I see...

Inscription: What did I see on these two days thirty years ago?

Two pages of diary, I didn't change.

(1) I see... （1983.1.19）

At dusk, I saw......

The new duck herding class on the other side of the mountain, the fat duck woman, a long line of half a mile road......

I saw a lot of cool water, a short curved shoulder, long black hair, and broad shoulders......

I saw a long bamboo pole tapping against the water, and the ducks were circling in a circle...... There was a new owner in the new house, and a faint smoke wafted from the new house......

At dusk, I heard......

The sound of snorting came from the side, the laughter of haha came from all sides, and when I looked back, there was a string of laughter......

I heard on the radio, the motherland's Sichuan, Qiu Shaoyun's hometown, and the August Mountain there...... I also heard the glad tidings of victory, from the horizon, from the eyes......

In the night, I saw......

There are a thousand bright clusters in the ravine, better than the moonlight, and more extraordinary than the stars, which are light bulbs......

The storage room has the brightest lights and the most cheerful sounds, and it is a new paradise for young people......

There were also voices in the new orchard, and I walked over and saw - sturdy little trees, thick hands, flashing shovels...... There were also a few old men, with spotted hair, deep lines, contemplative faces and toddler eyes......

Back at home, the long spatula had stopped flying......

At dinner, I ate fragrant meat, white eggs, long noodles, and a table full of spices, and I couldn't finish it in one breath......

After the meal, I'll see you again......

Mom and Dad were getting a lot of new clothes, and my brother nodded in praise...... And my mile, I forgot to reach out and smiled and changed my eyes......

Before I go to bed, I want to see—

A living life, a new ...... I'm not just a green leaf, I'm not just a spring swallow, I should be a red flower, I should be a pengyan...... The road we have walked, the mountains we have climbed...... In the middle of the day, there is a light on it, and it hangs in the blue sky -- not the Beidou, but the southeast...... The heart that once jumped, the face that once reddened - ah, the ideal is looking forward to it, and life is calling......

After going to bed, before falling asleep...... I put my clothes back on......

My pen, write my long-cherished wish......

(2) Reopening Eyes (1983.1.20)

Today, I'll see you again. Because new facts have appeared before my eyes:

When the sun came through the window, I saw ......

An old man, bloated and ragged......

She carried her old back pocket and picked up the pieces of paper that her classmates had paid for one by one, one by one...... Although several female classmates laughed and threw them at her, she didn't smile......

How many times has she been here and here again, today......

If she weren't a woman, I would have thought she was a "charcoal seller", cutting and burning charcoal in Nanshan......