Kou Feng was stunned, and then stopped his pace, and said loudly to the starling with a solemn face, "Starling, Brother Feng is not an outsider, not to mention that he is also my master's nephew." ”

Kou Feng spoke for me again, but the starling didn't seem to like contact with strangers.

And when I heard what the starling said just now, my old face immediately turned red, and I felt that my face was hot. Without waiting for the starling brother to speak again, I pretended to be indifferent, coughed lightly twice and sneered at Kou Feng and said, "It's okay, you guys can go." I happen to be a little sleepy, so I'll go back to sleep first. ”

After that, I waved my hand at Kou Feng and signaled that I was fine.

Kou Feng's face changed unpredictably, he opened his mouth, but nodded at me and said, "Okay then." Brother Feng, you go back to the meeting first, you really can't find a girl to accompany you. I'll be back later. ”

"Well, go ahead. I waved my hand again and again, and then left the village with my hands in my pockets with a smile.

Actually, at the moment I turned around. It's not a taste to be abnormal in my heart, and this feeling of being blinded is really unpleasant. But I understand that if I want to change my starling's attitude, it must be done unless I let him see that I am not weaker than him.

In today's society, it's not like anyone who introduces a friend casually and has to call you a brother. Everyone has their own temperament and character, and it is normal for starlings to follow the ghost face for a long time, and their temper is arrogant.

In the dark of night, I returned to the village alone. There was a special place to live in the village, and I walked all the way back. The more I walked, the more lonely I became.

The country roads have no street lights, and they look like an endless abyss. It's even more uncomfortable when it touches the loneliness in my heart.

Halfway through, I took out my mobile phone and called Zhao Long. Thinking about chatting with Zhao Long, I might feel a little more comfortable.

The phone nodded and rang for a long time before answering.

Then, Zhao Long's sleepy voice came from the phone, "Hey madman, why are you calling in the middle of the night?"

"Are you asleep?" I replied in surprise.

"Nonsense. See for yourself what time it is, it's eleven o'clock. I almost got tired and lay down on the construction site during the day, and when I came back, I didn't even wash my face and fell asleep. Zhao Long yawned and said, even through the phone, I could feel the smell of Zhao Long's stinky feet.

I was silent for a few seconds. Zhao Long asked out loud again, "Crazy, is there something wrong with you?"

"It's okay, what can I do. Isn't it too boring, there is nothing in the village. I smiled and touched my nose and said.

"Oh. It's nothing, I'm sorry! I can't get used to this chicken for a day. Zhao Long scolded and complained.

I nodded, knowing that Zhao Long was tired for a day. Originally, I couldn't say a word of what I was talking about. I thought about it, exchanged a few casual pleasantries, and hung up.

When I got back to my accommodation, I was bored and couldn't sleep. Thinking of the way starlings looked at me today, my heart felt as if something had been poked twice, and it was uncomfortably tight.

I don't care about the vain name, the vain stuff is actually the least practical.

But no one doesn't like not to be respected, even if I'm a clown, I want to be respected. This society is so sad, the more you crave respect, the more you will lose in the end.

I tossed and turned in bed irritably, and after I was really bored, I went on WeChat. I was accompanied only by darkness and loneliness, I silently flipped through the circle of friends, and suddenly saw Cao Shuang post such a statement.

"It's easy to fall in love with someone, but it's hard to forget someone. ”

Maybe it was too boring, so I just clicked a thumbs up. Actually, when I saw Cao Shuang's words, I always had a certain feeling that she was talking about me. I hesitated for a moment, but at the instigation of curiosity, I clicked on Cao Shuang's circle of friends and read them one by one.

Since I added Cao Shuang's WeChat, it is the first time I have seen her circle of friends.

Except for some forwarded stuff, activities. Cao Shuang's circle of friends is almost all sensational, all kinds of heart-wrenching and sad texts, and even some pictures, basically all of which are selfies of herself, gray-white photos, which look extremely sad.

