When I came to the school gate and didn't finish school, I lowered the window and looked at the quiet campus, and I always unconsciously wanted to pretend to be like, wanting people to see me sitting in a BMW.

At the age of seventeen or eighteen, I enjoyed the envious gaze of the people around me, and I felt that even the cigarettes became more refreshing, and my heart was more refreshing than ever.

On the contrary, Su Yurong was much calmer, his driver's window was always closed, and I couldn't see the inside from the outside, but I suddenly thought in my heart why he did it.

In fact, looking back, everything he did was a foil to me, and at that moment like this moment, he should be able to guess what was going on in my heart......

Suddenly I felt that my thoughts were a little ridiculous, like the sixteenth sister, a wealthy lady, would she look up to me because of a BMW? Obviously not.

In comparison, the personality is really different, she will be happy for me, she knows what it would be like to see me like this, but I must take her for a ride!

After school, the school gate was overcrowded, so I got off the bus and looked at the school gate next to the BMW, constantly looking through the crowd, for fear of missing the familiar figure.

She didn't call because she wanted to surprise Seventeen, she definitely didn't think that I would come in a BMW, maybe she would be shocked!

Soon I saw Seventeen in the crowd, and I quietly hid behind the car to prepare for a surprise attack, but suddenly I realized that something was not quite right, who was the boy next to her?

There was a boy in white casual clothes next to Seventeen, with fair skin and rimless glasses, and he was very intimate while walking, laughing and acting, which was not a normal feeling between classmates, because I could feel it!

Men are always so keen when they look at men, and they think about the kind of intuition that women have when they look at women!

I hid in the back of the car and didn't get out, I wanted to see what was going on, and at the moment I felt betrayed, and I wanted to tell myself that I was wrong, but everything was happening in front of me.

The kid didn't know what he was talking about, and Seventeen smiled happily, with a bit of smiling shyness, and I rubbed my eyes vigorously to make sure I was right, this scene pierced my heart deeply.

I don't know why I didn't step forward to question when I saw Seventeen leave, the way she looked down and smiled shy just now only exists in my memory, but how could she be like this now?

There must be some misunderstanding, it must be that I am too careful, I never dare to think of the word betrayal, I would rather think of it as a normal joke in my heart.

After all, whether people are in school or in society, they will come into contact with many different people, no one is closed, and everyone has their own freedom.

Looking at Seventeen sitting on the electric car, my heart was sour and indescribably complicated, I lit a cigarette in a daze, and I didn't know what words to use to describe the mood at the moment.

She used to sit right behind my electric car, leaning her head on my sorrows and walking through the streets and through the good times......

Rush up and beat that kid, go up and ask him what his relationship is with her, pretend to be a gentleman's forgiveness or make a desperate fuss?

No, that would be of no use in the slightest except to prove my incompetence and lack of faith, and would not even change any result, and would a gentle hand restore a distant heart?

Although I used to be very close to her, although I had her, I can clearly feel that she is leaving me, taking away all the beauty and hope in my heart......

The school gate is full of people coming and going, but I don't know why I feel that the whole world is very desolate, as if I am the only one left between heaven and earth, and my body is inexplicably cold, I don't know if it is cold or cold......

Suddenly, someone tapped me on the shoulder: "Xiong Sanming." ”

"Sixteenth sister. I nodded blankly, the barren world in front of me had not changed at all, and all I saw was the scene of Seventeen leaving.

"Why are you standing here alone, are you here to find Seventeen?" Sister Sixteen kicked the pebble on the side of the road, and she was wearing a pair of pure white canvas shoes.

"Not exactly, I'm here to pay back the money today, do you have time? ”

I try not to think about what happened just now, the person I am facing now is the sixteenth sister, I owe her too much, I can't owe her more.

But the feeling of being torn apart in my heart was so clear that I felt like I was stuck in an abyss and couldn't extricate myself, surrounded by nothing but desolation and darkness, which suffocated me little by little.

