Chapter 523: The End of the World
"Xiaoxi hasn't seen her mother, has she?"
Kazeko and Xiaoxi became friends, and when they came to play with Xiaoxi, Fengzi suddenly asked Okazaki.
This question was originally a sad topic, but Fengzi suddenly asked it, but it didn't seem abrupt. If Okazaki hadn't come out of that shadow, I'm afraid that even Kazeko, Okazaki would have roared angrily at him.
But for the sake of Xiaoshio, Okazaki has regained his strength, and in response to Kazeko's sudden question, Okazaki smiled calmly and said, "Well, I've only seen what it looks like in photos." ”
No matter how painful, how sad, or unwilling to face it, Nagisa will not come back after all.
But Nagisa is gone, Xiaoxi stays, for the sake of Xiaoxi, he must cheer up, can't escape, and give Xiaoxi a happiness. It's a father's mission as well as a husband's mission.
"But I've heard a lot of things from my father!" Xiaoxi interjected.
In the past, when others mentioned father and mother, for Xiaoxi, they were very, very distant and unfamiliar words. She didn't feel the sweetness of others, the happiness of others, and the happiness of others.
However, now she got the "father".
Although she had never met her mother, she had heard many stories about her mother from his father's mouth.
For her, as long as she can hear her mother's story, she is happy and happy. The ethereal image of the mother is also enriched in the father's words.
This is the little warmth that belongs to her, small, simple and unpretentious.
When others talk about her parents again, she is no longer at a loss. She can happily share the stories of her "parents" in her world.
Therefore, Xiaoxi's expression was very happy. I'm glad that I can tell my mother's story.
"What kind of person is your mother?" Kazeko smiled. Then he asked.
"Let me think about it," Xiaoxi poked the corners of her mouth and raised her eyes, thinking about the story her father had told her about her mother, "a very crying person......
Suddenly, there were many images of Nagisa shedding tears.
These images are like a key that opens the audience's tearbox.
Nagisa is a very crying person because she is very kind and gentle. She will shed tears of emotion for the stories of many others, tears of self-blame for dragging everyone down for her own problems, and tears of happiness because she can be with Okazaki.
"But I worked very hard to give birth to Xiaoxi......"
Xiaoxi's words led people's memories through time and space, to the day that brought great pain to countless people.
On that day, Nagisa left this world.
On that day, Xiaoxi came to this world.
On that day, Nagisa's weak voice resounded through the world - it's okay, I will definitely give birth to Xiaoshio, and I will have Okazaki and Xiaoshio. Three people live together.
That is the greatest mother's love.
"Also, it's someone Dad likes very much!"
Nagisa and Okazaki's encounter on the cherry blossom slope. Okazaki helped Nagisa establish a drama club, confessed to Nagisa after a long time, and after graduation, Nagisa began to fight for their happy life and married Nagisa......
The blurred picture that was once already in the vast sea of memories suddenly turned out clearly from the depths of my mind.
The final picture is fixed on Nagisa's gentle, sweet, angelic smile.
The picture becomes blurry.
It was tears that moistened the eyes.
Nagisa's life continues in Xiaoxi's body.
The pain caused by Nagisa is healed in Xiaoxi's body!
If the story is a beautiful lullaby, then one would want the melody to last forever.
Happiness comes and goes suddenly.
On a happy day, this turned so suddenly, so caught people off guard - Xiaoxi was sick.
It's exactly the same disease as Nagisa, and I can't find any cause, and the doctor says that maybe the body will be the same as Nagisa in the future.
Same as Nagisa?
What does that mean.
Does that mean that Xiaoxi is also going to die?
Are you kidding!
The stunned fans couldn't come back to their senses for a long time, and finally got out of Nagisa's sadness, and finally were healed by Xiaoxi's happiness, but now they want to sue them, Xiaoxi is also leaving?
How could they possibly accept it!
"It must not be like this! Xiaoxi will definitely not have an accident, I think this is a joke, well, an April Fool's Day joke, don't you see that it is about to be April Fool's Day? It must be that the master deliberately made it out to joke with everyone, Xiaoxi has just gotten this happiness, how can he leave so lightly?"
"Xiaoxi's happiness that he finally obtained, Okazaki finally got out of the shadow of Nagisa's departure, but he wanted to take this qiē away! ”
Stubborn fans, just like Okazaki at the beginning, are reluctant to face it.
They firmly believe that this is an April Fool's joke -- you see, don't many large companies often do big events for April Fool's Day? Especially in such a creative industry, sometimes there is even an April Fool's Day feature.
However, He Chen didn't leave them time to think about it.
Because the anime is on the air, and the story here doesn't have to wait, one episode can tell them the answer.
If it is a comic, novel, etc., each article has a limited space, which can leave fans countless time to think, so that they have enough time to choose whether to accept or not to accept (abandon the book), which can not only brew emotions more strongly in contemplation, but also will ease the "sudden outburst".
