Chapter 133: How Good Would Life Be If It Was Only as First Seen?
"If you don't scream, I won't let it go~" I whispered in Li Mengqi's ear.
"Old husband~ perverted, it's okay?!" Li Mengqi called out with a red face, and my body was crispy when I heard it.
I kissed her hard, and she wiped the saliva from her face and looked at me with a dark face.
"I've thought about it. "Had dinner. We were lying on the bed, Li Mengqi hugged me, and listened to what I said gently.
"Mengqi, I really can't let go of Mengdie, she has been injured. I can't leave her behind. I hugged Li Mengqi tightly
"What about me, are you going to abandon me?" Li Mengqi hugged me tightly. Seeing me so serious, she cried.
She is so fragile in the face of love.
"But I can't let you go either. I hugged her tightly, her tears wetting my shirt.
"Then do you want to choose me?" Li Mengqi asked me weakly. Grabbed my clothes tightly.
"I don't know, you don't want to be with me, if I choose Qin Mengdie, will you abandon me?" I asked Li Mengqi softly.
I found out that I was really cheap, since I chose Qin Mengdie, why do I still have to ask this kind of question?
"I won't, as long as you don't abandon me, I won't. Li Mengqi said to me with red eyes.
I know, in fact, I'm not cheap, it's just that in the face of this kind of love, we are all so fragile and want to be eager for answers.
"I've thought about it, as long as I make a lot of money, I'll buy a big house and raise you all. Pop in it every day~" A smile appeared on my face.
Li Mengqi pinched my face with a dark face.
"Are you a kitten for me~ Raise your dead head!I'll go find a job tomorrow~Hmph!~ Big pervert!" Li Mengqi scolded me with a dark face.
As we talked, the night grew deeper, and we grew a little tired, so we closed our eyes and fell asleep.
A few days later, Li Mengqi handed me her passbook.
There are 100,000 yuan in it, which she has worked hard to save.
My heart warmed, but there was some helplessness.
I am a realistic person, and I found that Li Mengqi is really simple and naïve.
She grinned and handed me the passbook. I haven't married her yet, she's so defenseless against someone like me, we haven't seen each other for two years, and she's still like that.
"Why are you so stupid, if I take this money to enlarge your belly and leave, who are you going to find!Are you brain-dead~" I said to Li Mengqi speechlessly.
"Then I'll kill myself. Li Mengqi smiled indifferently, I felt that she was really as simple as ever.
"Idiot, you still look for a job like this, if someone tricks someone into drugged those KTV wines, I don't know!" I scolded speechlessly, I already felt that she was not innocent but brain-dead.
"What's the matter!" Li Mengqi stuck out her tongue at me and said.
I smiled speechlessly, she really didn't know how deep the water in this world was.
"All in all, you're still so brain-dead, you're never going to grow up. I touched Li Mengqi's head, she smiled and didn't care at all, which made me very worried.
The weather gradually got cooler, and we wore more clothes.
I counted it, and we should have enough money to live on, even if something serious happens, as long as it's not some incurable disease, I can deal with it.
The heart that has been hanging for so many years has also eased.
I've finally done what I promised.
There is a place to stay, although not big, but warm.
Now it's just that little red book, the ring.
Houses and cars or something, I don't dare to think about it now, those are still too far away for us now.
Also, my parents who have always raised us, although I am not biological, but Li Mengqi's parents are biological after all.
I have told Li Mengqi countless times that she can go back at any time as long as she wants.
But every time Li Mengqi just smiled and shook his head, since that time, we have never contacted my parents again.
After thinking about it for a long time, we finally found a good day, found the day of our birthday, and went back with Li Mengqi.
"No matter what, even if they don't accept us, we won't be separated, if we really can't"
"Then leave for good. Li Mengqi had a smile on her face.
Yes, hard work pays off, and after so many years, we can already take care of ourselves.
We pushed the door open and rang the doorbell.
The door opened, and the man inside seemed to be ten years old.
His figure is still so majestic, but the firmness between the eyebrows is gone, and it has become a kind of gentleness and loneliness.
He has been working hard for so many years, just for us, but this kind of thing has been forgotten.
He forgot what he wanted in the first place, our happiness.
In the end, it becomes the happiness he believes is our happiness, thus destroying this part of the relationship.
How many people have forgotten their original intentions, and I have forgotten them, but I have found them now.
"It's good to be back, it's good to be back. He struggled to squeeze a smile out of his face, feeling his anger return.
That's fine, Li Mengqi hugged him and cried.
We went to my mother again, and she finally accepted us tenderly.
After all, why should women be embarrassed by women.
Well, probably.
"If there is anything, you can come to us, we are still your parents, as long as you want. "My dad patted me on the shoulder, and he already agreed with me, and said that I was taller than him and had a future.
The days settled down, and after looking for a day, I came to the place where Qin Mengdie worked.
When she got off work, I saw a black car with a man out of it.
