Run 2013-7-414:26

It's been almost two weeks since I submitted the resignation procedures, but I haven't seen a new colleague come in, and now every day is tormenting, I don't have the heart to go to work, my heart is not here, and I have no motivation to do anything. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoAfter eating at noon, I went to the boulevard outside, the hot sun shone down, and it was not as comfortable as the air conditioning in the office, but the feeling of the sun going straight into my heart was also something that I didn't have in the office. It was supposed to be a time to rest, but I always wanted to go back to the office, thinking that I had a lot to do, but I didn't.

A lot of times, we are just unconsciously nervous, and our shoulders are always standing up when we sleep, and many people have become frozen shoulders and hard shoulders in this way. Even when you take a break, you can't calm down, rest is more like a part of work, just go through a process, that's not really a break.

Two years ago, I began to fear from the time I first got a job, would I have to sit in the office like this for the rest of my life? What a terrifying future, no summer vacation, no winter vacation, lasting for decades from 9 to 5, when I could finally rest, but it was already 60 years old and retired, with an old body, basking in the sunset memories.

It's been two years, two jobs, and I'm still not used to going to work, maybe my heart is like my zodiac, it's a horse, it needs to run in the wilderness, and be exposed to the sun and the breeze in that place where there is no air conditioning. After this time, I will never go to work again, and I want to take the lead in one thing by myself instead of letting others lead in doing something. No matter how hard you work at work, in fact, it is your boss who gains the most, not yourself.

I want to finish this book, and after I quit my job, I will write 10,000 words a day, and there are about 150 days before the end of this year, and by then the book will be exactly 2 million words, and it will almost be over. Online game novels are too limited, and the copyright is difficult to sell, so the next book will write mainstream fantasy. I hope that before the age of 30, I can have a book that sells game rights and movie rights, and when there is a real chance to be adapted into a movie, I will ask myself to change the script myself, no matter how bad the movie is or how low the score is, this is my hard work. I just turned 23 and have less than 7 years to work on this goal, if I write a book a year, it will be 7 books, and I want to make this dream come true within the deadline of 7 books.

Every day, we are actually racing against time, to see if we can achieve greater goals in a shorter time, and whether we can do things that others can't do in a lifetime at the youngest age. I like Jay Chou, not because of how high his status is, when I like him, he doesn't even have a reputation, what I like is his talent, he has changed the entire Chinese music scene at the age of 23, what a great achievement.

Life is actually very short, decades have passed, no matter what you do, in the end it will turn to dust, and the end will be the same for everyone. In this world, there is no stipulation of what is great and what is ordinary, everything is just a choice.