But the animation will not, the live broadcast of TV, without pausing, under the beautiful BGM, gorgeous pictures and wonderful interpretation of the dubbing, every way to attract the attention of the audience, not to give them time to brew, and to press the emotion of a qiē like an avalanche to them.
And all they could choose was to watch as the avalanche that seemed to collapse as if the heavens and the earth had collapsed and drowned them.
In film and television, the rhythm of a qiē has to follow the director.
In animation. The same is true.
And here it is. Everyone had to follow He Chen's rhythm.
From heaven to hell. One episode, that's enough!
Xiaoxi's condition has never improved, let alone going to kindergarten, and he can't even go out. In order to take better care of Xiaoxi and accompany Xiaoxi, Okazaki quit his job.
Xiaoxi has been living at home, although she considered letting her go to the hospital, but in the end she still didn't go. Xiaoxi's illness is not as good as any cause, and if the cause cannot be found, there is no way to formulate a treatment, and if there is no treatment, it is useless to go to the hospital.
At home, the warm environment is much better than the pale qiē of the hospital and the smell of disinfectant water.
And more importantly, Xiaoxi wants to stay at home.
I still remember that when Xiaoxi even went to the toilet, he always reported to Okazaki, "I did it alone!".
At first, I felt pity for Xiaoxi's lonely behavior, and I also felt cute.
However. Now it makes people feel that a life is about to disappear and depressing.
Xiaoxi can no longer change clothes alone, nor can she go to the toilet alone. You can only eat something that is not too hard for rice. Okazaki accompanies Xiaoxi all day long, praying in his heart that Xiaoxi can get better soon.
"Xiaoshi, do you have anything you want?" Okazaki forced a smile.
As long as there is a little bit of something that can be done for Xiaoshio, Okazaki will try.
Lying on the bed, with the promise of the dango next to her, despite being sick and weak, she still looked at her father, and her smile flowed with happiness.
Xiaoxi shook her head, once what she wanted most was her father, but now that she has got it, she has nothing else to ask for.
"If you have anything, I'll buy you toys or food, whatever it is. Okazaki said softly.
Xiaoxi blinked, thought about it seriously, and suddenly said, "I want to travel." ”
Want to travel...... She also wanted to go on another trip with her father.
Xiaoxi only went out on a trip with his father once, the only time in his life, and the most memorable.
"That's not fun at all. Dad also has a bad temper and will yell and yell. Okazaki thought of the train, because of the noise of someone else's home, he remembered painful memories about Nagisa, and he yelled and scared Xiaoshi, who hid in the toilet on the train and secretly cried.
The only place to cry is the toilet, and in Daddy's arms.
At that time, she could not get "Daddy's arms" and could only find the toilet.
It was definitely not a perfect trip, full of regrets, regrets, and tears.
But for Xiaoxi, that trip was the most memorable and happiest trip - that trip made her get her father.
"I'm very happy, I want to travel, take the tram and ...... with my dad"
This is Xiaoxi's most sincere words, Okazaki said that he will go when she is well.
"I want to go now. This is the first time that Xiaoxi is "ignorant".
It's not offensive, but it's a little sad.
"Xiaoxi, don't embarrass Dad, okay?" Okazaki's throat seemed to be blocked by a stone, and every time he spoke, he had to use all his strength to make his breath lift the stone open and make a sound.
Sanae and Akiyo also gave Okazaki a lot of help, but Xiaoshio's body gradually weakened and showed no signs of improvement.
It was another winter, and Xiaoshio made another request to Okazaki: "I want to travel...... With dad and two people. ”
This is a wish that she never forgets.
As if he had a premonition of something, Okazaki couldn't resist Xiaoxi's request and agreed to her.
Dressed neatly for Xiaoxi, Okazaki and Xiaoxi went out.
"It's okay, Xiaoxi, if you really feel unwell, you must sue me, and I will take you to the doctor." Okazaki earnestly admonished Xiaoshio.
Icy snowflakes fall leisurely from the sky.
On the day Nagisa left, the sky was also snowing, whether in the animation or in reality, the doubt was that there was goose feather snow in people's hearts.
The heavy snow had laid a white carpet on the ground, and Xiaoxi had left small but strong footprints on it.
The journey had just begun, and Xiaoxi suddenly collapsed and fell into Okazaki's arms.
"Daddy...... I liked it the most. ”
"Dad also likes Xiaoxi the most. Okazaki choked up.
With a happy smile on her face, Xiaoxi closed her eyes and hung her arms weakly.
Xiaoxi's pictures flashed in people's dull eyes, and they couldn't come back to their senses for a long time.
This year, people had one of the warmest winters.
It also ushered in the coldest spring. (To be continued......)