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"So, what if I don't have the ability to give you a name?"

"I'll leave you. “

I almost had the idea of that conversation.

"I'm going to graduate in one year, so do a good internship. ↖ (^ω^) ↗ come on!" Zhu Zitong sent me a text message to cheer me up.

In this way, I went to do an internship, and the days of the internship were very hard. And the wages are still low, which is a thankless task for us, and the only benefit is to gain experience.

It's very hard to run around, and it makes me feel the urge to resign every minute, but if I resign, I can't graduate. No matter what the leader above says, the below can only nod his head and say yes in a reluctant voice. Respond to your own shortcomings.

Sometimes, it's just a small thing, and the small one can't be smaller, the slightest mistake. It is very likely that you will be scolded bloody.

All those dogskin vows were fed to the dogs, and the students who said anything bold were crushed by this annoying reality.

As soon as I have time, I run to Qin Mengdie's side, occasionally eat, chat with her or something, and comfort my little heart, which is both young and fragile.

Zhu Zitong was in the dormitory, listening to her mother urging her to get married every day on the phone, and silently pursed her mouth.

It's not that she doesn't want to get married, it's that she doesn't want to put too much pressure on me.

Although she didn't have much time left, she still didn't want to tell me this, not because of anything, but because she cared about me, thinking. I'm still too young.

I arrived at Qin Mengdie's house.

On a rare holiday, Qin Mengdie and I went out, and it was already summer.

"Do you want to go for a walk?" I said to Qin Mengdie what she had said to me.

"Okay~" A smile appeared on Qin Mengdie's face and walked out with me......

I'm ready to graduate, and after a year, I've already figured it out.

What should I do, what should I do.

I put on a handsome suit, hung up my beard, tidied up my messy hair, put on new leather shoes, and looked at myself in front of the mirror.

I arrived at school, it was the last day, and it was actually raining lightly in the sky, and it seemed that the weather was not so good.

After hurriedly finishing the graduation speech and taking the photo, everything feels so dreamy, and it seems that so many years have passed so quickly.

It's been seven years, I've known Zhu Zitong for seven years, and she's twenty-eight.

"Today, I'm pretty handsome!" Zhu Zitong looked at me dressed neatly, looking like a suit and tie, from a dick to a rich and handsome.

"Wait a while, stay, I have something to say, I want to be alone, to say to you~" Zhu Zitong showed an ambiguous smile at me and looked at me like that.

I came to Zhu Zitong's dormitory, which was still the same as before, I turned off the light, turned on the incense lamp, and sat on Zhu Zitong's bed like that.

In the afternoon, the rain began to fall heavier, and the sky began to be black and cloudy.

A bolt of lightning streaked across the sky, boom, boom.

Zhu Zitong's hair was wet and suddenly appeared at the door.

"Damn!" I watched as the hair on her face was wet, and the clothes on her body were wet from the rain, and the whole person looked wet.

"What are you doing?" I scolded, bringing a towel from the bathroom and handing it to her.

"I ran a little slower just now, and I got wet. Zhu Zitong also scolded helplessly.

"Hmm~...... I want to ask you a question. Zhu Zitong pursed her lips and spoke softly to me while rubbing her slender neck.

My heart was nervous, because I probably knew what she was going to say.

"Are you ready to get married? Or ...... Yes, are you going to marry me?" Zhu Zitong smiled at me and asked me like that.

I pursed my lips, and the sky boomed, and I felt a chasm between me and Zhu Zitong.

"I ...... I ......, "I'm gasping for air, I'm trying to escape."

Faced with this question of Zhu Zitong, I never felt that this was such a difficult question to answer.

“…… Really?" Bamboo pursed her lips and slowly lowered the towel.

"Purple Pupil...... You...... Don't push me. I lowered my head, fists clenched.

"It's not that I'm forcing you, it's ...... I'm sorry...... They can wait for you, but ...... They're eighteen, twenty, and I'...... It's already twenty-eight. Zhu Zitong made an incomparably weak voice, and sat down on the bed weakly, looking at his hands tightly.

Looking at the rough lines on it, which had become rough because of holding the chalk all the year round, she understood that in two years, she would be running for three, and she would no longer be young, attractive, or attractive.

The most helpless thing for a woman is to watch her youth pass by day by day, day by day......

"I ...... I ...... "I choked up, and I really wanted to say yes."

At this moment, I really want to say to Purple Hitomi, I promise you!

"I promise you!! I promise you!! I will marry you, I will marry you!!"

If I could, I would have really wanted to shout those words out and hold her tightly in my arms.

But I can't.

"I'm sorry~I'm sorry~" I cried, I choked up and cried to Zhu Zitong and said.

