It was very late when we came out of the cinema, and if it were me, I wouldn't want to be Jack, but that alien Avatar, and you were jumping in the forest, frolicking among the grass and flowers, under the tree of souls, and every morning, I would hear your greeting, "I see you." "With infinite tenderness, I don't want to be a Phantom Knight, as long as I can continue our story in the forest, I don't want to see humans, I don't want to go home, because, the moment I see you riding in Ikran soaring in the sky, I know that you are my home, Neytiri, you are my home."www.biquge.info But I'm not an Avatar, I don't know where my Neytiri is, maybe I've found it, it's just that she's left the forest, and I want to find another one, but it's hard. At the moment, outside the cinema, beside me, a beautiful girl, I want her to be my Neytiri, but I know it's not that easy, I've already found 3 Neytiri, they are indeed Neytiri, but I'm still a human and not an avatar, and sooner or later I'll have to return to my connection warehouse instead of the vibrant Pandora Forest.

It was darker, we got on the bus, the car was very quiet and noisy, she was sitting next to her and fell asleep quietly, her eyelashes were very naughty, very beautiful, I don't know who it would be my girlfriend in a few years, the car started slowly, the night lights were on, the bustling city and the forest in the movie formed a strong contrast, I want to hold you, can you hear?

The terminal arrived, she got off the bus, she said that today is very pleasant, she has to go to a friend's birthday ceremony immediately, we are separated at the school gate, I went back to school alone, slowly walking under the street lamp, the orange light is too dim, look up, do not see the stars, at that moment there is an illusion, I seem to be like this dim street lamp, it is the twilight of the year, the sky is raining, the raindrops are fluttering like my young years, my face is covered with rain like happiness, I want to make an exception to smoke a cigarette, just under this street lamp, but I have no smoke, standing under the street lamp, drenched in the rain for a while, looking at the hurried passers-by, at the moment I am like a director, you are all my actors, but such a movie has no box office, and can only be enjoyed by me alone.

I suddenly had an inspiration, and I was writing a poem these days, and the last sentence of the next sentence of the word was "Who is dreaming of people in dreams?" "But I can't write the last sentence of Shang Yan, that needs a Chinese character that is both a verb and a noun, yesterday I wrote on the first draft "people in the play in the play in the play everyone", but this is not what I want, I always feel that something is missing, at this moment I know the feeling I want, under this street lamp, stepping on their own shadow to have the feeling, it is better to change it to "people under the lamp, who are waiting under the lamp." However, after repeating two sentences, I knew that I was wrong, this sentence is not perfect, after all, lamp and so on are just homophony, not replaced, just like those Neytiri I used to seek, I like you, but I am not suitable for you.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, I can no longer miss this poetic street lamp, on the way back to the bedroom, I think, I can feel her happiness, I think she is also the first time to watch a 3D movie, like a little girl a little excited, in fact, "Avatar" is just Cameron's trial work, next year, if there is still a chance, I will invite her to watch "Gun Dream", that is the story told by the guide Cameron.

It's just that I hope that at that time, she was already my Neytiri, my home.

2010-01-09