Yunlong Three Changes(2). (Prose poem)

(2). Wake up

(February 25, 1987)

A dream is a winter, and as soon as I wake up, I wear these broken shoes to pursue

Seek after the former me, the former you

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What does a broken pair of shoes do? Change back to a running shoe that has won a silver medal,

Still can't catch up with the ass of the car. Break down the mountainside in the clouds and fog

Go back to the history of your own dormitory and swallow up the energy to go to work

I didn't forget to call you: Go and know blood and fire,

Don't let loneliness, loneliness, and emptiness accompany you in small buildings, parks, and shade trees

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I remember that first night, when the night was like a fog, you turned on two lampshades to me

I tell you about your beauty, "You love me?"

Is love love? A man doesn't have time to hesitate,

I'll let you throw yourself into your arms. Grit your teeth, that's it!

From then on, your eyes and mine's eyes were like dreams

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When will your grievances open your mouth to me?

I keep telling you "I'm sorry!"

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I'm sorry that I made you realize your own insignificance, ugliness, and mediocrity

This is very incompatible with your arrogant, unconventional self-awareness

You shouldn't use rusty spikes to sting you to open your other eye

Makes you start to despise yourself and disdain yourself ...

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Notes:

1) Liang Zi: Recommended by the Chinese Writers Association

Who unsinks the boat and replies to Liangzi: It will be close to ten o'clock, and the whole company will get off work, which is the time when I start to walk into 'who unsinks the boat'. Time was so strict with me that I had to go home and cook my own dinner after 1 o'clock in the middle of the night. Who understands the taste? I said that if there is joy and sweetness, it will definitely provoke a lot of rolling eyes.

2) Love is glass: such a unique vision, amazing!!

Who relieved Shenzhou to reply to love is glass: alas, they are all old visions of the past, and now I am more thoughtful and fateful, not light emotion, but has become Taicheng Liu, and there are two children in front of me.