If I really said that kind of thing, then I would be really wrong, I can't be wrong again and again, I can't let Zhu Zitong spend time and youth on me, like that...... It's not worth it at all.

I don't have much time left, after all...... I'm twenty-eight.

How frustrating it is!

What can I do?

Didn't I already make up my mind, and this morning, wasn't that what I came for?!

The words came to my mouth but I couldn't say it, I thought about it for a long time, and I opened my mouth to Zhu Zitong, dry my throat.

"Later...... Later...... Don't get in touch anymore. "I almost cried and said that!

I clutched at the clothes on my chest, and I felt like my heart was about to burst.

Boom! A bolt of lightning swept across the sky, turning Zhu Zitong's face extremely pale.

She loved me, liked me, gave me the first time, comforted me when Qin Mengdie and Li Mengqi left, gave me tutoring, and when I was most confused, it was no one else, not Qin Mengdie, not Li Mengqi, it was her - Zhu Zitong!

It's Zhu Zitong who helps me again and again, and I know, it's her!

Only her, only she helped me again and again in my most difficult times.

She even had an abortion for me!

She even went to the hospital for me to have a fetus by myself!

Tear that unfinished life to pieces, kill it with your own hands, and don't tell me, so that it doesn't affect me.

And now I'm going to abandon her.

I'm a scumbag!

And I'm a scumbag, but I want to abandon her.

"Really?~" she smiled.

I saw the smile on her face, which was no different from the smile that Qin Mengdie had at the beginning.

"Is it?~hehe~ I understand, hehe~ I understand. "Zhu Zitong has been laughing, she understands, she understands my thoughts, and she also understands the final outcome of our relationship, which is - separation!

Forever, forever apart!

"So, let's do it. Finally, do it again. Zhu Zitong gently took off her clothes and looked at me with a blank face.

I don't know what I'm sitting on, I feel like I've been being led by Zhu Zitong, she's extremely crazy, this is the last time for her, the first time in her life, and the last time, so crazy.

We just keep having sex, sex, and sex!

"Let's go. Zhu Zitong gently put on her clothes and whispered to me.

I didn't speak, I just got dressed and looked at Zhu Zitong quietly.

"Let's go, get out!! get out!!!" Zhu Zitong looked at me coldly, pushed me, told me to get out of here, pointed to the door, like a shrew, let me get out!

I don't know how I got out, I came to the creek and I sat down.

Over the course of the year, I felt that I had different contacts with a lot of different kinds of people, and it was so hard to get in touch with them at any given time.

Now, I'm tired, even the bamboo purple pupils have left me, and I am soaked in the rainstorm.

I don't know when I started to have one more person by my side.

It doesn't matter who it is anymore.

I don't want to think about it anymore, I'm tired, my heart feels like it's going to be torn apart.

I looked at Qin Mengdie and me now, and the two of them drank wine together on the lawn.

I kept drinking, getting myself drunk.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally said a word to Qin Mengdie.

"Dream Butterfly, we ...... Let's live together. I said to Qin Mengdie.

Qin Mengdie pursed her lips and looked at me, the rain wet her jet-black hair, her face smiled, and she slowly said a word.

“…… Good. Qin Mengdie just looked at me like that.

"When I was my girlfriend. I said to Qin Mengdie.

"Flutter~" Qin Mengdie smiled again.

"We're living together, aren't I your girlfriend?" Qin Mengdie said to me weakly, leaning over to me with a dark face.

"Do you have any other girlfriends, uh-huh~" Qin Mengdie pursed her mouth, slowly narrowed her eyes like that, and gently vented her dissatisfaction on my arm. Pond soil field carrying.

"Not yet. I said to Qin Mengdie with a shame.

"That means there will be one more when the time comes~" Qin Mengdie leaned over to me with a dark face, getting closer and closer, I seemed to be able to smell the wheat in her lips.

"Isn't that person you?" I leaned over to Qin Mengdie and kissed her on the mouth, and she struggled to grab me.

We had never kissed in a place where there were so many people outside, which was crazy and exciting for Qin Mengdie, after all, there were so many people watching on the street.

She struggled and grabbed my arm with her hand, trying to push me away, but how could I let her succeed, I stuck my tongue in, and she grunted and her body softened.

Crazy is crazy, and youth has to be indulged once in a while.

I went home with Qin Mengdie, she slept on the bed, and I helped her cover the quilt and prepare to go home.

But I thought about it and finally came back.

We're going to live together anyway, so what about living together?

I didn't think much of it and just lay down......

In the dream, there was a woman, who that woman was?

And Zhu Zitong, I know, she will definitely cry, she must be in her dormitory, crying fiercely, and the person who makes her cry is me, it is me, I am a scumbag......