a girlfriend yet, otherwise it hurts.

In fact, I am writing this today, mainly to remind him, if this continues, in a few years, will you lose yourself and become another me? Or will you become my shadow?

If a person even copies something like a diary, then what else does this person have to assert? Especially a man, if he doesn't have his own opinions, how can your girlfriend live with you in the future? After all, a diary is not like an article and poetry, and the article and poetry pay attention to the literary nature, and the personal color is not strong, and the copy is reasonable, but the diary is a very subjective thing, it completely represents my mood, and even the mood wants to be copied? I asked him why he was doing this, and he said that I was his idol, and I was really flattered, and I was reminded of something from a long time ago. From 2002 to 2005, I was in junior high school, I was very obsessed with Jay Chou, I was still young and immature at that time, I just hoped that I could completely become the second Jay Chou, and I wanted to be the same everywhere, and strive to be printed in a mold, but no matter how hard I tried, I could only behave similarly, but the internal, essential things, I couldn't imitate at all, like composing, I couldn't do it at all. Later, when I grew up, I finally understood some things, I was no longer so obsessed with him, everyone has the meaning of living in this world differently, he can't be anyone's shadow, he is an independent individual, with his own ideas, and a life completely different from others. If you live according to my model, even the diary is written by me, even the songs I listen to are my favorite, and even the poems I send to girls are written by me, are you in love? Is that you? As your friend, I really want to ask: Where have you been?

Now you are more like a shadow of me, I raise my hand, you raise your hand, I go, you don't stay, is it very boring for you to live like this? Many things depend on me, my mind is controlled by me, I feel like a cult, demagoguery, I hope you don't become my shadow, because the position of the shadow is very embarrassing -- it will always be trampled underfoot. I don't want to step on anyone, I want you to stand up, we are friends, we should be in the same position, there is no difference between high and low, you have your different life, don't be influenced by me, I will cheer for you on the side, I also believe that you can find yourself again.

Your sky shouldn't be floating in my dreams.

――Huang Huayi2010.11.24I have no shadow.