No. 003: I didn't notice her in bed

[First] when we meet, it is easy to say goodbye, why do we have to climb the flower branches in the east wind? Don't complain about Xiaojing's change of cloud sideburns, who wants to look down at the night? There are too many ways to go to the end of the world, and the blue bird doesn't have so many reasons to go even if he doesn't want to?

This is one day in mid-June 1985.

[Second] when it comes to ugliness, it's almost heartbreaking. There is nothing about inferiority, what is more harmful is cynicism. I always like to pay attention to the characteristics of others, and some opinions are so choked that I want to die, so I can't help but say a few words to people.

Tonight I said that two classmates had very prominent noses, and instead of laughing at each other, they laughed at me.

Say one: "I don't know that I am ridiculous everywhere." ”

Say two: "Wait for him to laugh at a few more people, and don't tell him." ”

Said three: "Look, even Wu Shiyin laughed." ”

The laughter lasted for a few minutes, and although I gave up a lot of rights, and I knew that it was a joke that some of my friends didn't care about, I just felt very uncomfortable. This was thought on June 20, 1985.

[Third] a person you don't like is desperately pursuing you, and you are very difficult to deal with. Fortunately, nothing can overwhelm me, but it's a bad thing.

Her mother came to me today and said she had jumped into the water again and was still crying. It's been a year, and this is the fourth time I've jumped, if it weren't for the many people who pulled......

It was June 26, 1985, did I tell them that I was still a student? Definitely not, I wasn't stupid at that time, I thought that people were a little smart, and everyone knew something, so there was no need to say it!

Remember her third dive was last weekend. On Sunday that week, they went back and forth thirty miles to find me to go to her father's dormitory in the township government. The woman cried so badly on the bed, and the entire second floor cried away ten of the **, maybe her father and the official didn't dare to peep at it**.

They dried all my tears that day, and I wanted to squeeze a little bit to wet my eyelids to show my emotion, but I couldn't.

What I have shown is that I have gone in vain.

I didn't notice how beautiful she was crying in bed.

She is so naïve that she can't live for a person who has no feelings, some people say that she is a big beauty, so beautiful that the whole country is only a little less naïve than her little sister.

Is it that after my brother died, I no longer had the slightest emotion left?

From time to time, I'm told to say yes.

It's not that I'm too ruthless, I'm already ruthless? So I didn't say anything.

I went to great lengths to invite me to go, but I wasn't thinking of them.