The next day, Lu Yan came to work on time, and it happened that a few more guests came at that time, after Lu Yan received him, he asked Zhou Shiyi for help in the process, and after several cooperation, the two gradually became acquainted.

Zhou Shiyi found that Lu Yan was much calmer and more rational than he speculated, and many times Zhou Shiyi was not calm, and Lu Yan could still deal with it lightly and unhurriedly on the side. But it's getting more and more unpredictable.

"Hey, Boss Zhou," Lu Yan, who was talking to the guests that day, suddenly turned his head and asked Zhou Shiyi with an interesting smile, "How many colors can you see with your eyes?"

Zhou Shiyi was sitting on the sofa, making a video call with Ling Wei, when Lu Yan interrupted him like this, he raised his head and looked at her in surprise: "A lot, don't you say that I really haven't paid attention to how many colors I can see, what's wrong? I'm neither color blind nor color weak." ”

"So, do you know what the world looks like in black and white?"

- Do you know what the world looks like in black and white?

Yes, animals know what the black and white world looks like, and Chen Luoya, Chen Luoya also knows what it looks like.

Chen Luoya has been very well-behaved and obedient since she was a child, and her parents doted on her, she has never been beaten since she was born, and the only time she was beaten was because the little Chen Luoya was ignorant, and kept chasing her parents and asking: "Mom, what color is blue?" They say that day and night are different, and the sky is blue, which is particularly beautiful. ”

At that time, the parents chose to be silent and avoided answering, and later Chen Luoya asked a lot, the mother hid to the side and cried, and the father raised his hand angrily and slapped Chen Luoya.

Little Chen Luoya was beaten and stumbled, and her father immediately regretted it, stepped forward to hug her, and cried himself. Chen Luoya became scared when she saw her parents crying, her little hands clumsily wiped the tears on her father's face, and her immature voice kept apologizing, "I'm sorry Dad, I was wrong, I was really wrong......"

After that, Chen Luoya never asked the question of color again, she was afraid of being beaten when she was a child, but when she grew up, she understood that she couldn't.

Chen Luoya actually really wants to know what blue is, because in her world there is no day or night, only gray and black sky, only know that the sun and the moon are two glowing circles, but the moon is darker, it will change, the sun is brighter, bigger, it should not change.

The textbook says rainbow, dusk, orange light, snow...... Except for the white snow, Chen Luoya didn't know their color. The scenery of the four seasons changes, she can't see their colors, the world says that the world is colorful, and she looks at the world is black and white.

"Brother," Chen Luoya curled up in the corner sullenly, Chen Luoping saw it, went over to rub her head, and heard her timid call.

"Brother, my roommates are discussing the popular colors this year again, they say that this year's popular is purple, and they also say that pumpkin red looks best when I wear them, but brother, what do they look like?"

The clerk of the clothing store said that he met a very strange girl, and the girl was quite handsome, but her taste was more unique.

"You said that after the girl entered the store, she dared to wear it in any color and looked good, and she wore it so brightly, after all, she was young and had capital. ”

When Chen Luoya went back to buy clothes, she could always hear the clerk on the side more or less talking, she was always silent, she didn't dare to speak, and then gradually she didn't dare to stretch out her hand, so she simply asked the clerk to help her choose. It's like with no one to help, she doesn't dare to attend other people's funerals and weddings for fear of wearing the wrong clothes.

In Chen Luoya's world, weddings and funerals are all the same colors, the same flowers, and the same big photos, but people's emotions are different and their performances are different.

I can see the world in your eyes, I just don't know what the colors of the world look like in your eyes, I can feel your joys and sorrows, I just can't tell the colors of joy and sorrow in your eyes.

Red and black are both intense colors, and they are all the same in Chen Luoya's world.

"I was ridiculed again yesterday, people said I was dressed strangely, and unfamiliar teachers said that I was unique and special to attract attention.

Chen Luoya often erupts inadvertently, her small body contains a tyrannical factor, like a predatory beast, she slammed into the people around her and laughed at her, and was stopped by some strong boys, so she grabbed and bitten, and let out a "woo" roar from her throat.

Chen Luoping felt sorry for his sister, and found out that he would always go up to drive those people away and take his sister away, and other people's parents came to the door, so he also stepped forward to take the responsibility for his sister. In fact, their parents know the truth of the matter, but everyone pretends to be confused and is unwilling to expose the truth.

"Brother, why do people point fingers at me on the road? Why do people laugh at me without knowing it, and people who know sympathize with me? Why can't I be treated as equals like everyone else?"

Chen Luoping knew that his sister felt sorry for him, and his sister always ran over to apologize, but she sobbed and couldn't help but confide in him. But Chen Luoping couldn't do anything except hug his sister tightly, wipe her tears, and drive away the bully.

All the relatives in the family are worried about Chen Luoya's usual safety, and sometimes Chen Luoya will be worried when she comes home late, and there is no way, Chen Luoya can't tell the color of the traffic light. At the intersection where there are only numbers and simple circles, Chen Luoya never dares to cross the road alone, so she can only sit until someone arrives and looks at others carefully.

"I'm not disabled and I'm healthy, but you always treat me like a disabled person. ”

"I'm not blind, I can see things, but I don't see things in their truest form. ”

Chen Luoya always longs for equal treatment when faced with abnormalities, but when she really encounters some situations, all psychological defenses collapse in an instant. She didn't know why God did this to her, why he gave her light but didn't give her color, she wasn't blind, but she didn't feel that blind people were more pitiful than herself.

"We can't see the world in its truest form, but they can't see all of it, the world is only dark, and I can't see part of it, and I can't touch it even though I know it. ”

"I don't think that blind people are more miserable than me, and ours is not the same kind of suffering. ”

Chen Luoya has a dream that has always remained in her heart, that is, one day she will be able to see colors.

"If I'm too greedy to restore my eyes, then be smaller, just give me a day, and I'll look at the colorful appearance, so that I can also watch a lantern festival with my family during the Lantern Festival." ”