487 About the Father
"Hehe, I'll go with you, what else can you do with me?" The massage girl smiled at me with disdain when she heard this, and when I saw her expression, I suddenly felt like laughing, "Oops." Don't tease me. I don't want to mess with you, if I wanted to clean you up, I'd have pounced on you just now. Can you afford to wait a while?"
"Uh, then what are you asking me to go out with you!?" the massage girl frowned, looked at me suspiciously, and asked.
I pursed my lips, looked up at her and smiled, "Nothing. I just think you're a very different girl, so I want to talk to you a little more, the 500 yuan just now is the chat fee, what's the matter?"
"Damn, then I have to thank you?" the massage girl took a deep breath and said to me, "I haven't really seen you like this." Take 500 dollars and come to this kind of place to talk to me. Is it true that you are really not good in some aspects?"
When I heard this, I immediately squirted, "What are you kidding?" I found you, don't you want me to do something with you?"
"It doesn't matter, you gave the money anyway. It's your business whether you do it or not, since you want to chat, let's talk. I can do it all. The massage girl pouted and sat down next to her, then she picked up my cigarette, lit one directly, and began to smoke.
I didn't care, I was happy, I looked at her directly and said, "What kind of person do you have of me?"
"No, people. You're such a strange person, it's the first time I've ever met you. "The massage girl's evaluation of me is still very perfunctory.
However, when she said this, I felt a little crying and laughing. I thought for a moment, and continued, "What if I said I was thinking of a person. I'm not in the mood to fall in love with other women, do you believe it?"
"Huh, love, hurt?" the massage girl looked at me, grinning, and looked at me in disbelief.
I exhaled indifferently, grabbed a cigarette, and lit one for myself. With the feeling of smoke, I said to her, "It's not an injury." Actually, I left her on my own initiative. Because I know that she will be very wronged when she is with me, and I can't give her a stable life, in fact, I am also afraid that she will be hurt. ”
"Excuses, right? You just don't want to be responsible. The massage girl said a word, and then squinted her eyes and looked at me.
I savored the sentence and didn't say anything to contradict her. I can't think of an excuse to refute her. I grinned, "Say whatever you want." Anyway, I just think that if she's with me, it will delay her. ”
"That's what you think?" the massage girl looked at me in surprise.
I nodded, and then said slowly, "Of course." Her family is much better off than mine. And I, just a poor kid without parents. When I was a child, it was I who sent my dad to prison with my own hands. For so many years, I have been living this life of no one and no ghost. You don't know how painful it hurts to my heart when I see that everyone else has fatherly love. I was just a child, and in my dreams, I don't know how many times I had this kind of dream, and I longed, very longing for my father's love, longing for my father to send me when I was in school, and to come home and have my mother cook for me. I can be spoiled, I can feel happy, I can get the warmth of family. ”
However, all this can only be lived in a dream. I can't even fulfill such a wish that is insignificant in the eyes of others. That's why after so many years, I chose to mix society. Maybe it's only when I'm slashing people with a knife that my heart is cold. Maybe you will forget those unpleasant pasts. I don't have parents, I don't have the ability to do it, I don't have education. If I want to protect the person I love the most, I can only choose to hold a steel knife and enter the rivers and lakes!"
As I spoke, my eyes immediately turned red.
At this time, the massage girl scattered the cigarette ash in her hand, her eyes looked at me directly, until she was silent for a long time, and then said to me expressionlessly, "Then you want to protect the person you love the most, who is he?"
"It's Sister Wen. After I lost my parents, it was Sister Wen who took care of me all the time. She was very good to me, and no matter how big a mistake I made, she would forgive me. It's just that she never knew that I was in the middle of society. And I stepped into society because of Sister Wen. I smiled helplessly, and when I mentioned the past, I always had a strange feeling in my heart.
Then, I told the massage girl about Sister Wen being bullied by Zhao Desheng. Then, how Zhao Long and I took revenge, and how we walked into the rivers and lakes step by step, all told the massage girl and gave her a complete explanation.
Then I noticed that she was stunned. Her eyes were staring at me until she stared at me for a while, and then, subconsciously, she said, "I don't see it." You're still such a storyteller. ”
"Hehe, I have a lot of stories. What, are you interested?" I gave her a faint look, then shrugged my shoulders.
The massage girl nodded, and said without denying, "Not bad." I do want to hear your story. According to what you said, your life was a bastard, right? No wonder I saw that you had so many scars on your body. Actually, I have a question that I want to ask you in particular!"
"You ask. Do you want to ask me why I sent my dad to prison with my own hands, right?" I took the last puff of my cigarette, then threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stomped on it.
"Yes, I'm curious, why are you so ruthless and sent your father in. The massage girl, looking me in the eye, finally asked the question.
"Because he's a brute. I will never forgive him for that one thing in my life. He has hurt my mother, and now he has hurt Sister Wen. I don't want to admit that I have anything to do with him other than that I'm related to him!"
"But either way, that's your father. The massage girl stared at me, bit her lip and said, "You're much luckier than me." At least you know what your father looks like. He's just done something wrong, right? But you know me? I don't even know what my dad looks like, and he drove a big car and had an accident when I wasn't born. ”