The story to Xinya is still going on as always, and she will still have amazing things to do in the middle.

That time when I talked about the fact that I had never sent roses to my wife, she suddenly popped up and said: "Actually, I sent it, it was not a real rose, it was replaced by a dog's tail flower, my daughter was 3 years old at that time, and the family was playing in the suburbs at that time, and the daughter also said, Dad, why don't you give me roses for your mother." ”

This time, I didn't get angry, but smiled happily, maybe because the atmosphere was so warm and fun.

"What are you laughing at?" asked me.

I said, "Laugh at that scene you just taught!"

Xinya stared at me curiously, "What did I say?"

The "prophets" that Xin Ya can "predict" are things or situations that have happened in the past between me and my wife and that I am about to talk about but have not yet said. I often suspect that Xinya has a deliberate ability to know or predict the direction of my thinking.

But this is not a normal person's behavior after all, it must be checked well, the treatment should be treated in time, and who knows what will evolve into it if it develops, if it really becomes a mental illness, it is rare for me to live in peace.

Last time, I tricked Xinya into going to the hospital for an examination, but I didn't find any problems with the organics, so I think I should go to the doctor psychologically this time.

After hearing about the hospital and the attending doctor in charge of Xinya's rehabilitation after the car accident, I decided to visit Xinya's hometown before taking her to see a psychiatrist.

"Why are you going on a business trip for so long this time?" Xinya was a little surprised to hear that I was going on a business trip for a week, and it is very rare for me to travel for 6-7 days in a row. And the reason why I say that it will take so long is because I understand that the process of Xinya's rehabilitation treatment in the past may not be as smooth as imagined.

"Not necessarily, if it goes well, I may be back in 3-4 days. I said lightly.

"You must not drink too much outside, go out and cause trouble at night!"

"You still think I did those things, do you?"

Whether it's with Wenwen or smashing the skewer shop, I've already explained to her that I didn't do it, and it seems that Xinya still hasn't completely eliminated suspicion of me from her heart.

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According to the name and address of the hospital provided by Xinya's uncle, I easily found the local downtown hospital, but it was still a lot of trouble to find the attending doctor at the time.

Dr. Kang, who was in charge of Xinya's rehabilitation treatment at the time, has been retired for a few years, and another head nurse Li, who knows more about the situation, has resigned and gone to find another job.

The hospital gave me the landline number of Dr. Kang's house, and I started calling it when I came out of the hospital, but no one answered. I thought I was going to meet and talk anyway, so I just went straight to the door. After the closed door, the phone still went unanswered, so I had to go back to the hospital and continue to look for the hospital's retirement office to get Dr. Kang's mobile phone number.

No wonder no one answered the phone at Dr. Kang's house, and the old couple lived at their daughter's house most of the time, helping their daughter watch the children.

But Dr. Kang's daughter's home is in another city.

The distance between the two cities is hundreds of kilometers, and after making an appointment with Dr. Kang, I had to stay there that day and go to him again the next day.

In the evening, when I was having dinner on the street, Xinya called and asked me where I was on a business trip, and I was very sorry that I didn't ask before I went out. I lied and casually said the name of a city. Xinya half-convinced me that if I can not drink at night, try not to drink, never go out, and go to bed early.

I didn't have any plans to drink in the first place, so I naturally agreed very happily. Unexpectedly, at 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, I was in a daze and was about to fall asleep, and Xinya WeChat video me: "Are you in the hotel room?"

"What do you mean? Cha Gang?" I know Xinya is still not at ease, afraid that I will go out and cause trouble.

"I'm not uncommon to check your post! Well, yes, it's in the room, let's rest early. ”

Early the next morning, I caught the first high-speed train to find Dr. Kang.

In order not to affect the life of Dr. Kang's daughter's family, I invited Dr. Kang to a nearby tea house. After Dr. Kang understood my intention, he couldn't help but shake his head and sigh: "What a miracle! Including the experts invited from the provincial hospital, no one thought that Xinya would survive. Even when she first came back to life, everyone thought that she could only be a bedridden vegetative person. ”

"Thanks to your medical skills and rejuvenation. I complimented.

Dr. Kang waved his hand and shook his head: "Don't talk about that, I really don't have that much ability, I can only say that this kid has a big life." Alas, it was really miserable and pitiful, her parents were gone all at once, and she herself had completely lost her memory at that time. ”

"By the way, Dr. Kang, I just wanted to ask you about Xinya's memory recovery at that time. Can you tell me more about how long it took for Xinya to recover her memory, and the after-effects are not obvious?"

Doctor Kang slammed his mouth twice: "I can't remember all the conditions of many other patients, but I still remember the situation of Xinya's child." The child's memory recovered quickly after brain surgery, only more than 2 months, and the memory of some objective facts began to recover rapidly, especially the recovery of the memory ability of new things beyond our imagination, otherwise, she would not have been able to complete his college studies. However," Dr. Kang paused, spread his hands regretfully, and said, "Her memories of her identity, life experiences, relatives, and emotions seem to have been completely lost. ”

"I've also heard Xinya say that her uncle told her that she doesn't have any memory of her parents, she doesn't have any memory of her past, she doesn't know what her last name is, how old she is, she doesn't know anything. Is that so?"

"That's right. ”

"How can this be? If you have a memory, you have it, if you don't have it, if you don't have it, is there still a choice?"

Rehabilitation showed a helpless expression: "From the organic and neurological aspects, it is not easy to explain clearly. However, with reference to some foreign research results, we thought that Xinya's situation was suitable to be explained by dissociative amnesia, because the most common manifestation of this amnesia is the personal identity (PE

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tity) amnesia, but the memory of general information is complete. ”

"You're saying that Xinya had the characteristics of dissociative amnesia at the time?"

Dr. Kang nodded and further explained: "This has no substantial impact on Xinya's life, because she can quickly redefine her identity with the help of the outside world, and she can also copy her past life experiences into her memory like a photocopier, but emotional feelings cannot be copied, so Xinya has no emotional component of her past life experiences, and she really looks like 'six relatives do not recognize indifference and ruthlessness'." ”

"You mean, when her ability to remember is restored, you can remember whatever you put into her head, but she can't approve of the emotional stuff, right?"

"That's probably what it means, it's complicated, and we don't know everything. ”

"During your treatment with her, did you notice that she had any other sequelae, such as a sense of déjà vu?"

We hadn't heard her talk about it at the time, but we also noticed that she was in a trance, which is understandable, after all, the brain has been traumatized so much, and it is inevitable that there will be confusion or mismatch in memory occasionally. ”

"That's right, she's often in a trance now, and her soul is out of her body. The most worrying thing is that she always feels that she has experienced something that she has not experienced, and she thinks of herself as another person, what do you think is going on?"

Dr. Kang was surprised: "How can this be? Have you ever been to the hospital for examination, for example, have there been any organic changes in the brain tissue over the years?"

After I told Dr. Kang that the organic problem had been ruled out, Dr. Kang was silent for a while, and asked me to take Xinya to a psychiatrist in a very tactful tone, and he thought that Xinya's trauma was not only physical, but also very serious mental and psychological trauma.

I don't think Dr. Kang is an expert in psychology, so I'm afraid it's a bit difficult to discuss with him.