I flipped through them one by one. Suddenly, my WeChat buzzed twice. I went back to take a look, and I thought to myself, who sent me WeChat in the middle of the night.

Because I have few friends, there are almost no people on WeChat except Cao Shuang, Er Chen, Zhao Long, and Beibei. Even if there are some, they are the kind that have not been said for hundreds of years.

After I returned, I saw two messages, both of which were sent by Cao Shuang, and she asked me, "Haven't slept yet?"

Seeing these two sentences, my face was hot for a while, obviously I went to see it because I was curious, but I don't know why. As I typed, I said, "Oh, it's fine." I'm used to liking what other people have to say. ”

I don't know why I hide my inner thoughts, I'm obviously not interested in Cao Shuang, and I'm not afraid that she will misunderstand. But when she asked me, I didn't want to tell the truth.

Similarly, after this sentence was issued, I still had a trace of expectation in my heart, looking forward to Cao Shuang's reply to me.

However, the sentence I just sent out seemed to mean that I didn't want to chat with Cao Shuang.

Quite an ambivalent idea.

I lay on the bed, staring at the bright phone screen, and saw that Cao Shuang had not replied to me for a long time. I stretched out my hand and slapped myself lightly, laughing and scolding with self-deprecation, "Liu Feng, Liu Feng, who do you really think you are, why do you have to revolve around you." ”

After murmuring, I turned off my phone and got ready for bed.

Suddenly, there was a buzz, and WeChat suddenly vibrate.

I snapped my eyes open, grabbed my phone and looked at it twice. Sure enough, it was Cao Shuang who replied to me. She said she had just returned from the hospital for an infusion and was still having a fever.

"What's the matter, why do you have a fever?" I asked, shyly.

This time, Cao Shuang replied quickly, she sent a surprised expression and then a shy expression, "Do you care about me?"

Belch?

Seeing this unanswerable message, I once again chose to remain silent. I silently turned off my phone, my eyes fixed on the roof.

Yes, what am I? I know that Cao Shuang likes me, I don't mean anything to her, but I still care about people.

Am I not cheap?

Buzz, buzz.

WeChat rang again and again. It's just that I didn't read the news this time, and I'm quite entangled. I kind of want to see it, but I don't dare to look at it.

Hypocrisy, maybe that's hypocrisy.

I put my phone on silent. Hypocrisy is hypocrisy, it's better than hurting others. I thought to myself, close my eyes and get ready for bed, but no matter how I sleep, my mind is a mess.

Suddenly, the phone screen suddenly lit up, followed by a buzzing sound, and all the while.

I turned my head sideways and let out a sigh and looked twice. It's still Cao Shuang, but this time it's her calling me.

She must have called me when she saw that I didn't reply to WeChat.

At the moment, my heart is like a kitten scratching, itchy. I struggled for a while, but I couldn't help but answer the phone, but I pretended to be very sleepy, looking half-asleep and half-awake, and asked Cao Shuang, what's wrong?

"Liu Feng. You, where are you? Can you come to me? I seem to have a fever again, and a little dizzy. Cao Shuang spoke weakly.

Hearing that Cao Shuang had a fever again, I immediately raised my voice, didn't pretend to be asleep, and said eagerly, "Then you hurry back to the hospital, don't be at home." ”

"I, I don't dare, it's too late......" Cao Shuang said weakly on the phone.

I was silent for a moment, I wasn't going to go. But when I thought that Cao Shuang was still having a fever, especially when a girl went out at night, it was too dangerous.

I raised my hand and "snapped" and slapped myself in the mouth, secretly scolding myself in my heart, what time is it, I still think about those messy things, Cao Shuang needs friends at this time, if I am a man, I should hurry up to see her and accompany her to the hospital.

I gripped my teeth, half of my face was still hurting, I grabbed the phone and hurriedly said to Cao Shuang, "Don't move, I'll go over to find you right away......"