"Is it okay to be with Seventeen?" she asked casually, but she could clearly feel that there was something in her words.

"Probably not, maybe someone invited her to dinner today. I said self-deprecatingly, with indescribable complications in my heart.

Sister Sixteen shrugged her shoulders and breathed a sigh of relief, I pulled the car door and motioned for her to get in the car, she looked at me and didn't say anything to get into the car, and I followed in the car.

"Su Yurong, let's go to dinner, you find a better restaurant. ”

"No problem. ”

The sixteenth sister was a little surprised, I knew that she was surprised that Su Yurong was here, but she couldn't say a word or two, but I didn't treat him as a junior brother, but I really didn't know how to drive......

"Thank you, I'll pull you when I learn to drive. "I think Su Yurong should be able to understand my mind.

The car slowly left, and my eyes always involuntarily looked out of the car window, trying to think of that figure, and there was even an inexplicable panic in my heart.

This panic was like the whole world was lost, and I was at a loss in my heart, like a lost child, lost in endless panic......

See!

Seventeen sat behind that kid's electric car, the wind gently blew across her cheeks and raised her hair, the autumn wind couldn't change the smile on her face, nor could it change her leaning on his back, I was inexplicably irritable in my heart.

I never thought that I would see such a scene when I came to school today, I was about to hold back, I didn't know what to do now, and the sixteenth sister next to me suddenly said, "You know everything?"

"You know what?" I immediately looked back at her, I could hear what she meant, but I didn't want to believe what she was going to say.

"It's nothing, it doesn't feel like you're right today. The sixteenth sister looked at me meaningfully, I smiled and didn't say anything, no amount of bitterness in my heart could not be expressed on my face.

I took out 120,000 yuan, took a deep breath and said, "Thank you Sister Sixteen for helping, now the money is enough, thank you." ”

"How can you have so much money, do you rely on gambling?" her words pierced my heart like a silver needle, and for some reason I was disgusted by people saying that I gambled, even if it was a fact that could not be changed, but I was different from those gamblers.

Just as Seventeen once kept me away from gambling, I hated gambling and hated others for saying I gambled, and my heart became more and more irritable, lighting a cigarette and taking a few puffs.

I don't know how to explain it, Su Yurong said coldly: "No, even if you gamble, you can't win so much money, it was given by his second uncle, and the car was also lent to us by the second uncle, I'm afraid that it won't be safe on the way we came." ”

Su Yurong helped me out of the siege with a word, and the sixteenth sister nodded in disbelief, I thought she might still believe Su Yurong's words, and I was inexplicably a little anxious.

No matter how the money came from, now that the money is in my hands, can't I pay it back? But why do I have such a strange idea, is it because I am inflated?

I looked out the window of the car but couldn't find the figure, the car drove all the way I didn't say anything, the sixteenth sister also seemed very calm, until the car stopped at the door of the hotel I couldn't get rid of the inner entanglement, in front of me is always the figure of seventeen.

I really want to ask Sister Sixteen what happened, she must know what happened, but I can't open my mouth, I don't want to know about my girlfriend from others.

I ate a meal in a daze, and I don't even remember what I ate at this meal......

My throat was unpleasantly dry, and I was in a very bad state, but for some reason I remembered the taste of spirits, and at this moment I had a strong desire to drink.

"Do you want to have a drink?" I asked curiously, inviting girls to drink always makes people feel ill-intentioned, but I didn't expect the sixteenth sister to agree.

"Well, I haven't drunk in a long time. ”

I asked for a few bottles of red wine and a bottle of white wine, and when the wine red rushed into the transparent goblet, my mood was inexplicably much lighter, and I even felt like I wanted to drink it.

I poured a glass of liquor and tilted my head dry, from my throat to my chest, and my thoughts became more and more blurred......

Looking at the traffic on the street outside the window, full of autumn coolness but not a trace of warmth, I think I can drink the spirits, but I can't survive the late autumn without you......