Wait, that man looks a little familiar.
It seems that Li Hui who wanted to have a background in the bar and wanted to get drunk on Li Mengqi.
Now it is estimated that he is already a rich second generation, looking at his car, I can't see any brand, but forget it, I don't bother to care about these things.
He walked towards Qin Mengdie and said something.
I looked at Qin Mengdie's appearance, with a light smile on her face, it seems that Li Hui often drinks in this bar and falls in love with Qin Mengdie. Zhuang Hua farmer died.
I walked up quickly and said hello to Qin Mengdie.
"Fluttershy~Why are you here?~" I said to Qin Mengdie with a smile.
Qin Mengdie gave me a blank look, and heard me call her with a disgusting name, and she scolded me speechlessly in a strange voice between friends and lovers.
In this current situation, even a blind person can see what is going on.
I gently hugged Qin Mengdie's little waist and hugged her over.
"What are you doing~So many people~" Qin Mengdie shyly grabbed my hand, but I slowly exerted force, Qin Mengdie couldn't struggle, so she simply let go.
Li Hui also recognized me, the corners of his eyes were picked, his teeth were gritted and his fists were clenched, and he looked at me with a vicious gaze.
Qin Mengdie still wanted to say hello politely to Li Hui before leaving, but I didn't bird her, so I just pulled her and left.
"Let's go, leave that garbage alone. I said mercilessly, and Li Hui still looked at me like that.
After Qin Mengdie and I left, Qin Mengdie asked me if anything had happened to Li Hui.
"I think other people are pretty good, and they often come to cheer on them. Qin Mengdie had a smile on her face, as if she was deliberately provoking me.
"If you look like Zhu Bajie, do you think he won't come to cheer on him?" hehe~" I sneered, Qin Mengdie shook off my hand, obviously angry.
"Then you also see me as beautiful and like me, you are in control of your appearance!" Qin Mengdie scolded me with a dark face.
"And the figure!" I hurriedly pointed out, Qin Mengdie snorted and turned around.
"And legs! and breasts! and voice, and kind-heartedness, and your gentle appearance" As she spoke, I saw the corners of Qin Mengdie's mouth curled slightly, but she still knocked on Erlang's legs on the stool in the park, looking like a goddess.
"Okay, goddess, let's play!" I took Qin Mengdie's hand, but she shook it off.
"Alas~" She sighed silently and stood up.
"Let's go. "She said to me, we didn't hold hands, we are nothing.
More than friends, less than lovers.
When I came to the river, the original scenery was long gone, the neon signs have become high-rise buildings or houses, and the bar is not known when it will be demolished.
After so many years, the place here has become more industrialized and commercialized, and I look at all this, and I feel a little strange in my heart, or I am melancholy.
"Here, it's changed a lot!~" I couldn't help but make a sound.
"Well, people are the same, how is it possible, everything is tied to the same, everything is the same?~" Qin Mengdie's voice was very soft, she walked in front, if it was brisk, it was silent, like a kitten.
She turned back, she cried.
I don't know why, she just cried like that.
"Life, things are not as beautiful as we thought at all, Li Lin, we are all over, all over" She choked up, her eyes were red, but she still didn't stop and kept moving forward.
"How can it be! You're still so beautiful! You're still so beautiful, but I've changed. I choked up and said to her.
"Idiot! How could it be! It's gone, you know? We, we're no longer young, we're no longer naïve, our youth is gone! At the beginning, we didn't have any concerns, just that innocent feelings, no body, no so-called desires, everything was so natural and beautiful, I used to imagine what it would be like for us to get married, how good it was? I still couldn't help but fantasize, but now" Qin Mengdie couldn't go on, she choked up and cried.
"It's impossible for us to love her forever, you will always only have her and me in your heart, and I only have you!" Li Lin!" Qin Mengdie cried to me, then turned her head away, wiped the tears on her cheeks with the back of her hand, and stopped talking.
I bowed my head and faced the river where we had been.
Looking back at the beginning, it was so beautiful, don't think about it so much, sincerity, innocence, now gone, gone.
The environment has changed, the people have changed, the river is still the same river, but things are no longer human!
The beauty at first sight, the ending is beyond imagination, this is life!
I cried, I lowered my head, propped my hands on the guardrail by the river, and cried bitterly with Qin Mengdie.
After a long time, I heard a voice.
"You say. Qin Mengdie stopped crying, she turned her head with a smile on her face.
"How good it would be if life was only as it was when we first saw it," she said, looking at me with tears on her face and a smile on her face.
The beautiful and moving expression is the same as the beginning!
She hasn't changed, she's changed, it's me!
No, we've changed too, everything has changed!
I lowered my head and clenched my fists tightly.
"I can't go back!~" With a quiet smile on her cheeks, Qin Mengdie grabbed the newly built guardrail like that, enjoying the breeze blowing on her face, revealing an inexplicable expression.